Hanna's POV
My heart began beating faster at Emily's words, I felt this way when Caleb asked me out but this time it just feels different. The girl I previously loved but kept a secret, feels this way now, if only I had known earlier..
I cleared my throat and began to speak, "Aria, Spencer.. Could you guys give us a minute?"
"We're actually just gonna head out now, are you gonna be alright Em?" Spencer asked.
"Yeah I should be fine."
We sat in silence until we heard the door close, making sure Spencer and Aria were gone.
"You know what Hanna forget what I said.."
"No, how can I forget that because of me you almost killed yourself?! Just tell me one thing.."
"What?"
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"Because you're straight," Emily stated. "I'm sorry Hanna but I can't go on hiding that I'm in love with you..."
"I'm with Caleb though.."
"I know.."
"Em.. How long have you.. Loved me?"
She looked away clearly embarrassed at my question, "for a while now.. Can I ask you something now?"
"Yeah of course."
"Me loving you won't change anything between us right?"
"No! Em, of course not. I would never let anything come between us. Anyways! I'm gonna go shower now and after you and I are having a girls night!"
"Aren't you meeting up with Caleb?"
"Him and I can hang another day." I said turning away and walking into the bathroom. My mind was racing at that point. I can't get Emily's words out my mind.. I'm straight though what am I thinking?! On top of this I have a boyfriend who I think I love...
It was about 7:00pm by time I finished showering, I walked into the room and saw Emily on her phone.
"Who you texting?" I ask.
"Just Spencer, she was thinking that we all could go clubbing on Friday, do you still have your fake ID?"
"Of course I do!"
Emily's POV
I felt a lot better having Hanna know my true feelings for her, although they weren't mutual, things today started from the bottom but somehow slowly went up. Although it's going to kill me on the inside knowing she'll never love me all I can think about do is moving on. I can't thank Spencer enough for suggesting we go clubbing on Friday. She was acting kind of suspicious after, which concerned me but I can't complain, I just need to be happy she didn't drop our friendship because of this.
"What movie do you want to watch?" Hanna asks me while she was heating up popcorn.
"Anything you're in the mood for," I said.
"Mmm how's horror?"
"Hanna, you can't handle horror movies.."
"Well that's why I have you here, I'll hide behind you at the scary parts."
Just as Hanna said she did exactly that, throughout the movie she held on to my hand as we usually do, but this time she was a lot closer to me than we've ever been.
Friday rolled around faster than I expected, the four of us all got dressed at Spencer's house. I made sure to wear something extra impressive, if I'm trying to move on I need someone to move on with right? I wore a short sequenced dress, that had a low cut at the neck showing off a decent amount of cleavage. The girls were downstairs waiting on me, as soon as I stepped downstairs their jaws dropped.
"Wow." They all said in unison making me blush.
"Ready to go?" I ask.
"Yeah we're just waiting for... Caleb," Spencer said awkwardly.
"Oh, I didn't know he was coming," I tried my best to not sound disappointed. Which wasn't so convincing to Spencer or Aria, thankfully Hanna busied herself on her phone and hadn't noticed a thing.
"Caleb's here!" Hanna shouted.
"Wait how come he's driving?" I ask.
"Well, he's not going to be drinking tonight.. We all know very well we will be," Spencer smirked.
"Ahh gotchya."
Caleb knocked on the door wave us to come outside. The drive to the night club wasn't too long, and thankfully our "ID's" worked. Immediately entering the club we broke up but agreed to meet back at the front by midnight, Spencer and Aria had gone straight to the bar. Hanna and Caleb found some corner to make out in, and I was on a mission to find a girl I could have a quick fling with. My feet quickly found their way to the dance floor, before I knew it there was a girl already grinding on me. When the song ended we awkwardly introduced ourselves.
"Emily Fields," I stated confidently.
"Maya St. Germain, wanna go grab some drinks?"
"Yeah sure," I said smiling. Oh my god she's beautiful, I thought.
We walked over to the bar grabbing the strongest shots we could get, after 4 Maya and I were tipsy, before I knew it I was taking a body shots off her.
Hanna's POV
As soon as we got into the club Caleb pulled me into a corner for heated make out session. After some time I need a breath, I pulled away and peered over his shoulder only to find Emily taking body shots off of some girl.
What the fuck is she doing? I thought heating up with jealously. I pulled Caleb on to the dance floor.
"Where are we going?" He asked.
"To dance," I said. I turned around so my back was on Caleb's front as he began grinding on me. I watched as Emily placed the salt on the girls neck, licking it off and lingering for a second too long, she kissed down her body, stopping at her belly button to take a shot where the drink was poured. She looked back and I knew our eyes met for a second. I filled with even more jealousy seeing Emily pull the shorter brunette on to the dance floor. I turned away meeting Caleb's gaze and tugged on his shirt, moving him forward to connect his lips with my own. After that I turned back around only to find Emily making out with her.
Has Emily moved on already..? Just last week she told me she was in love with me how could this happen already, I thought to myself as I let my insecurities get the best of me. After a few hours Emily finally came up to me.
"Heeey Hanna," she said as she began falling on top of me, I quickly stabilized her.
"You're so drunk."
"Hm didn't notice," she said turning back around wobbling off to another girl.
"Looks like Emily's quite the player tonight," Spencer said causing me to jump. "Hey are you alright? You seem a little jumpy."
"Yeah.. Yeah I'm fine," I said turning around to look back at Emily.
"No you're not, Hanna I see right through you, pain is written all over your face. Does this have anything to do with Caleb?"
"No, it's nothing. I'm just really tired," I lied.
Seeing Emily with two girls in one night killed me, enough was enough. I darted towards her on the dance floor tugging her away. "Time to go." I said sternly.
"But Haaan I'm having so much fun," she said drunkenly.
"Well sorry but Em we gotta go." I just left it at that, I pulled her away not giving her any time to even reply to me.
The drive home was quiet, Emily was the only one out of us that had gotten drunk. We were all too tired to even talk. Caleb dropped Spencer and Aria off first. Then Emily and I.
"Guess we gotta say goodbye now," he said pulling me into a kiss, "goodnight."
"Ugh guys get a room," Emily interrupted causing Caleb and I to laugh softly.
"I get to go take care of this now," I said tilting my head in Emily's direction.
I held on to Emily's hand walking her in and up the stairs, I went over to the dresser and grabbed a few things for her to change into.
"Here, put these on," I said tossing the clothes in her direction hoping she was sober enough to at least change.
"Could you do it for me..." She asks in a tired tone.
"Seriously Emily?" I say in an annoyed tone.
"Pleeeeaassseeee."
"Fine, whatever. Lift up your arms," I said slowly peeling the dress off her body. I did a quick check out of her body which I think she noticed. Before anything happened I put her pajamas on. "There, now go to sleep."
The two of us laid down on the bed I turned away from her still a tad bit pissed off about what happened in the club.
"Hanna?"
"Yeah?"
"Why are you so angry right now?"
"I'm not I'm just tired. Go to sleep Emily, you're gonna wake up with a killer headache tomorrow."
"If you're not angry could you at least face me?"
I gave in right away to her request, no matter what I couldn't stay angry at Emily, she has no idea it was her actions that made me angry, and I can't let her know I want her. She's clearly moved on.
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