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"Dean if you don't stay still for five seconds I'm going to cast a body binding spell on you" Cas scolded as Dean all but jumped out of his seat when the new first years walked into the room. This year the Griffendor and Hufflepuff tables where next to each other and they we're currently leaning over the aisle talking to each other.
"Sammy is in there Cas" Dean told him. Cas rolled his eyes, like he didn't know that Sam Winchester was going to be here at Hogwarts. It's all Dean would write to him about this summer.
"Do you think he'll be a Griffendor like me" Dean asked.
"He will probably be a Ravenclaw, judging by your accounts of his intelligence" Cas said. Dean smiled. By now all the first years where in a big group in front of the Great Hall. Cas remembers being there, feeling terrified. The horror when he was sorted as a Hufflepuff, but the relief he found when Dean smiled at him from the Griffendor table.
"Deatheo Horseman" Yelled the professor holding the sorting hat. Some scrawny looking kid stepped up and sat on the stool. The hat was placed on his head and a few moments later it shouted HUFFLEPUFF for everyone to hear.
"Hey Cas, look you've got a new Jigglypuff" Dean said. Cas rolled his eyes, why was he friends with this idiot again.
"Samuel Winchester" the professor called out. Dean almost shouted with Joy and Cas had to physically hold him back. A small, really small, boy with brown hair stepped up to the stool. He didn't look nervous at all, maybe bravery was hereditary. Sam climbed up onto the stool and waited for the hat to be put on his head. The moment it did the hat began to spout off again.
"Oh my look at this interesting child. Such a brave child, and loyal to a fault, but an overwhelming amount of intelligence. I believe I shall sort you in...RAVENCLAW" The sorting hat declared. The Ravenclaw table erupted with cheers, but Dean Winchester was louder than all of them out together.
"YEAH THATS RIGHT. HE'S THE BEST DAMN RAVENCLAW THAT'S EVER BEEN WOOOOO YOU GO SAMMY" Dean yelled at his little brother. Sam went red and rolled his eyes at Dean. Cas tried to step in.
"Dean your embarrassing him" Cas told him.
"He's a big boy, he can deal with it...SAMMMMMAAAHHHHH WOOOO" Dean kept on. Cas shook his head. If you can't beat 'em, join 'em.
"GO SAM" Cas yelled out. Sam was taken aback by the deep voice as he sat down and Dean burst out laughing.
~~~~~~~After The Feast~~~~~~~~~
Dean had managed to grab Sam and he was gonna show him all the cool stuff that Hogwarts had to offer. The first thing on that list was Cas. Dean had been knocking on the Hufflepuff dormitory room door for a good 15 mintues before someone opened up. Sam really just wanted to go to hang out with his house, but Dean had been talking about Sam meeting Cas for months, if not years.
"WILL YOU GO THE HELL AWA-...Oh hi Dean" said Lisa. She quickly tried to fix her hair and straightened her sweater. She plastered on a fake smile and started twist a lock of her hair on her finger. Sam giggled, this girl was barking up the wrong tree. Sam knew that even if Dean didn't know it himself. A guy can only comment on another guy's voice, hair, and eyes so many times.
"Can you get Cas, I want him to meet Sammy" Dean asked her. Lisa's smile quickly went away.
"He's busy right now" she told him. Dean tried to look past her into the common room, but. Lisa kept getting in the way.
"Can you make sure. I told him I was gonna come by" Dean asked her again. Lisa opened her mouth to tell Dean to leave, but suddenly the boy Sam had seen Dean talking to earlier poked his head out of the door.
"I sorry to keep you waiting Dean. We can all talk in the library" Castiel said. Sam was taking aback by his voice. How could that twig of a guy sound like he smoked 5 packs a day. Dean nodded his head and Cas walked out of his dorm. The group left Lisa behind and Sam waved to her as he left. She scowled at him and slammed the door behind them. Sam giggled and started to follow his brother and Cas. As the trio walked down the empty halls...Sam couldn't help but feel like a third wheel. Cas was laughing at Dean's terrible jokes and staring at him lovingly when he thought Dean wasn't looking. Dean was looking thought, and he was looking at Cas exactly the same way. It kinda made Sam sick. He had heard Dean go on and on about this guy, but some how the infatuation was worse in person. Dean could look into the eyes he never shut up about, and he could listen to that gravely voice he always tried and failed to replicate. Sam was pretty sure that if he wasn't there they would, be holding hands, heck they might do it even if he was there. Eventually they made it to the library and Cas unlocked the giant door. They found a table inside and that all lounged on it. Dean put his feet on the table and Cas scolded him and told him that the table was Mahogany. Dean argued with Cas for a little until Sam spoke up.
"Are you guys like...a thing or something" Sam asked. Both of the 5th years stopped talking immediately. Cas went wide eyed and Dean kept blinking his eyes.
"What" Dean finally managed to ask.
"Are you guys like...together...like boyfriends or something" Sam asked. Great elocution Sam. Dean and Cas looked at each other then back to Sam.
"No, why would you think that Sammy" Dean said. Sam tried his hardest not to roll his eyes.
"Your kidding right" he said. Judging by Dean and Cas' faces...they weren't.
"Dean ever since you met this guy you haven't shut up about him. When your at home it's all 'this coke bottle reminds me of that one time with Cas' or 'this blanket is yellow...Hufflepuffs colors are yellow, did I mention that Cas is a Hufflepuff'. You are obsessed with him and hell he's obsessed with you. He won't stop looking at you, and he does it with such...love and...I don't even know what" Sam told them. Dean and Cas looked totally shocked. Cas was shocked that Dean was always talking about him, did he really do that. Dean couldn't believe Sam brought that up.
