Chapter 7: Sorry, So Sorry
(AN: This was all written on a tablet so my apologies if it's unreadable, I have no laptop or computer at the moment, hence the tardyness [is that a word?]of updates etc. So please please for this chapter tell me what you really think, I feel as if it's boring in parts, but it's not me I'm trying to entertain or upset or traumatise or whatever my story does, to myself, you guys are my Simon Cowel's x3 )
He thought he had it together, thought he wouldn't freak out, he thought he could handle seeing him again, because it was all an 'accident', a mistake, or so he kept telling himself. Curled up on the shower floor was the poor albino hedgehog, arms wrapped around himself fingers clinging to his sides as if for dear life. Even the warm water raining down on him couldn't even calm him down, his body trembled with each heart breaking sob that passed his lips. "I-I'm sorry Sonikku, so sorry!" he cried and slammed his fists against the tile wall as he cried out once more "Sorry!" It was almost an hour until the boy decided to come out of the shower, and even though the warm water and mango scented body wash took away the blood and seed stains, he still looked like he'd been through hell.
Quickly grabbing a towel off the rack and dried himself off. After drying his hair he looked into the steamed up mirror, he froze. Did he want to see his reflection? Biting his lip he shook his head and turned away. After slipping on his boots and gloves he inhaled deeply, brushed back his quills and forced a smile. "OK, I-I'm ready, I can do this." He told himself and slowly limped down the stairs, ignoring the sting in his backside, while keeping his 'smile' still present. "Sonikku!" The boy the called as he reached the last step. "I-I'm back, I hope you're-" he cut himself off when he entered the kitchen. Amber eyes widened seeing the state of the kitchen, the table and chairs were knocked over, his lovely breakfast was splattered all over the floor, and there was no Sonikku in sight. Tears formed in his eyes as he just stared, everything was ruined. The boy hung his head. "He hates me." Was all he managed to mutter as he stepped further into the kitchen, dull teary amber orbs scanning the scene once more, until they rested on the counter. "Eh?" Sitting on the counter was the tray of "Muffins? He took them out for me?" Feeling amazed and confused the ivory boy inspected the muffins, they were perfect. A genuine smile formed on his lips. "Maybe it's a sign. Maybe he really does care, yeah he does, this was all just an accident, yup, uh huh, ahah." He giggled to himself. The poor boy.
"I guess I'll just wrap these up, hmmm, I think I made to many, Sonikku won't be able to eat them all, hmmm." His ears fell flat and a look of uncertainty replaced his sweet smile. "M-maybe Shadow-kun would like some?" He thought out loud as his cheeks turned the faintest shade of crimson. "I could be a present, to make up for what happened . Mmm." He nodded and got to work dividing the muffins and finding some thing put them in. A few moments later the ivory hedgehog was outside heading towards his old abode, with a small box wrapped in a baby pink cloth in his hands. His heart was racing so rapidly at the idea of being in his old home, this time with his old flame. "Why is my heart racing like this?" He groaned in dissatisfaction "At this rate it will burst." He whined to himself and gently placed his hand on his chest, gloved fingers gripping his chest fur. "We're just friends now, right?" He looked up to see he was standing right outside his old love nest.
With a deep sigh the boy headed up to the front door "Right." He muttered and knocked on the door. He knew Shadow had to be here, where else was there to go? Plus the brick in the wall was gone, no one else knew about that, he had to be here. A few moments went by and no answer. He knocked again and called out "Shadow-kun, are you there?" Ivory ears fell flat as there was once again no answer. "Mmmm, maybe he's asleep." He suggested, and laughed nervously, but what the young hedgehog didn't know was that the Ultimate Life Form was well awake, and well aware of the boys presents.
The ebony hedgehog just stood there staring at the door, contemplating on if he should answer the door or not. "Shadow-kun! Please wake up! You have the key! " he heard the other hedgehog whine. He couldn't help but smile, that voice no matter it's tone, just made him melt. "Please Shadow-kun, I have food! Sort of." The ebony hedgehog sighed and shook his head, deciding he should let the boy in. He opened the door and only too see his beloved holding a pink parcel, even seeing the boy just standing there made him look adorable, and in the back of his mind it made the older hedgehog wonder why he left. " Hello Silver, I apologise for not answering sooner, I was asleep." He lied. But the bright eyed hedgehog didn't cop onto it, instead he just smiled and nodded. "Ah, I thought so." He giggled " I'm sorry I woke you up, I made Muffins this morning and um..." He held out the parcel to the ebony hog. "I made to many, so I thought you might like some too, I guess you can think of this as a 'Welcome Home' gift." He smiled brightly, it took Shadow's breath away. Last night he only saw the boy cry, now to see him smiling so casually after emotional event was amazing if yet sort of confusing. Letting it go for the moment, the crimson striped hedgehog gave a slight smile and stepped aside. "Come in then, you can help me devour your gift." Silver giggled and limped on inside, and headed for the kitchen. "Yup, you'll enjoy them Shad, triple chocolate chip." He winked and placed the muffins on the table. Shadow watched the young hog go into the kitchen and wasn't happy when he noticed the boy limping. He frowned and followed the ivory hog.
