Tori's P.O.V

I can't believe that Sarah even had the nerve to come here and start screaming and shouting at her daughter. Jade hasn't even been out the hospital for 3 days yet and she's being a bitch to her? Maybe this is why Jade doesn't like people getting close to her, maybe she's scared? Scared of letting people get close to her just so they can hurt her, its understandable though. The way her parents have treated her over the years I'm not surprised she acts the way she does. I just need to show her that I'm not like that, in some ways I already have but I need her to know for sure that I'm not going to hurt her.

Jade was curled up on the couch with her head on my lap and a blanket over her, ever since Sarah left Jade had been crying every so often. I was trying my best to sooth her but I don't know if it's working. I ran my hand through her hair every so often to remind her I'm here for her; I need to find a way to get her to open up more. I know she already has a little bit, and I know it's a big step for her but I hate seeing her upset like this.

The way her own mother spoke to her days after she's just came out of the hospital after trying to kill her is horrible, she never should have came here. I don't even know what she was thinking; actually I don't even know how someone can act that way towards their own daughter, it's just not right. Jade's had to put up with it for years and she's just kept it all to herself for all this time, it couldn't have been easy for her.

"Jade sweetie?" I asked, deciding it was best to try and get her to open up instead of keeping it all bottled up inside.

"Yeah?" Jade mumbled from her place next to me, her voice was raspy after all the crying she's done.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked gently, trying not to make her feel pushed into a decision.

"Talk about what?" I could tell she was just acting dumb, but I was going to give it one more shot at getting her to open up before leaving it for a couple of days or so.

"You've been quiet for the past hour Jade, and I know that you're just lying there thinking about everything so I'm here if you want to talk about it but I'm not going to force you. It's your decision"

Jade removed her head from my lap and sat up moving the blanket so it was now covering me as well.

"I don't know how to just openly talk about my feeling Tor, what if I say something wrong?" Tears were forming in Jade eyes and I hated seeing her this way, it's not the Jade I know. The Jade I know is strong and doesn't let anyone bother her, but now Jade's showing me who and what she really is. She's vulnerable.

"Jade, you can't say anything wrong. It's what you're feeling and no one can say whether that's right or wrong, but people can be here for you to talk to. Isn't that better than keeping it all to yourself?"

"I've never had anyone to tell everything too, not even Beck" Jade whispered looking down.

"You have me now Jade, but I'm not someone who's going to push you to do something you don't want to do. I just want you to know I'm here and that I'm not going to hurt you"

"I know Tori and it means a lot, I just I don't know what to say"

I pulled Jade into me and hugged her tightly, "Say what you're thinking"

"And you won't be mad at me?" I could sense fear in Jade's voice as she spoke, but I don't know why of course I wouldn't be mad at her.

"I won't be, I could never be mad at you, just tell me what you're thinking"

"I wish I killed myself"

I sat up and looked at Jade with a shocked looked, how...how could she? What?

"Jade, why?" I said feeling a few tears in my eyes.

"Because it would have been easier for everyone" Jade said crying.

"It wouldn't have been easier for me Jade or anyone else" I said letting the tears fall once again.

"It would have been for my parents"

"Jade! Stop okay, you shouldn't think like that. I don't know what I would have done if you died, please don't say that you wish you were dead please Jade?" I also said crying.

"But its true Tori, I want to die I'm sorry but it's the truth"

"Please don't try anything Jade, just give it a couple of weeks and you won't feel the same. Promise me Jade"

"I promise"

I pulled Jade onto my lap and hugged her, we stayed like that for half an hour, but it was nice just being with Jade.

Me and Jade moved apart of the sound of the front door open, I looked and saw that it was my dad which is strange because he's usually at work now.

"Dad, what are you doing home?" I asked confused.

"Tori, Jade. There's um...something that I have to tell you" David Vega stuttered.

"Dad?" I asked.

"Mr Vega?" Jade stood up as she spoke and so do I.

David Vega turned towards Jade with a sad look on his face but didn't speak.

"Dad, can you please just tell us?" I begged grabbing Jade's hand seeing how nervous she was and trying to comfort her. I hate seeing her this way and right now he isn't help it, I wish he would just say what he had to say.

"Jade, I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but you're mother has been involved in a car crash"

A/N: I don't know about this chapter but review and tell me what you think. If you have any suggestions feel free to pm me or review and tell me x