Jade's P.O.V

No! No! No! No! No! What am I thinking? I'm not supposed to talk to Tori, which includes texting her, what have I done? Fuck.

Not to mention that I had probably upset her even more, I always have to go and make things worse, I should have just left. Why didn't I just leave it?

I pulled my phone out of my pocket; I had one new message from Tori. I was scared to read what she had said but knew I had to. I let my finger hover over the button before clicking it and waiting for the message to load onto the screen which didn't take long.

Tori: Can you please just leave me alone Jade? I already feel bad enough; I don't need you making me feel any worse.

Reading the message from Vega made me feel guilty, yes I admit it. I feel bad about hurting her. It's just sometimes I push people too far without knowing and when I do finally realise I can't admit to them I'm wrong and apologize. It's just who I am, but now with Tori I really feel like saying sorry. It's not what I usually do, but our friendship isn't the usual friendship people have.

Putting my phone away I walked over to the grub truck, quickly paying for a salad before going to sit down at our usual table. Andre and Robbie were already there, I was surprised to see that Robbie didn't have that stupid puppet on his arm, but I didn't care enough to ask.

Sitting down I put my bag on the space next to me so no one sat next to me, there was space near Andre and Robbie they could all sit there.

"Hey Jade" Andre smiled as Beck and Cat joined us, god he's always so happy. What the hell is wrong with him?

I looked up and glared at him before returning to stabbing my salad, I think he guessed I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone.

"Jadey!" Cat squealed as she tackled me in a hug, I rolled my eyes and pushed her off me.

"Leave me alone Cat" She looked at me with a pout on her face before sitting down in between Andre and Robbie.

"There was no need for that Jade" Beck scowled as he sat next to me, of course he would be the only one who isn't scared of my wrath.

"Shut up" Is all I said before going back to stabbing my salad, again.

"Jade are you okay?" Robbie asked, I didn't answer him.

"Jade Robbie asked you if you're okay" Andre obviously thought that I hadn't heard him, but really I was just ignoring them.

"Jade" Cat said a little sadder than her usual voice.

"I heard him! Now leave me alone!" I screamed, drawing attention from the rest of the students that were nearby, I tossed my salad which I had barely touched into the trash before walking inside quickly so none of them followed me.

I walked as fast as I could, but it clearly wasn't fast enough as a few seconds later Beck ran up behind me and gently grabbed my arm. I didn't turn to face him, I knew if I did then the few tears that had threatened to fall before would definitely fall now.

"Jade" He said a little gentler than before when he spoke to me outside.

I refused to turn around, no one saw me cry and I mean no one. Well apart from Tori, she was the one I'd always go to for help. That was all it took, just the thought of Tori made the tears finally fall. Somehow Beck must have noticed because the next thing I knew he had dragged me into the Janitors closet so no one saw me crying.

"Jade listen, whatever it is you can tell me" he said soothingly, I quickly wiped the tears not wanting him to see my cry anymore. We may have dated for 2 years, but we weren't close enough for me to actually show him how I feel. How stupid does that sound? Ha.

"Beck, I know you're only trying to help but I really don't need it right now"

"Well you clearly need someone, come on Jade this isn't like you! We both know it isn't. Just tell me what's wrong"

"Nothing's wrong with me, can you just leave me the fuck alone! I don't need you okay, I need, I need-"Before I could say anything else I broke down crying again.

Beck pulled me into a hug which I didn't fight; right now I just needed someone. Even if it isn't who I need, it's the best I'm going to get for now.

Finally I calmed down and I moved away from Beck wiping my face, trying to make it look like I hadn't been crying.

"Whatever it is Jade, you need to try and fix it, this isn't you and I think the only way you're going to get back to your old self again is if you sort whatever this is out" when he'd finished, he walked out the janitors closet door leaving me to my thoughts.

Tori's P.O.V

After receiving the message from Jade basically all I did was cry, how stupid am I? Thinking that she might actually be feeling sorry, course she won't be. This is Jade West for god sake; the only person she cares about is herself.

I'd come back downstairs with my phone after reading the message but I didn't switch the TV back on. For the past few hours all I've done is sit and think. Think about how stupid I am, how everyone is going to hate me when they find out, how I'm going to lose everyone.

I really need to think things through before I do stupid things like this, I'm going to lose everything because off one stupid mistake. I've wanted her from the first time I saw her but I managed to not do anything about it for over a year, why did I have to ruin it now?

Suddenly the doorbell rang, I had no idea who it could be everyone was at school, and my parents were at work. Throwing the blanket off my lap I stood up and opened the door.

"Jade"

A/N: Not my best chapter but I hope you are all enjoying the story so far, if you have any suggestions for what happens next feel free to review and tell me x