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Kim woke up, looking around her, the bedroom empty and she got up out of bed, looking around if she saw Adam anywhere.

''Adam!?'' She yelled and she climbed out of bed, walking through the house. Passing a mirror, she looked at her reflection, at the scars in her face and even worse, she saw the scar on her other arm as well now, that as new now because of the recent shooting. Her lip started to shake but then she walked away. She walked outside, the city dark and clouds rolling over and she passed the bridge as she just kept on walking.

It was like the water was calling for her again, to jump in, to drown in the water again.

But instead she kept walking this time and it started to rain now. Suddenly she was in the district and as the rain was falling down, she climbed up the stairs to intelligence and looked around there, when she suddenly saw it. All her co-workers, all her friends, were on the floor in pools of their own blood and she sank down on the ground, crying and sobbing. Adam was the closest by her and his dead eyes looked at her. Her chest tightened and she felt like she was going to die.

She sat up in bed, shocked again and listened to the rain slamming against the window and the thunder roaring and she rubbed over her arm in the sling as it still hurt pretty bad. Adam was gone beside her and she figured he was watching TV in the living room. It was scary, waking up alone after this dream she had just had. She climbed out of bed and walked to the living room.

Adam was on the couch, his leg up and she walked past him and sat down on the couch.

''how is your arm?'' He asked concerned and she smiled a little bit.

''It doesn't hurt that much anymore…how is your leg?'' She asked concerned and he shrugged.

''Okay, I guess.'' He said then and spread out his arm and carefully she laid down against him. It was strange, both being at home, none of them at work. They were still under supervision by the car outside as not all the shooters were arrested yet. Kim tried to get a more comfortable position with her arm, that was still in a sling and bandages and looked at him.

''We are quite the couple right now.'' He said then, with her arm and his leg.

'I am so sorry you got shot while pulling me down.'' She said then.

''don't be sorry. I am glad I pulled you down. I am sorry you got shot again.'' He said, caressing her over her chest and kissed her.

''I still have to tell Voight that I am not coming back to work.'' She whispered then.

'''Kim, don't say that, you will still come back to work, I am sure.'' He said then.

''I don't want to come back to work.'' She said then. He caressed over her back.

''Give it some time, you are still shaken from the shooting, just let it go.'' He said then and she dozed off a little bi ton his chest.

''I am going to try to cook.'' He said but she shook her head.

''I think we have a reason to order lunch. You shouldn't get up on that leg. I am not going to make lunch either with this arm. We can just get lunch by delivery.'' She said and he smiled as she was ordering lunch for them,

''And I would like to get sandwiches with salmon…and with tuna…and with cheese and tomato.'' She said.

''Oh, you are hungry.''

''Í guessed you are, because I ordered most of it for you.'' She said. The food was delivered a little later and she got up, walked to the door and took the bags, having a hard time with taking all the lunch with only one hand but she managed.

''If you are caring for me. I wish to be shot ore often, nurse Kim.'' He said as she handed him a big plate full of sandwiches for lunch and she looked strained then.

''Getting shot is not a nice thing.'' She said, angry and strained and almost angry.

''It was a joke.'' He said concerned, afraid she was mad because of the joke but they had lunch then, in silence.

After spending the afternoon watching movie son the couch she helped him get up and walked to the bathroom with him because he had promised to change her bandages.

''how romantic, checking each other's bullets wounds.'' He smirked and she put a new plaster over the wound on his leg.

''You are all fine.'' He said then and he nodded, leaning on his crutches and kissing her.

''I know, now, your turn.'' He said.

In the bathroom, he carefully rolled the bandage off her arm and got the patch of the wound. There was a scar and the bullet wound was red, but it was healing.

''It is so ugly.'' She said then.

''Just one more scar.''

''Right, because there are more there to bother you.''

''They don't bother me, you know that.'' Adam said, cupping her face in his hands and she pushed him away with her free hand.

''They should bother you, they are hideous and I got show again. I am never going to work again because it will make me more uglier and I don't want to lose any more….you must think I am ugly by now.'' She said, looking down at the other scar.

''You are not ugly. I will keep repeating that, buy you don't want to hear it because I told you so many times.'' He said then and she held him as they walked back to the bedroom but looked at him then.

''Adam, I really don't feel good. I dont know if I will ever feel good again.'' She said then. ''I don't know what to do.'' She cried then and he pulled her on the bed, beside him, carefully because he didn't wan to injure either of them and held her close.

''We will figure it out, you will be okay. we will both be okay.'' He whispered then, letting her cry in his arms, hoping the crying would make her feel a little better.

NOTE: Kim had a nightmare and she woke up angsty and scared and laid down with Adam on the couch as they are both not returning to work yet and there is still patrol outside of the apartment so she ordered lunch and after lunch they watched movies and Kim had to check his wound after which he checked hers and replaced the bandage but while he doesn't mind the new scar, she completely broke down. Will she and Adam get through this as well or is it all getting to much on the couple by now?

Thank you so much from reading this chapter and I am glad you kept reading after the first twelve chapters. I hope this chapter didn't disappoint you! I hope you don't dislike the new storyline. Please tell me what you thought and if you have critique over the storyline, feel free to tell me! Response keeps me motivated to write, thank you!