I took forever, I know. I'm sorry. Being away hurt me more then you though... Anyways, here it is. Enjoy and don't hate it!
Jacobs P.O.V.
Honestly it was rather nerve wracking sitting in the same room as the male that had raped me. He didn't even pull out, he pumped his fluids into me and instantly got attacked. Sam showed him who's boss while Paul cleaned me up and calmed me and my internal children. This had all already happened and I couldn't stop thinking about it. Why was Bentley still alive? They were twins... So the-fuck what? I never knew Sam had a twin, apparently he had been abandoned at birth after his mother almost died having him. A subject I was all too familiar with. The Uley parents didn't want him to try and 'Finish her off'. Which is stupid, they just didn't want him. So for years, He raised himself, in foster care, but supporting himself everywhere else. When he turned 16, he was granted his emancipation. He lived in cheap apartments until he knew that his case was lost upon the millions in the country. From there he lived 'wherever he pleased' according to him. Under bridges was a weird place to want to stay. He kept in shape and saved his money until he turned 18, then found some high end apartments. He got in and was able to find a job easily saying that he needed to support his dying mother. The people at the Starbucks store didn't ask questions, and gave him a job doing odds and ends. The pay was enough to support him and his life alone. He had an almost normal life with friends and a goal. His goal was to reunite with his brother. Well here he is, they are together, but at my own danger. It was time for him to explain why he should live. "Jacob, do you not know?" his words coming as a plea. "You are kind of like a dog in heat. If that is not offensive. You give off this odor that makes my wolf go crazy. I think the wolfs on the reservation didn't pick it up because they grew up with you, and Sam had already... well you know..." He trailed off as if we were 10 year olds.
"You knew I was pregnant, and you somehow popped my cherry. So you know that Sam was at least gentle. You left me bleeding and you are lucky you didn't hit my puppies with your..." well shit, now i'm acting like a 10 year old. "Anyways, your story sucks, and I almost feel sympathetic for you, but I just can't bring that out of myself. I am over my feelings of killing you, now I am just extremely hostile. I want you to leave. Don't come back to here, ever." The look on his eyes just broke. my. heart... not. So I gave another option. "If you decide to stay, then I will leave. I will look for somewhere else to stay, and I will keep my boys." Sam growled at me, not in a sexy way, it was a threat! So imprints have limits. Even though I was bluffing, I couldn't handle life without sam next to me, that didn't stop him from believing me, which showed that my acting had done the trick. "I will leave, maybe find a new pack, and a new alpha." That might have been a tad bit too much.
"You will not leave!" It was a cry mixed with intense anger. His blood was boiling and he looked ready to kill any other person I would flee to. He had been drinking after the fight, it showed. He is obviously drunk, fricken lightweight. At first he was across the room looking out the window sipping his beer, now he was pacing in the middle of the room, hugging himself with his left arm and supporting his head with his right arm. "You WILL stay with me, and you WILL have my sons. He is my brother, and love hurts, be it right or wrong..." All of the sudden, Sam stomped up to me, dropping his beer in the middle of the room and slamming his hands into the wall behind me causing me to flinch. "Quit your shit, you know I will never hurt you." words like poison. I tried not to look at him around me like a cage. Tears were threatening to escape me, and I was ready to leave. "Stop that! You know you are overreacting to this whole thing! Lets go to bed." I finally looked up from my lap, He was looking down, puckering for a kiss. Closing his eyes, he was met with a big SMACK. In seconds, I had gotten up. "WHAT THE FUCK!" he was really angry now. He can fuck off. This whole situation was too much, and I will always love him, but I need to leave until he is ready to see what he had just done.
