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Time for chapter 4^^.
This is Kili's PoV I hope you enjoy it. It was a fast one I came up with today after working on my other fict that takes place in Goblin town.

I have a lot more plans for the next chapter when we get back to Fili's Pov^^;.

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~Chapter Four: For if the dark returns..~

Kili hadn't moved sense Thorin had fallen limp, he was sure his own death was coming but he refused to give in to the darkness as he watched his brother fight I, I,..have to wait for fili,.. He had thought to himself, he needed to tell Fili he was sorry and goodbye.

Kili's whole body ached and his insides burned with a pain he couldn't begin to describe. He had been staring toward Thorin unblinkingly for several moments refusing to believe his uncle was gone, as cold rushed over his entire body and the sleep was harder to fight by the second. Then he heard his brothers voice, it pulled him back to reality where he had been starting to fade."Kee,…kili?" he heard his brothers voice but he almost didn't recognize it, Filis voice was weak, dry and sounded far off to him. Kili moved his eyes, but only his eyes up to see Fili

He then heard his brother again, lauder with a sound of excitement in his voice, Kili figured it was surprise "KILI!" he had screamed, If Kili had been stronger he would of winched at the hoarse sound of his brothers voice.

Before he knew it the moment he had been waiting for had arrived. Fili now was kneeling next to him,

Kili had been scared; he had been in so much pain and he did not want to die alone, now he could say what he needed to, to Fili,.. he could stop fighting the dark,..

"Kili stay with me ok! Stay awake I'll get help, I am sorry Kili I am so sorry" he heard Fili saying, he saw tears streaming Fili's cheeks as Fili was about to try to comfort him

Kili raised his hands to speak to Fili in the Dwarf sign language Iglishmek "Fee,…I'm sorry,..I.." then he saw Fili look away. This scared Kili because he felt he would not be able to hold on for long, he weakly grasped for Fili's tunic but Fili was now on his feet and moving away.

Kili saw the Orcs closing in on his brother, he felt terror for his brother, he wanted and needed to help him, he tried to move but was only greeted by a wave of dizziness and a darkness that was so thick that when it washed over him he could no longer breath,..That was his last memory of the battle field of five armies.

Hot, Cold, Agony, pain, fear, strain, stress, grief, sick, weak, frail, darkness,.. He felt it all and so much more,

The brunet archer slowly returned to middle earth through a pain but he couldn't find which pain it was that brought him back to this world, his whole body was in pain.

He felt what he thought was them trying to rip one of his ribs out, he felt a pain throughout his body that felt like little sharp pains traveling around bigger pains, he felt like vomiting then when his stomach moved slightly he felt like it was being pinned down by a spear

Finally a light came into sigh that connected his spirit to all of these feelings and pains.

The light kept coming closer as the dark faded and the pain grew stronger and more intense.

Then blurs moved through the light as imagines started to shape before him, they moved constantly not staying still for even a moment.

Finally, he could see that he was in a tent, the healers tent to be exact, he realized this when he saw Dane's healers moving around him. He counted at least five.

"Hes awake!" he heard one call

Then he heard the familiar voice of Bofur "Kili!" then his friend was by his side looking down at him, standing toward where kili's head laid careful to stay out of the healer's way.

It did Kili's heart good to see his friend but kili was still a little out of it not fully back to reality as he glanced down toward his body, he noted he was laying on a medical bed, the feeling he thought was them trying to rip his rib out was them attempting to move an arrow,..

The little pains he had felt was them stitching his wounds closed he saw, it all hurt so much but it still didn't feel real yet, he wanted to scream as a rush of pain shot through his chest, but at the same time that rush of pain brought a memory with it, he felt the arrow then saw Thorin fall limp in his memory.

It had only lasted a second but the memory was enough to remind him, that his dear uncle was dead, that he had been to slow to save Thorin, and with that instead of screaming out in pain he remained silent while guilt and remorse brought tears that rushed his eyes.

It must have been obvious what was going on because Bofur put his hand on Kili's shoulder "I am so sorry, That I didn't get there sooner lad…" he said baring his own fair share of guilt. His eyes were glassy as he reached up brushing kili's hear back "I am so sorry"

Kili wanted to respond to Bofur, he wanted to tell him that he didn't blame him… but he couldn't find his voice yet. He didn't want Bofur, or the healers to see him cry so he turned his head to his right hoping to hide his tears not that any of it mattered now,

Then he saw Fili,.. Fili was lying on medical bed only a few feet away. He had 2 healers working on him; the bed once white was now covered in crimson which dripped down onto the floor forming a puddle.

"F,..fili" Kili said in shock then his eyes grew large "FILI!" he screamed trying to set up "FILI NO! NO! no, no, no it can't be! He Can't! No! FILI PLEASE! Fili don't leave me! DON'T LEAVE ME!" he screamed hysterically in a deep panic that nearly hurt his voice. He pleaded his heart out and begged

"HOLD HIM DOWN! IF not we are going to lose him!" a healer ordered

Bofur held one side and a healer held the other at his shoulders.

Bofur pleaded "please Kili I need you to calm down! Your harming yourself lad"

Due to his weakness he couldn't put up much of a fight but he paid no attention to Bofur's plea as he continued to scream "FILI I NEED YOU! PLEASE FILI PLEASE DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME! PLEASE!" He cried before breaking out it a thick sob as his shoulders shook and he cursed Mahal don't you have enough Durins up there? Leave me this one,..I beg you, leave me just this one he cried harder unable to hide his embarrassment due to being held down

Each sob that went through his body caused more harm and agony, as well as more blood loss.

As Bofur held Kili down tears streamed from his own eyes, it broke his heart seeing the nephews of his dear friend in this condition but it hurt even more seeing Kili this way, Kili whom use to spend countless hours with him at his toy shop when the brunet was just a lad.

"For My beards Sake! Take his brother to the other tent! He's going to kill himself!" A healer by the name of Zoden called out, he was Dane's lead and most experienced healer.

The two healers by Fili looked to each other scared, they knew things did not look promising for Thorin or Kili, which meant Fili was the closest thing to a king that they had, they were afraid to move him, afraid to risk him.

It was like the Zoden knew what they were thinking "If you don't move him the young one WILL die! Do you want to explain to your prince that you allowed his brother to die?" he snapped

Every word of this was like daggers to Bofur's heart.

The two healers picked up his cot "Get our things" they told another healer and they start to move Fili out.

Kili saw them moving his brother away out of the corner of his eyes, unable to move anymore due to being held down he couldn't follow them with his eyes which added to his grief

His body still in just as much physical pain as it was in mental. Kili screamed a few more times that night then the main healer's tent went silent when he finally fell unconscious once more.

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