He watched the boy giggling and unwrapping the muffins, he looked happy, he didn't seem to be in pain, his fur was immaculate, didn't look like he was just after coming from a physical fight. So why the limp? Shadow's curiosity and over protective nature got the better of him, so he asked "Silver, is there something you would like to share with me?' He spoke sternly and folded his arms over his chest. Ivory ears perked and the boy looked over his shoulder. "Mmmm? W-well yeah, but I wanted to pick a better moment for it. I just wanted to apologise for what happened last night." His ears fell flat against his head and he turned away from the older hedgehog. Was he serious? Shadow just stared, HE was apologising? "Hmph, Silver, your so naive. But lets not talk about last night right now. I noticed you have been limping, is there something I should know?" Silver became tense, his amber orbs widened as he thought 'Sh-Should I tell him what I made Sonikku do?' Gloved hand squeezed the pink cloth tightly. "Silver? How did it happen?" The boy bit his lip and ducked his head, without even thinking he cried out "It was an accident!" Silver whipped around to face the dark hedgehog, tears began to form in his eyes. "I swear! I swear it was an accident! "
His outburst caught the ebony hedgehog by surprise, he hasn't expected him to act like this. He darted to the boys side and held his hands in his own. "Shh, shh, Silver it's alright, it's alright. Come sit down." He cooed and lead the upset hedgehog into the living room and sat him on the couch. Sighing deeply, the older hedgehog ran a hand through his quills and knelt down in front of Silver and placed a comforting hand on the quivering hogs knee. "Silver? Can you tell me what the accident was?" The ivory boys head snapped up, and he shook his head rapidly. "I-I can't! You'll be mad at me, and won't like me anymore 'cause I made it happen, I'm so stupid!" The older hedgehogs heart broke at the sight of his beloved, but this was no time to show he was upset, he had to be strong for Silver. "I promise you, Silver the Hedgehog, I won't be mad at you." He cooed softly and gently squeezed the boys hands as a form of reassurance. "Please, Silver. I can't ease your suffering unless I know the problem." He spoke softly, his thumbs gently stroking the albinos palms.
With a shaky sigh, Silver nodded. "O-okay, Shadow-kun. I'll tell you."
While the poor teen began his upsetting story, across town was the Blue Blur himself sprawled out on a certain pink hedgehogs bed. "Ugh, Ames I really messed things up!" The azure hedgehog groaned, much to the annoyance of his fan girl. "Hmph, well I'd be pretty pissed at you too if you ruined a romantic breakfast of mine." She huffed and punched his arm. "And your an ass for running off, especially to meeee~ Poor Silvs will think we're dating." Amy gave a dreamy sigh and twirled around, now lost in a fan girl fantasy. Sonic groaned, and threw a pink pillow at the flamboyant girl. "Kyahh, us dating? I wi- ah! Hey! That's my good pillow!" She huffed and hugged the pillow tightly. Sighing deeply the azure teen sat up and brought his knees to his chest, this position made him look so vulnerable. "Amy stop day dreaming, your a chick, you know all about romance and stuff, tell me what I should do to fix this." The pink hedgehog stared at the blue boy, her ears falling flat against her head as she saw how sad he looked. She hated seeing her hero like this, so she flashed him a smile and took his hands in her own. "Okay, Sonikku, I'll help you."
Emerald eyes widened and the blue boy smiled. "Thank you Ames, I appreciate it." Amy only winked "How could I not help you out, I'd hate to see such an adorable relationship like yours and Silver's fall apart. You guys are too cute together, and that's a lot coming from the girl who loved you to death." Sonic gave a sympathetic smile and nodded. "I know Ames, it means a lot for me to hear you say that." The bubbly hedgehog giggled and gently squeezed the blue teens hands "Right let's do this. Start by telling me his likes, dislikes, absolute faves, turn ons a-" "Wh-what? T-turn ons?" Amy gave a mischievous smile and gently pat the blue blurs blushing cheek. "Of course, what gets him hard for yah?" She giggled, not realising it was the worst thing to say. "Ah! Amy! Don't say stuff like that!" He cried as images of this mornings events flashed in his mind.
' "Sonikku! S-stop!" the boys plea was once again ignored, a gasp passed his lips when his legs were suddenly spread apart, his heart pounded within his chest, his begs for mercy becoming louder, his struggling becoming more desperate, suddenly those hands that promised to protect and cradle the youth with his suffering, gripped his wounded wrists tightly, twisting against the wounds, opening those fresh cuts, earning screams of pain from the boy, those once gentle hands were hurting him, using their real strength to get what was desired. "Sonikku!" the boy cried out, throwing his head back as those hands didn't let up, fingernails soon began to harshly dig into those wounds. The boy continued to cry, to beg, and Sonic couldn't help but feel a shiver of delight, he leaned down to the boys neck, tracing his fangs along the furred neck, before he trailed sweet kisses along the boys jaw. "Oh my Silver-kun, my Silver-kun, my beautiful white pearl, my little Fluffy." He chuckled as he positioned himself between the boys legs, the tip of his aching erection pressing against the wet virgin tail hole.'
"Sonikku? Sonikku what's wrong?" Amy asked in a worried tone, as she watched him, his fingers digging into his knees, his body shaking with each harsh breath, those once shining emerald eyes now fearful and wide. Had she said something wrong? "Sonikku? Are- " but before she could finish, the boy living up to his name, sped out of there at sonic speed. Leaving the poor girl worried and confused. "Sonikku." The blue blur sped out of the house, he was desperate to get away, he wanted to forget what happen, what Shadow made him do ,he wanted everything to be like it once was, just him and his fluffy lover, no heartaches, no cutting, no Shadow. "Shadow." He growled through gritted teeth. "I need to make him pay for this." Blinded by his hatred the teen decided to follow the delicious path that was revenge, his goal now was to hurt that cursed ebony hedgehog. "I need to hurt him." And so he sped off, with frightening determination to hurt that ebony hedgehog. And so the madness has fully shown itself, now the question is, many hearts will it poison?