"We're just friends Sammy. Friends talk about each other" Dean told him. Cas deflated a little, which Sam didn't miss.
"Did you see that Dean. You just told him that your just friends and he was disappointed. You aren't just friends. Friends don't talk about other friends like they are angels. Friends don't tell other friends that they sound like Batman and then proceed to say that Batman is the sexiest superhero. Friends don't have tender eye sex with one another. Friends DOOooo call each other out on their shit which is what I'm doing" Sam told Dean.
"I don't sound like a bat human" Cas responded.
"So you deny sounded like Batman, but you don't deny loving Dean" Sam asked. Cas sighed.
"Dean has been with me since the very begining. He was with me when I was at my lowest and he helped me recover. He has been with me when I was perfectly okay and we will probably be together for a long time to come. Of course I love him, he is my best friend and to fell anything less would be a disservice to him" Cas said. Dean didn't know what to say and neither did Sam. Cas got up from his chair.
"It's been nice meeting you Sam. I'll see you around" he said and then he was gone.
~~~~~~The Next Day In The Courtyard~~~~~~~
Charlie and Sam where busy chating about some big scandal at the Ministry when Dean plopped himself down next to them. He had on a bit smile and he looked like he was itching to tell them something.
"Spill it Dean" Charlie said simply. Dean fiddled with his fingers and tried to find a perfect way to tell his friends.
"I've...hit a breakthrough" he said. Charlie and Sam where to getting it.
"I...now know...what I really want in life" Dean said again. Sam still wasn't getting it, but Charlie was staring to clue in.
"Damn it Dean just spit it out" Charlie said in frustration. Den took in a deep breath.
"I'm gay" he said. Charlie screamed quietly and Sam's mouth was currently residing on the floor.
"When.." Charlie began to ask.
"Well I got to thinking last night about what Sammy said about me and Cas...and he was right. The more I started to think the more I remember always wanting guy teachers, and obsessing over James Dean and Clint Eastwood instead of Pamela Anderson. Hell I think I even had a crush on Jimmy Edwards in 2nd Grade" Dean confessed. Sam looked straight at his brother and pointed at him.
"I knew it" he said. Dean rolled his eyes at his overdramatic brother. Charlie stopped her flailing long enought to ask a question.
"What does Cas have to do with this" she asked, hoping for the answer she wanted. Dean smiled and blushed a little which made Charlie fangirl even harder.
"I think I love him" Dean said. Charlie looked like she was going to cry and Sam couldn't stop smiling.
" I was kinda...planing to ask him out today...all the 5th years are gonna sneak down to Hogsmeade and I thought it's be...romantic if we went together" He said. Charlie wiped away her happy tears.
"You say the word and we are gone" Charlie told him. Den nodded in response. Charlie, Dean, and Sam tried to perfect how Dean was going to ask Cas out when Charlie's heartbeat went up at the sight of that dark haired boy.
"SHHH he's coming" She told the group. They all tried to look casual as Cas approached and sat down next to Dean. Dean thought his heart was going to leap out of his chest.
"I've got exciting news to tell you all" Cas said.
"That funny, cus I've got something I say too...but you first Cas" Dean told him. Cas nodded
"I just asked Meg to be my girlfriend" Cas said with a big smile. Deans heart sank and so did everyone else's.
"I thought you where gay" Dean said. Cas nodded his head.
"I thought so to, but I was thinking about what Sam said last night and you know he was right. I spend all of my time with you Dean. I never hang around any girls at all. Heck I've never even dated a girl, who do I know if I'm gay. I always thought I was gay because I liked the company of boys better than girls, especially when they didn't have clothing on, but now that I think about it...I've always kinda had a thing for Meg. So I think she cured me" Cas said. Dean couldn't believe what he was hearing. This wasn't the Cas he knew. This was the Cas that Cas' dad wanted him to be. This was Castiel.
"But...Cas...your gay" Dean said again.
"Not anymore Dean, people can change" Cas told him. Dean was getting angry now.
"Do you remember when you got that howler from your dad. I was the one who told you that your gay and that there was nothing wrong with it" Dean told him.
"Exactly. I might have been realizing that I wasn't gay and you shoved me into believing something that wasn't true. My father hated me because of that" Castiel told him.
"Are you doing this just to get your dad off your back, because dude you need to be who you are" Dean told him.
"I AM BEING WHO I AM DEAN" Cas yelled at him.
"THEN WHY ARE YOU DATING MEG" Dean yelled back.
"BECAUSE SHE LIKES ME AND I LIKE HER AND SHE HAPPENS TO BE VERY...HELL SHE'S A FUCKING BOMBSHELL DEAN" Cas cursed at him. Now everyone was looking at the two fighting friends.
"CAS YOU ARE GAY, YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE" Dean told him.
"WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO BE GAY SO MUCH DEAN, ARE YOU WORRIED THAT IM GOING TO COME IN AND RUIN YOUR QUOTE UNQUOTE SICK GAME WITH THE LADIES" Cas said. Dean shook his head and go up from his spot. He started to walk away, but he turned around for one last word. The entire courtyard was intently staring at them now.
"I WAS GOING TO TELL YOU SOMETHING...AND IT WAS GOING TO CHANGE EVERYTHING...BUT FUCK IT NOW. GO BE WITH THAT MEG SLUT" Dean said. They didn't talk for the rest of the year.