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''I am going to work.'' Adam said as he was getting really bored. His leg was getting better slowly and the police protection was gone now, because Voight was sure they were safe.
''I am not going back.'' She said then and he shook his head.
''You can come back with me, together, today if you feel good enough. It will be fine.''
''I don't want to. Why can't you just respect me!'' She asked angry and almost scared that he would really want her to come with him.
''I don't know what to do with you anymore! I know something is wrong and you won't talk again and I don't know how to help you Kim, if you don't talk to me. Please talk to me.''
''There is nothing.'' She said and upset he turned around.
''if you can't even talk to me, how can we be in a relationship?'' He asked then and she looked down at the floor.
''You can't be in a relationship with me. I knew it.'' She said then, angry.
''I can't be together with someone who hides things from me. Who can't even talk with me about what is wrong.'' He said and he took his crutches.
''Are you leaving me?'' She asked scared, insecure.
''I am going to work.''
''Do you want to leave because of the scars?'' She asked scared.
''No,but maybe you should talk about these things. You might not feel so insecure about it.'' He said angry and she just turned around.
''just go to work.'' She said then, walking back to the kitchen and she looked out of the window as he was getting a taxi to go to the office.
Adam struggled to get up the stairs to the office because of the crutches but he was going crazy with just sitting at work.
He started his PC and opened his email when Antonio leaned against his desk.
''Kim not coming?''
''No.'' Adam said, upset, almost angry.
''Is she cleared for work?''
''No. She doesn't want to either, I think.'' He said, tapping on the keys a little harder because he was angry.
''So..she doesn't want to come back?'' Antonio frowned.
''I don't know, she doesn't talk to me!'' Adam said angry.
''Who, stay calm.'' Antonio said then.
''You are the one that is bugging me! I am here as a police officer, not the boyfriend of your partner. I am your co-worker! Not the person that will inform you about every whereabout of Kim and you know why? Because she won't talk to me!'' Adam said angry, jumping up, pressing his hand against his leg as his stitches hurt pretty bed then and he looked up, Voight looking at him.
''Go home.''
''I can work.'' Adam said angry.
''Go home!'' Voight said angry and Adam grabbed his crutches. Upset, he left, struggling on the stairs again and Platt got up to help him.
''I am fine.'' He said then and Platt nodded.
''How is Kim doing?''
''How about everybody asking that question to her, not to me.'' He said and he got outside, calling a cab. He was so angry he was send home and even more angry that everybody was bothering him with Kim. He loved her but right now, he had gone to work to avoid having to think about their fight but at work it just got pushed back in his face.
He got home and looked around, looking for Kim. He still needed to know that she was okay, because he still really did care about her. He always would and he hoped that they could figure this fight out as well.
''Kim…I am home. Maybe we can talk.'' He said then but she wasn't around.
He couldn't imagine she went to the shop but maybe she was there and he waited a few minutes but really wanted to know where she was then and took his phone, called her.
She took of the phone immediately and he heard her sobbing on the other end of the phone.
''I am so sorry for not talking to you. I am so sorry. I feel so stupid and worthless. I can imagine that you want another girl than me.'' Kim said then, standing on the bridge again, she looked down at the water again. She didn't know why she was here again, but it calmed her, somehow.
''I don't want any other girl like you and I am sorry for what I said….you are not ugly, you are the prettiest girl I know and I am lucky to have you, you know that.
''I can't do it anymore Adam…I just can't.'' She cried and she stood against the railing.
''Kim, please.''
''I can't.'' She cried then.
''I feel so ugly…and worthless.'' She said then, looking down at the water.
''You are not ugly and you are not worthless. I love you so much Kim…please tell me where you are. '' He said then but she hung up the phone, looked at the water. Tears streamed down her cheeks because she felt like she had really messed It up with Kim now and this was going to be okay.
Adam left the house, hoping he would find her where he had found her before and he almost ran towards the bridge, where he had found her before and although his leg was still so sore, But he wouldn't stop until he had found her. He had to find her, only then it would be okay again.
Suddenly he saw her standing there by the bridge. She was standing against the rail, crying and he was scared she was going to jump.
Adam grabbed her tight, holding her while he pulled her back from the railing, falling to the ground then, as his leg started to bleed, but he didn't even mind, he just held her, pressed her head against his chest.
''II love you, no matter what. You know that, you can't leave me, I love you too much. Please don't leave me.'' He cried. ''I try to do everything to make you feel well. Please…please…tell me what bothers you. I want to help you. Please Kim…I love you.'' He cried, scared he was going to lose her. She cried as well, laying against his chest, knew she was stupid for thinking that she was worthless and he didn't want her anymore.
''I love you too…and I am sorry….I want you to help me.'' She cried then.
NOTE: Adam went back to work because he was bored of not working and the danger seems to be gone and it ended in a fight between Kim and Adam and he went to work angry, only to get more angry when everybody kept bothering him about her and he got send home because he was so angry and then Kim was gone and she had gone to the bridge again because she was so sad about the fight and feeling bad again but he found her in time again and held her and she finally admitted that she wants his help.
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