Jade's P.O.V

"Jade" hearing my name fall from the other girl's mouth made my heart flutter.

"What do you want?" the harshness of her voice quickly stopped it though and I looked at the girl properly, noticing that she does in fact look broken.

"Can I come in?" it honestly took everything in me to say that, if I can barely managed a small sentence like that how am I going to explain myself to her. It's the least I owe her; I'm going to have to figure out a way. "Please" I added after she hadn't spoken for a while, I saw her nod before she moved to the side so I could step in.

As I walked through the door I put my bag down near the wall while Tori shut the door behind me. I looked around me and saw the blanket on the couch, an empty bowl on the table which was probably from this morning. My heart broke a little as I realised it was my fault she's like this, I made her skip school because of how bad I treat her. She's never skipped school! She has a perfect attendance record ever since kindergarten, well she did have.

"Jade" Tori saying my name broke me from my thoughts again. She'd move to sit down on the couch again, probably so she had an excuse not to be close to me but I didn't dare ask.

"Tori...I-I-"I couldn't get the words out, even though I was trying my hardest. What's wrong with me? Why can't I speak properly?

"Jade just spit it out" Tori said, it was obvious I was beginning to piss her off. She never used to speak to me like that, but now I don't really blame her. Yeah she's usually really sweet and nice with everyone, but I've hurt her she has every right to be this way with me.

I took a deep breath and crossed my arms over myself protectively, I don't know why but with Tori it feels like I don't have to hide anything.

"I didn't mean to upset you" I said quietly.

"You're unbelievable Jade, just get out" Tori spat angrily.

"Please just let me try and explain" she looked at me carefully before agreeing. Reluctantly of course, but either way she agreed to hear me out and right now that's good enough for me. God, that girl is turning me into a soft touch.

"You have 5 minutes" Tori added quickly.

I nodded and sat down on the opposite seat from Tori, figuring she didn't want to be near me.

"When I found out you and Andre paid a guy to ask me out it really pissed me off"

"Yeah I figured that when you kept shouting and screaming at me for it" I looked down, she was right I did shout at her for it, a lot. I don't know why I just took it out on her, it was Andre as well but when I found out that Tori was in on it to I flipped. I shouldn't have just blamed her for it, I know I'm a bitch.

"I know I shouldn't have done that" I said quietly.

"Oh come one, what is this? This isn't you! You're never this nice to me, what is this? Is it some kind of trick is that it?" I watched as I saw Tori getting angrier and angrier.

My chest tightened as I looked at her, I've done this to her I thought. I hurt her and now she hates me, and there is nothing I can do about it. She's never going to forgive me is she?

"Tori this isn't a trick" I stood up slowly and looked at the girl, her eyes glistening with tears and a frown etched on her face. I tried to convince her as best I could, but to be honest I don't think it made a difference.

She was refusing to look up at me as I stood and watched her, she was trying not to cry, I could tell. I've never saw Tori cry before, she's always so happy when she's around everyone, but I guess sometimes even the strongest people have to break. Tori been broken though is my fault, she doesn't deserve all the insults I throw at her.

"I don't believe you Jade" she wasn't angry now, she was sad. Her voice almost sounded as if it was hard for her to speak. It probably was and knowing that made me feel even worse than I already did.

"Look, what I'm about to say is really rare okay? Because I'm never nice to anyone and we both know that, I'm going to say something and I want you to listen. After that if you want me to go then I will? Just hear me out" I had to say this or I knew I'd regret it if I didn't

"You've already had your 5 minutes, you should be gone now"

"Tori" I practically begged, hoping it would help her say yes to listen to me.

"Fine whatever, but after you've said what you have to say you're going"

"Listen Tori, I know that from the first time I met you I've been a bitch to you. I don't know why, I said it was because of Beck but I don't know if it was. When you kissed me I shouldn't have reacted the way I did, I was wrong. I know what you're thinking, Jade West finally admitting she's wrong, it must be fake but it isn't Tori. You have to believe me when I say that, I'm not mad that you kissed me I guess I just freaked out, the only reason I'm saying this is because I don't want to lose you as a friend" I saw the look on her face when I said the word 'friends'. "Yeah, we're friends Vega, I just hope I'm not too late admitting I was wrong, I...I'm sorry"

When Tori didn't speak for a while I noticed she was crying silently, I watched the tears fall from her face and seeing them just made my heart break more and more. I didn't say anything, giving her a minute was probably the best idea.

"Jade, just go" Tori stood up from her position on the couch and looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"Tori, please-"I tried to get her to forgive me again, but she cut me off.

"I said go!" This time she shouted at me, it was the first time Tori had properly raised her voice to me, she'd been angry before but now I saw pure hatred in her eyes as she looked at me.

Tori pushed past me and opened the door before grabbing my bag and tossing it to me. "Go"

"I said I'm sorry though" now I was confused, I thought if I had said sorry she'd forgive me.

"Sorry doesn't fix everything" she shouted at me again with tears streaming down her face.

I moved forward towards her and brought my hand up to her face and gently swiped my thumb across her cheek to wipe the tears away, for a second she let me but after that she pushed my hand away.

"Don't, just go, if you're sorry then you'll just leave me alone"

I nodded accepting that she wanted to be by herself; slowly I walked out of the door hearing the door slam shut behind me.

I stood for a minute, I heard Tori sobbing on the other side of the door. I put my hand on the door handle thinking about opening it and going to see if she's okay before deciding against it. I stepped back a bit, before going to my car and driving away.

Leaving Tori behind like that broke my heart, but right now I just need to give her some space so she'll forgive me. IF she'll forgive me.

A/N: I'm not really sure about this chapter, but I hope you all liked it x