Because I am rightfully alpha, I made an order, for pure safety. "You will not follow me. I am leaving and I will contact you as soon as I feel that you might be ready." It was breaking my heart, but my children seemed to agree with me. "I love you, but I need to be by an alpha right now and you are not ready for this situation." I made it clear that I was leaving and he was not to look for me. He knew that I loved him but he didn't understand, no move was made to stop me. Paul and I left in my car because he ran here. "There is a pack in Texas. I don't know how it will turn out, but I know him from way back, and I trust him. I trust him with you." The words were out "You are my only family. Please do not die." He cares about me. thats sweet, and honestly, I love him. I ordered him not to spill a word about this to Sam, and departed to Texas.
In Twin Falls Idaho, the car decides to stop working all of the sudden. Its about 3 in the afternoon, and i'm almost ready to pass out. It seems that I am just a lucky person, because I broke down in a greyhound bus station. Inside, I asked for a bus ticket directed towards Austin Texas. It was a capital city, so I knew there would be a bus. It was leaving in roughly an hour. A nice little cat nap was coming up, I can feel it. I'm glad that this station was like the 'Old days', including an indoor sitting area for the riders waiting for a bus.I walked over inconspicuously to a seat, where some hippie was talking about going to see a concert in Austin. He seemed nice, so I introduced myself. "Hello, i'm Jacob. Did I hear you were going to an AWOLNation concert?" I liked the band, and the destination, so things couldn't go wrong with my developing plan.
The male looked up from his friend, "Yeah, actually, we are. I'm Eric." the male introduced. He had long hair on the top of his head, with the sides and back shaved. The hair on top of his head was light brown and half blonde, obviously bleached. Jacob assumed the parted colors were so Eric could flip his hair and be blonde, or a brunet. Further down, Eric was wearing a green tank top with a zombie girls head on the front, a pink studded belt holding up solid bright red pants, and converse. In his lap, with his hands loosely curving around a cinch sack, I saw the street performing tools. "Can I help you bro?"
"I was going to austin too, and over heard you. I know you don't know me, but I was wondering if you could wake me up before the bus boards." Eric looked down at the moderate bump, and at his friend. The friend gave a nod, I took my place beside the two vampires. Soon jacob fell asleep with a grey hoodie draped over my frame.
In the dream, things were neutral. I was pregnant when I met sam. He took care of me and we had too boys. We named them Kade and Ryder. The life I led was odd, I was loved by the whole pack, but when the day came, I was rightfully by Sams side. Every pack member had a special relationship with me, mostly romantic. The few platonic relationships were the elders. Sam was okay with me being with the pack members, but he made it clear that I was his. He treated me like a piece of property and I didn't mind at all, which was weird. Life was seemingly normal for a guy who had twins that a group of males babysat while he was at high school. Normally he got to skip school, but now someone was calling him. He felt taps on his shoulder and gentle shakes. "Hey! The bus is here, wake up dude." With a jump, he was up.
Eric had woke me up. The boys had boarded the bus after saying farewell, the strangers went to the other end of the bus while I sat in the front seat behind the door. The bus looked like a typical charter bus, aerodynamic and sleek. The trademark greyhound on the side would soon be zooming down the open road. The seats were comfortable, but had an unnecessary floral cover. Everything on the bus was fit for comfort, and there was a station in the back for the stewardess'. Once in awhile one of the two tiny girls would put their magazines down and walk up and down the aisle to see if any passengers needed anything. The girls were wearing fingertip length skirts that were a pale blue with matching jackets. The uniforms hugged all of the right places, making me wonder how old the females are. The red neck scarf seems a little bit of an old fashion and hard to pull off but its whatever. I guess I can't judge the girls on their work uniform, but honey... no. As if one of them read my thoughts, she came up and asked to sit beside me.
