UnSub's POV
I'm conflicted. I'm sitting in Spencer's kitchen, and we're about to have dinner. We had sex earlier, which was incredible, but we haven't spoken since. We're just existing in silence. It's nice though, actually kind of beautiful.
Right now I feel like my whole life is a major mistake. I have two things on my mind. Spencer any my plan. Part of me wants to stop the murders, elope with Spencer; the man I love. But the rest of me needs to stick to the plan.
When I'm with Spencer, I miss having a knife in my hand so much, and when I'm killing, I want nothing more than for Spencer to show up and stop me.
I've never thought of my kills as real people before. Their just targets, and I'm playing a game...But with Spencer, it's different. When I'm with him, I'm in real life. When I'm not, when I'm alone in the streets or my treehouse, I'm in an alternate world. I need him to keep me grounded.
I want to stay on the right side of the law, but I've done so many things wrong that nothing can make it right again.
I don't know what I want, and it's really stressing me out. It's making me lose focus, it's making me lose control. I'm not in the mood to make a big decision now, not whilst I'm hungry, but I'll have to make the decision soon. I need to make this decision soon so I can take control, or everything is going to fall apart.
Spencer or the plan?