Jade's P.O.V

"It's my fault" I said quietly, as me and Tori sat tangled together on her bed.

"Jade, you can't blame yourself" I heard Tori say sympathetically, it was nice having someone here to just sit and listen to how I'm feeling and try and help me. I've never had this before.

"But why else would she have been drinking? I obviously upset her"

"Right Jade listen to me, you need to listen to me okay?" Tori said moving from her position next to me so she was now sitting in front of me. I just nodded at her as a silent response for her to continue.

"What happened between you and your mom before the car accident did not cause it, she was drunk Jade. You didn't force her to get drunk did you? You didn't force her to get in her car and try and drive home did you?" She said slightly forceful trying to get her point across.

I just shook my head and whispered a quiet "No"

"Exactly, she made that choice all by herself and THAT is what caused the accident. I'm not trying to be horrible here Jade but if it's anyone's fault it's hers. All you need to do now is figure out what you want to do, and if you want to go and sit at the hospital to wait and find out how she is then I'll be there. Or if you want to stay here and think about things I'm going to be here. Whatever you want to do, I'm going to be by your side Jade. I am never going to leave you, not unless you want me to, and even then I'm going to put up a fight for you because I know that you're worth it"

I looked at her with shock and love in my eyes as a few stray tears ran down my cheeks, I'd never heard anyone say anything like that to me before. For the first time in my life I actually felt as though someone actually loves me.

"Tori" I whispered "I love you"

She smiled at me and leaned in and kissed me gently before pulling away, "I know and I love you as well"

I pulled Tori back to the way she was sitting before and leaned my head on her shoulder, "And since I love you I'm going to have a go at talking to a therapist, I know it'll make you feel better and it may even help me"

"Really?" She asked in surprise turning her head to look at me.

"Yes" I said with a smile, and this time it was a genuine smile. It had been a while since I actually smiled and meant it, but right now it felt nice.

She didn't say anything to that she just pulled my arms around her tighter and cuddled into me, yesterday I had been able to take the bandages off my wrists the doctor said I still have to be careful but I should be fine.

...

"Jade?" Tori asked distracting me from my thoughts, neither of us had moved or spoken for 20 minutes, we were both just happy and content with the way things were.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"What are we?"

The words confused me a little bit, I mean how can I answer that "What do you mean?"

"I mean, are we friends or more? I just...we've never really said what we are" She seemed to try and stop herself from saying certain words but I couldn't understand why.

"Well...I guess we can do that now" I said a smile growing on my face.

"What do you mean?" She asked confusedly.

"Tori Vega...will you be my girlfriend?"

She looked at me with hope in her eyes, "Do you really mean that?"

"Of course I do, so what do you say"

"Yes!" She said excitedly before pulling me into a passionate kiss.

I smiled and hugged her tightly when she pulled away; this was definitely what I want.

"Jade, you're tired aren't you?" Tori asked me before I could say anything else.

"Yeah" There was no use in lying she knows me to well, not that I would want to lie to her .

She stood up and put a blanket over me, which I was grateful for because it was starting to get kind of cold.

"Where are you going?" I asked confused as she started to walk towards the door.

"You need your rest so I'm going to go talk to my mom about you seeing a therapist, are you okay with that?"

I nodded.

"And anyways, Andre and everyone are coming over later so you really should try and get as much sleep as you can"

Great, I thought as I closed my eyes. That's just what I need (!)

Tori's P.O.V

I walked downstairs to see my mom sitting on the couch with Trina.

"Hey sis, where you been these past few days?" Trina asked happily as she flicked through the TV channels.

"In case you hadn't noticed a lot of things have happened" I snapped at her for asking such a stupid question.

"Sorry for trying to make conversation" Trina grumbled as she walked past me to go upstairs, presumably to her room.

"Tori that really wasn't necessary" My mother said calmly.

"Sorry" I said as I sat down next to her.

"I'll let it go, because of everything that's happened" She said.

"Thank you, but now...can I...can I ask you something?"

"Of course you can" Hollie Vega said moving so she was looking directly at her daughter and switching the TV off.

"Okay, well me and Jade spoke before and we kind of agreed that we're going out so are you okay with that?" I asked nervously.

"Oh of course I am sweetie, that's great news. I'm so happy you to have worked it out" Mom smiled at me.

"That's great" I said with a smile "We also spoke about Jade speaking to a therapist, and we were wondering if you wouldn't mind finding someone for her?"

"Of course I don't mind honey; I'll have a look later. Is this what she wants though?" She asked with concern in her voice "Because if it isn't it's more likely to make things worse"

"I asked her about it yesterday and she told me to let her think about it, I didn't force her into doing anything mom it was her choice"

"I didn't say you did sweetie, please don't take it the wrong way" She put her hand on my arm comfortingly.

"I know sorry, but she told me she wanted to die mom she wished no one had helped her when she tried to kill herself. So even if there's the slightest bit of hope that this will help then I'm going to make sure she tries it"

The door suddenly burst open before either of us could speak again, "Tori what the hell where you thinking assaulting Mr West?!"

A/N: Don't like this chapter, but let me know what you think x