Chapter Twelve Learning how to control the anger was difficult I had to think of a moment where I was at my happiest to distract the Monster from my anger and to diminish it. Luckily I have never really had any problems with anger issues before so that was a good thing but according to Marilyn since the transformation has been made your anger apparently will fuel at anything: kind of like a shape shifters she muttered. That moment was pretty obvious to me the time Alec told me he loved me: watching Marilyn and William together is causing the aching in my heart to get worse. I would do anything to see him again but Marilyn told me that I shouldn't see anyone yet considering I don't know how to control my powers very well. "Aria, are you okay?" William asked walking into the room. "Yes, how are you?" I replied politely smiling at him. "We know you miss him and you will see him soon give it a week-tops-and you can go and find him" he smiling pulling me in for a hug. "Thank you" I muttered into his chest hugging him back. Hours later I had finally managed, how to control my anger and stop the Monster from attacking. Marilyn said that I have been doing surprisingly well and that if I kept up I could leave in a few days and be reunited with Alec. Hopefully Jane would have forgiven me since I didn't intend to hurt her even though she intended to hurt me. "I hate seeing you so sad" Marilyn muttered from her space on the couch slowly I turned and looked at her. "When does this training end?" I asked. "When you feel confident with what you can do and don't go around accidently killing people" she replied, then sighed and turned around to face me "you can go if you want, besides I can't teach you everything it is different for everyone. Anyway I couldn't be away from my mate for as long as you without going insane" she laughed. Insane. As if she would understand 'insanity' if it slapped her in the face. "You should go, find him, and be together and be happy. Happiness and feeling wanted helps to" she added softly. "Thank you so much for everything" I grinned speeding over and hugging her. "No problem now go and don't forget us" she smiled sadly hugging me back. "I wont say bye to William for me" I said before pulling away. That was over a week ago. Since that week I have been stumbling through the forest which eventually led out to some place called Yorkshire. Currently I was on a plane heading out to Italy I had drained a couple of blood bags from the hospital and filled up 4 bottles with it just in case: I really don't want to cause a scene. I still hate planes. A lot. After the plane trip and I dragged my feet to get my luggage then set my off through the forest on the way to the castle. God I'm dreading the questions. ... Sorry it's soo short and terrible I just really wanted to update since I haven't in agesss..