"Hey Doll face, you seem lonely. Is there anything you need?" The two points were unrelated to each other, but I don't really care because we were about to get to the border between Utah and Colorado. I apparently was planned to switch to a new bus in Colorado. I held up an okay sign with my hands, my fingers making an 'O' and the others coming off like a tail. I had just noticed that I was shaking, and I had held my hand up just a little too long because the girl noticed and waved down her other friend. The girls took time to fuss over my 'condition' they brought me a drink and the original girl told me that she wants me to sit back in the section with her so she can watch me. The family behind me seemed to be annoying me the whole ride, so I nodded and followed her to the back. Eric was sitting right in front of me now, and he grinned, I could smell the blood in his cup. I sat down and the air head attendant just kept on talking, I was hardly paying attention until she blurted "Well this gentleman was worried about you, and he was right. So I will be watching over you until yo leave the bus. And he told me about how you are going to the next bus together, so I will talk to the lovely girls there about watching you. I know one of them well, she is my sister Bella." Great, so the vampire was watching me? And now the girl was talking again, non stop. She gave me the whole two seats, taking her own, and leaving one pair for the other girl. Before I could drift off to sleep, Eric turned in his spot, looking between the two seats at me.
"I know you're pregnant, my friend Amanda here has powers connecting her to young beings." So the girl before my eyes is Amanda, okay. She has a pretty limited power, I didn't know they get that specific, but hey there ya go! "Yes sir, they do get pretty specific, but I can read a broad spectrum of minds. I saw your dream like it was my life. You think loudly." he added with a chuckle. I'm not sure what to think. I'm just waiting to get to Austin to find this pack that will shelter me. I have never heard of the pack but I trusted my brother. The whole situation is just unfair. Being raped by your long lost lovers twin and forced out of your house is ridiculous. "I agree, and I apologize for that. The pack you are looking for is in a developing town called Bastrop, not far from Austin. They might reject you, so don't get your hopes up..." He just kept on talking and I kept my mind blank, He soon finished his point and turned back to his company. Soon We will be getting off, so I need to entertain myself until then, but in the rush to get out of Forks, I left everything. I decided to sleep, mentally asking Eric to wake me before leaving, which he grunted at in a lazy okay. The dreamless sleep lasted a short time before we changed from the bus to the waiting area for the next bus. I tried to walk without a waddle and again mentally asking a question, feeling rude for using his power for personal gain but ya know, shit happens. He stopped to tie his shoe so he was behind me, and stared at my body as I passed. The bus was leaving and we were walking to the benches a few bus ports away. Then swiftly catching up to me and whispering into my ear "Its noticable if you know what to look for, when you meet the alpha of the other pack, walk comfortably and I think they won't see you as a threat." Well while he is at it, I might as well ask. Why does he enjoy helping me? Again feeling bad for the way of communication, but it cant be helped unless I want to talk about supernatural life in front of all of the mundane people around us. "I don't enjoy it, I just see you needing help, and I was there to help."
We sat thoughtless and wordless for about ten minutes before this real dumb looking girl walked up and stared at me. She introduced herself as Bella and I instantly wanted nothing to do with her. Eric took her into a tight embrace and kissed her on the lips, I just then noticed the rings on their fingers... SHIT I'M FUCKING STUPID! "Don't worry, your children hate newborns. It's understandable." She is a newborn what the hell is she doing in public? Eric could read my mind. which would get annoying after a few rhetorical questions. Needless to say, I was forgiven so i'm fine. My plan was just to sleep on the rest of the bus ride, which I needed. I was still tired. The bus pulled up, the driver welcomed each and every one of his passengers. Once on, Eric steered me into a seat, which he sat behind, most likely to watch over me. The bus was soon off, making our bus layover under 30 minutes. The rocking of the vehicle soon had me asleep, not to wake up until it was time to pee. Then soon going back to sleep. I didn't have to pee as much as a pregnant woman, but more then normal now. I was left in my dreamless sleep until the bus came to a stop. Letting us off at the wierdest city I have ever seen.
By the way, Eric is not a permanent character, he is also extremely different from the person I modeled him after, but I wanted him there. He is also there to take Bella OUT OF THE PICTURE! For Seth. I will make a story for him too when i'm done here. The story did take an unexpected turn, but things will go on. Review and read. Any questions or comments... Just review. You can even P.M. me.