Okay, yesterday was a little weird but I'll get over it. I have a wonderful boyfriend that I'm thankful for, and no crush is going to ruin that. I entered my science class and took an empty seat. Kyle then entered the room and took a seat next to me. "Alright class, you will have a project to do and I'm going to pick your partners." The teacher says. She chooses some random people and pairs Kyle and I together.
Kyle and I decided to work on the project at my house so he was gonna meet me there later. It was finally time to play football, and I couldn't wait. "Hey guys!" I said as I entered the locker room. They all smiled when they saw me. "Troy I have something to tell you." I said. "Oh no you're gonna break up with me." Troy said nervously. He got on his knees and put his hands together. "Bella what ever I did I'm sorry just please, don't dump me." Troy said.
"Troy, I wasn't gonna break up with you." I said. "Oh." He said as he stood back up again. "I was gonna say that me and Kyle are working on a project at my house this afternoon." I said. "Wait, with Kyle." Troy said saying that last word with disdain. I could see it in his eyes that he was jealous. "Babe, you don't have to jealous." I said intertwining my fingers with his. "Promise nothing will go on between you two." He said. "Promise." I said looking into his eyes. For some reason, I get two different feelings when I look into Troy or Kyle's eyes. When I look into Kyle's eyes, I feel like I'm being taken away on this journey that I never want to stop. But when I look into Troy's eyes I feel protected, like this guy truly and deeply cares for me and I feel the exact same way.
Practice was over and I was at home. I was watching tv until the doorbell rang. i opened the door to reveal the guest was Kyle. I let him in and led him to the couch. He sat down and I did the same. it was awkward for a few moments, then we eventually got to our work. We were finished with the work, and we were just catching up. "You know, even though I was all the way in Paris, I never stopped thinking about you." He said. I blushed really hard. "Really?" I said. "Yeah, but you know Troy's a really lucky guy." He said. "Why do you say that?" I asked. "Because he has a girl that's smart, funny, pretty, and independent all rolled up into one, in love with him." He said. I continued to blush because of what he just said. He pulled my face closer to his with his index finger and looked to my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me, I don't know what got into me when I kissed him back. We continued to kiss for a couple seconds, when I remembered I had a boyfriend. "I-I-I have a boyfriend." I stuttered. "He doesn't have to know." Kyle said huskily. "Well nice study sesh Kyle, I'll see you at school tomorrow okay!" I said as I pushed him out of my house. "But Bella." Kyle said before I slammed the door in his face.
Why did I just do that? I don't know what has gotten into me. I know that if I tell Troy they truth he'll love me for it. But right now I wasn't in the mood for talking. I wanted to kiss Kyle again. I wanted to feel his lips on mine, Troy kisses better than him, but I just liked the way Kyle kissed me. Troy might totally dump me tomorrow, but it's definitely what I deserve. I'd be extremely sad about it though.
I love Troy, and now I'm about to lose him.