Tori's P.O.V
Jade's been asleep for almost two hours, I managed to get an hour but I wasn't able to go back to sleep once I woke up. There's too much on my mind, I mean Jade said there's more to what happened but I don't know what, her mom hates me and Jade said she loved me.
I still had my arms wrapped around Jade while she is gently snoring, watching the slight rise and fall of Jade's chest calmed me down. I don't know why, I guess because it tells me that Jade's safe and okay.
Sarah hadn't came back since what happened earlier, I don't know what's she's doing but all I think is that right now she should be here for her daughter.
I felt Jade stir in my arms and looked down, she had her eyes open slightly probably because the brightness is too much.
"Hi, you're still here?" She whispered looking up at me with a smile.
"Of course I am, I'm not going to leave Jade" I said smiling back at her, I saw that her face brightened when I said those words to her and I couldn't help but smile more.
She nuzzled her head into the crook of my neck "Thank you, it means a lot"
It wasn't often that Jade is openly loving towards someone, but after what's happened I guess it's changed her. I hope it hasn't changed her too much though, because she's perfect the way she is.
"It's okay"
Jade's P.O.V
I lay with my head in the crook of Tori's neck with her arms wrapped around me, being like this with her made me feel safe I don't know why but whenever I'm around her I automatically feel safe.
All my life I've never needed anyone to make me feel safe, I've never wanted someone to make me feel like this but with Tori it's different. I want to be around her all the time, when I'm with her I don't want to be the bitch that everyone thinks I am I want to show her how much I love her, and I want everyone to know how much I love her. I don't care what everyone else thinks anymore, because to be honest all that matters is what Tori thinks and no one else.
I know my mom doesn't like Tori right now but that's only because she thinks that I did this because of Tori which isn't true. Yeah what happened with her is what pushed me over the edge, but it wasn't her fault. I have no doubts that my mom's going to try and make things difficult for us, but we've already been through so much together and I'm not going to let Tori walk away from me, not this time. She's mine and she always will be, I hope.
I was about to say something when the door opened, Tori sat up and moved to the seat next to the bed while I tried to sit up a bit straighter. The doctor smiled at us and so did the person standing next to him, I have no idea who he is but whatever.
"Ah hello Jade, it's good to see that you're awake. I'm Dr. Evan Mallory and this is Megan Anderson, she's our therapist"
"Oh...urm hello" I stuttered, not really knowing what to say. I looked towards Tori with a look of panic and confusion; she gave me a gentle smile and leaned forward taken my hand in hers.
"Jade, it's procedure for people who have tried to take their own life to speak to a therapist. We need to make sure that the causes of this don't make you try and commit suicide again" Dr. Evan Mallory gave me a look of pity as he said this before leaving the room with a quick goodbye.
"Hi Jade" the therapist looked at me but she didn't have a look of pity on her face like the doctor did which made me feel a lot better about this.
"Is it okay if Tori stays with me?" I asked quickly when I saw Tori was about to say something.
"Of course it is" she smiled at me "do you want me to wait until your mom get's here or not?
I shook my head as she pulled up a chair closer to the edge of my bed. I looked at Tori and she must have been able to see how scared this made me as she squeezed me hand and mouthed 'I'm here, its okay'.
"Okay Jade, can you tell me why you tried to take your own life" Megan Anderson asked me; again I looked towards Tori not knowing what to say.
"Go on, it's okay" Tori gave me a small gentle smile as she said this which reassured me a little bit.
"There's loads of reasons, I guess ever since I was little I've put up these walls that push people away so they don't see who I really am" I took a deep breath before speaking again, it's unusual for me to be so open with someone but it's the only way I'm going to get out of this place. "I've never really felt like my parents wanted me, I've never felt like they care. They're always arguing and they think I can't hear but I can"
"What do they argue about Jade" The therapist said to me gently, Tori hadn't said anything yet she just watched me with a small smile.
"Me"
"And what do they say?"
"It's mainly my dad, he says how I'm a disgrace to the name of the family because of how I dress and the way I act. He said I'm the one that ruined our family and that they should get rid of me. He's told me that I'm never going to get anywhere in life if I don't give up on my ridiculous dreams of being a script writer"
"Oh Jade, I'm sorry" She smiled at me sadly, but I still couldn't see any pity in her eyes.
"Is that what pushed you over the edge Jade?"
"I don't know I mean I guess so, everyone thinks I'm this horrible manipulative bitch but I'm not and I guess that got to me a bit. And then me and Tori had this massive argument which triggered some things, and it didn't help that my parent's had a huge row the night before"
I watched as she scribbled down notes, and also noticed that Tori had a few tears running down her face. I removed my hand from hers and brought it up to her face before gently wiping away her tears, she smiled at me and brought her own hand up to cover mine and squeezed it softly.
Megan smiled at us before standing up and moving the chair back to where it was.
"I'm going to go over these notes with one of my colleges, and if we think that you'll be okay when you're not here then you should be released within a day or so"
"Thank you" Both me and Tori said as she disappeared out the door.
Tori moved to sit back on the bed where she had been previously; I lay my head on her chest and carefully wrapped my arms round her waist as I still have to be careful of my wrist even though they're in bandages.
"I'm sorry" Tori whispered as she ran her fingers through my hair.
"You have nothing to be sorry for-"I tried to answer but I got cut off by Tori.
"No Jade I do, what happened between us was my fault because I overreacted"
"It was my fault as well Tori"
"Maybe, but I shouldn't have said what I did. I'm sorry"
"I forgive you" I said with a smile looking up at Tori, I could literally here the pain as she said sorry and I could tell she regretted what she said.
"Promise me something Tori?"
"Anything" Tori answered.
"I know that my mom's going to try and break us, promise me that you won't let her convince you to leave me" A slight frown made its way on my face as I thought of this, I didn't want Tori to leave me again.
"I promise" As she said this I leaned up and placed my lips on hers in a passionate kiss.
A/N: Not 100% happy with this chapter but hope you all enjoy it. Thanks again to Invader Johnny for the original story idea and all the great suggestions x
