A/N – Sorry for the lack of updates in February but I was having the worst month going so therefore there was nothing I could do. Sorry here's chapter 4 Also I forgot what viewing way I was using so sorry but this is 1st person the rest of the story will be 3rd person I will remember next time sorry.

Chapter 4

After the talk with mum I felt better I felt more secure within myself , The pain was still there feeling like my mum hated me or secretly resented me been born but there was nothing I could do the talk had helped and that was the main thing.

Walking downstairs I smile getting a can of coke out of the fridge almost dropping it because it was freezing I froze as I heard a small laugh looking around I instantly smiled without realising that I was also blushing I looked over to the male *Alright Danny, Thanks for last night man it really did help.*I say in all honesty.

Danny just gives me a smile not an awkward one more like a relaxed one that he did with people he was happy being around it made me feel warm I don't know whether it was just the smile or him as a person but I felt content at this particular moment.

He looks up at me as he whispers * your welcome it was nice having you stay even under those circumstances I'm glad you didn't run away.* It mademe question it the way he said those words the way he formed them why would he be happy I didn't run away I just smile up at him unsure of what to say at that moment my mum walks down the stairs her make up freshly redone most likely because it was running when I left her.

I smile up at her and she smiled back so I guess it was a start right? I look back to Danny feeling awkward I decided we needed to talk but we couldn't do it there I quickly walked out through the double doors which led to the staircase I decided to go into the cellar I quickly texted Danny * Meet me in the cellar* a minute later he walked through the door I looked up not knowing whether to give him a wary smile or just start the conversation I decide on the first option smiling up at him before looking to the ground I take a deep breath not a relaxed one but more of a composing one as I look back to him my eyes meeting with his

*What are we I feel like were going somewhere but none of us have confirmed weather were together or whatever all we have done is kiss and I want to do a lot more but how can I if I don't even know where I stand with you. Are we together or are you just looking to fuck around with my head ?* I ask him the sentence coming out faster than what I had originally planned..

A/N – Ending notes – You will have to wait until my next update before you see whether I make them a couple or not: D hope you enjoyed this chapter. Sorry its short but I just knew I needed to update and its like 3am I want to go bed now .. thanks for the reviews and likes and that it means a lot