I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
I lay here snuggled deep under the covers and can't help but think of my last few days. Coming back here was a challenge. I've changed so much but I honestly didn't think anyone would notice. I should have known Santana would. She's always seen through me, and seen exactly what I am capable of. I should have known she'd stir up every piece of me again. She always could make me feel like I am everything I should be. I don't remember a time I wasn't in love with her. I turn to look out into the night sky and I can't help but wonder if she isn't thinking about me too, about all I said today. If she will crawl through my window any moment now like she used to and curl up next to me. I'll be right here waiting if she does.