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Kim tried to get up, glass over her and she looked around. There was blood everywhere and she crawled around over the carpet, that was flooded with shattered glass. Some of the glass cut in her hands but it didn't even matter to her. All she wanted was to find Ruzek and make sure that he was okay, but there nothing to be found. Antonio was looking at her, dead eyes and she felt like she was going to cry. The she finally found Ruzek. He was on his back and turned her around and turned him on his back. His eyes were looking at her but saw nothing and she cried, screamed. Any sound she could make, scared because she knew he was dead.

Adam grabbed her hand as she was sitting up on the hospital bed, terrified. She was screaming when she suddenly realized that somebody was holding her, that Adam was holding her and she was not dead.

Opening her eyes she saw she was in a hospital room, looking like the one she had been caught before, she had been in for a few days after she was shot by the shotgun. It all seemed so close again now that she seemed to be shot again and she looked at him, holding her hand, IV in the others and she looked at him, confused She just wanted it all to be gone again because nothing seemed to work in her brain. It confused her and made her so scared. She closed her eyes again. Maybe the visions of being shot would be gone then and she could finally sleep then again.

She just cried, running out of the restaurant, blood on her body and she crawled up then, got up and ran onto the street. It was strange because there were no other people around her, only mist and silence. She was running over the street and over the bridge and as the water so calm, she looked at the water, so scared because the water was showing her reflection and it looked like the scars were mo visible like ever, like they were glowing and showing for the world to see and she couldn't handle it. She leaned against the railing and slowly climbed on the railing then and before she could think about it, she dropped forward, into the cold water.

Through the water she could see the light of the buildings by the water side but she didn't want to get out of the water again. She felt how water started to fill her lungs but she stayed under the water, ready to drown, to make this pain and misery end when she suddenly heard Adam's voice. Her feet were on the bottom of the river and she set off again, slowly coming above the water again, grasping for air as she spit the water out again, climbing onto the shore and suddenly she was back on the bridge. She ran over the street then, her feet dragging as she looked for their apartment in the dark, it looked like all the buildings around her were from glass and she looked in them, at the reflection she did not like because she felt so ugly. She felt so imperfect and suddenly she saw the other side on her other arm that had not been there before. She kept on running then because she had to find Adam and finally she found their apartment and she ran inside, up the stairs to the bedroom and found Adam in bed, on top of somebody else.

Adam was in bed with another woman. He didn't like her anymore, he was not with her anymore and he didn't love her anymore.

''What are you doing?'' She cried and he just looked at her, calmly.

''You got shot again….I can't love you anymore.'' He said then.

Kim woke up then, crying and before she could sit up, somebody pushed her down and held her, held her by her middle and her left hand and by her right arm.

''Hey, hey, I got you. You will be okay.'' Adam tried to comforted her then, holding her hand, the hand that had a few little scars on them from the first time she was shot. The other arm was in a thick layer of bandage now, where the bullet had gone into her arm.

''I got shot again?'' She cried then, scared.

''Yes, you got shot in the arm. But you will be okay. The doctors are sure that the damage is not lasting. You will be okay. You will all be okay. Voight got shot as well, but only in the shoulder. He is at home now and the woman that is with Justin is taking care of him now. I also got discharged and you will soon as well.'' Adam said then. ''They haven't arrested the gunmen yet but they are tra-'

''You got shot?'' She asked concerned and he nodded as he got shot while pulling her to the floor. She had already been shot In the arm by then and he felt so bad that she got shot again. It was her good arm this time but it was just sad that she had to get shot again.

''I got shot in the leg, while I pulled your down. Nothing really bad, it just got bandaged and I got some crutches And I will be okay in a while. Jay and Antonio took cover and they overpowered the shooters then. They called multiple ambulances then and they helped Voight, me and you to get here and get patched up. You will be okay.'' Adam said then and she started to cry, looking at the arm that was not scared, but under a big layer of bandage now as well.

There would be more scars then and although it didn't hurt as much, she was concerned she would have scars there as well. She closed her eyes again, thinking about the job that she was shot now again.

''I can never work in intelligence again. I never want to work in the police ever again.'' She sobbed then and Adam held her hand.

''You can come back. I am sure. Power, remember, it is on your necklace.'' He smiled then, holding her hand.

''I am so scared. I can't do it anymore.'' She said then, slowly starting to cry, more broken than ever. She was shot again, the nightmares had returned and she was full of more scars again. There was no away Adam would ever love hre again. There was no way she would ever get over this, there was no way she ever wanted to return to the job again.

NOTE: Kim had a nightmare and she woke up a little, but not enough to talk to Adam after which she had a very scary dream again about her scars and about Adam no longer loving her and she tried to drown, but since it was only a dream she had to wake up and as she woke up in the hospital, she found out she really was shot again and Ruzek as well and she is more broken than ever now.

Thank you so much from reading this chapter and I am glad you kept reading after the first twelve chapters. I hope this chapter didn't disappoint you! I hope you don't dislike the new storyline. Please tell me what you thought and if you have critique over the storyline, feel free to tell me! Response keeps me motivated to write, thank you!