Tori's P.O.V

It's been two days since Jade arrived in hospital, ever since I had refused to leave her side; I slept in the chair beside her bed and only left once to get a quick shower and change of clothes. Other than that I hadn't left, this time I'm not going to leave her.

She still hadn't woken up, but the doctors told us that there is no brain damage which is good, and now it's just a waiting game. Sarah had left a little while ago to try and get some sleep and said she would be back later, and unfortunately Andre, Beck, Cat and Robbie all had to go to school.

So once again I was left alone, sitting by Jade's bedside watching the slow rise and fall of her chest but I don't mind I kind of like being alone with her. It gives me a chance to talk to her, a chance to tell her all the things I couldn't say before all this.

I'm still having trouble finding the right words now, I mean how can I get her to forgive me for everything when I'm the one that made her try and take her own life. When she wakes up it's going to be hard for her, and even if she tries to push me away I'm not going to leave her. I'm going to stand by her through all of this; it's the least she deserves.

"Jade" I whispered quietly "I need you to wake up, please" Tears began to form in my eyes once again as I spoke.

I couldn't think of what to say, I know all the words I need to but they just keep getting stuck in my throat.

"I need you to wake up so we can be together; I want us to start over. When you wake up I am going to make sure every day you know just how much I loved you, I'm going to show you how much I care about you and I'm never leaving you again"

Tears poured down my face once again, I'd lost count the amount of time it had happen since being in her but it's to be expected. If I don't get this right now, then she is going to hate me forever. All I've done is sit and think while sitting next Jade for two days. That's all. I need to be sure of what I want for when she wakes up, and now I'm sure of it. I want her. That's all I want, Jade, I want to be the one to wipe away her tears, the one to make her smile when she's feeling down, the one to see the mask behind the facade, the one to share laughs with her. I want to be there every step of the way in her life, if she'll let me.

"I know you probably hate me right now, and I don't blame you because you should. You should really hate me, but all I'm asking for is for a chance to prove to you I can make you happy. I can break down the walls you put up to push everyone away, I can be the one that's here for you through everything, and I just need you to give me a chance. And I know it's asking a lot after everything I've done to you but please just wake up please Jade"

Just as I had finished speaking I felt Jade's hand twitch in mine, I looked and saw that Jade was trying to move her fingers. I quickly pressed the red button for the nurses to come in while stroking Jade's hair.

"Come on Jade, please wake up. I know you can do it"

A doctor ran in followed by two more and I told them about her moving her hand, they checked her vitals to make sure she was okay.

Suddenly I heard a coughing from Jade's bed, Jade still had the tube in her mouth which is causing her to choke, being made worse by Jade panicking.

"We need to calm her down" One of the doctors said.

I moved past them and moved to a space where Jade could see me, "Jade sweetie calm down, you have to calm down okay?"

Her eyes met mine in a silent agreement and I began to cry again, thankful to see Jade awake.

The doctors removed the tube from Jade's mouth so she is now breathing on her own, after checking to make sure she is definitely ok they had left.

For a while neither of us spoke, I didn't know what to say and I'm guessing it's the same with Jade. What do you say to someone that you made try and kill their self? How can you apologize for that?

"Jade" I finally managed to breathe out "I'm so sorry"

She moved her eyes to look at me with no expression on her face.

"How long have you been here?" She asked, her voice is scratchy which is to be expected since she hasn't used it for a while.

"I've been by your side ever since you got here" I'm sure I saw a small smile make its way on Jade's face when I said that but I can't be sure as it was gone as soon as it was there.

"Tori you didn't have to" It was a struggle for her to get the words out and I can tell.

"Yes I did Jade, and even if I didn't have to I wanted to" Jade nodded at my response and let out a yawn.

"I can see you're tired Jade, try and get some sleep" I said gently.

She looked at me with heavy eye lids and said quietly "Will you be here when I wake up?"

"Of course I will, now go to sleep"

I watched as she drifted off to sleep and even though she had just woke up and we had barely spoken but she was awake and right now that's enough for me.

I held her hand watching her sleep, finally managing to drift into a peaceful sleep myself knowing that Jade's alright.

A/N: I know this chapter is just in Tori's P.O.V and doesn't involve anyone else apart from Jade and Tori, but in the next there will be a bit of everyone, hope you like it x