I know it took me a while to get both the first chapter and this chapter out, but things in my life are hectic. I'll spare you all a long author's note and just say I'm busy having a real life sadly. Anyways I am seriously craving really good, really well written Kendall and Jo/Katelyn fics that I haven't already read and aren't my own, so if you know some or are writing one, leave it in a review and I'll tell you all what I thought of it! Enjoy! -xoxo Tak Disclaimer: All of this is fictitious unless otherwise said by me! Or even the actors involved.

Before filming for season two of Big Time Rush could begin, they all needed one more large celebration. It was more of a 'We're Going to Round 2,' type of celebration. Scott Fellows was holding it at his house and had invited everyone on the cast and crew. Naturally everyone was excited to see and work with one another again.

The guys had just come back from doing a whole bunch of band work and were ready to take it easy for a bit.

"I love a good party." Carlos said, sinking into his chair with a fresh glass of lemonade. They were all sitting around the small fire pit in Scott's backyard, sharing stories about the summer and what they all wanted for season 2.

"I just want a girlfriend." James said. "I got beat up the last time girls interacted with me."

The guys all rolled their eyes. Katelyn and Erin laughed at him.

"I want something dramatic. Something so shocking and heart wrenching, it makes audiences cry." Erin said.

"Oooh like a hardcore love triangle or death!" Katelyn agreed.

"Maybe a harsh break up!" Erin added.

Kendall looked at Katelyn, hoping that wasn't going to be in the future of their characters. He'd hate to have to stop kissing her. He knew it was pointless to want her still, after their pact and everything, but he couldn't just shake off two years of building feelings.

The whole time he had seen her since the pact, he fought of urges to steal her away from the world and kiss her endlessly. Even now, as they all talked, he wanted to grab her hand and pull her aside and press his lips against her slightly glossed lips. They were distracting him from actual conversations with her. Any part of her was distracting. Even her name caused him to lose track of everything around him.

He felt like he was back to square one of their relationship after he had accepted his feelings. Being just friends with her was like getting to wear amazing clothes but not actually owning them. It was a waste of heart and time. He had already decided that enough was enough. He was going to try to get over her, soon, so their friendship wouldn't be more compromised.

It was worse that he couldn't tell anyone about it. He didn't want it going around and having her get in trouble by David. Though he had told the guys that he told Katelyn he was in love with her and trusted them to not say a word. He counted on them to help him, though those days when he was avoiding her, he couldn't even look at other girls without feeling sick. But they were with him every step of the way.

They took him out, sightseeing, snowboarding, playing hoops, anything that didn't have women in it. He even went to a few concerts for his favorite bands. That's where he, and the guys, came to realize that he needed to face Katelyn to begin the healing process, so he did, and now, it was a little less cruel.

"Kendall!" Katelyn called. He looked at her and noticed everyone was staring.

"You okay dude?" Logan asked.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" He asked, confused.

"Well we asked you if you wanted to go with us to get food and you didn't reply." James said.

"We actually asked several times, and you kind of just stared into space." Carlos corrected.

"Oh. Sorry. I guess I'm lost in my own world." He said with a shrug.

"Well let's go eat then." Carlos said. Kendall hung back for a bit, taking one last sip of his lemonade. Logan stayed back with him.

"You sure you're okay?" Logan asked.

"Dude, I'm fine!" Kendall assured.

"It took Katelyn saying your name to bring you back, so it makes me wonder, what were you lost in?" Logan informed.

"Thoughts about how I have to stop letting my love for her get in the way of my life. Obviously it's not working." Kendall said with a chuckle.

"It's going to be hard Kendall, trust me, but if anyone can push through, it's you." Logan said encouragingly.

"We both know that's wishful thinking Logie." Kendall said. He didn't wait for Logan's response, instead he walked towards the others to eat.

After everyone ate, Scott began to air Big Time Video, which was set to air before the season finale did on the network. No one had seen the final cuts for it yet so Scott wanted to have everyone together to watch it himself. Everyone laughed and reminisced about filming the episode; especially the music video for "City is Ours."

Katelyn had loved being part of the guys' first serious music video. The song was a personal favorite of hers by them. She remembered how Kendall played it for her for the first time when they were waiting for a scene. It had been an accident, but she forced him to let her hear the whole thing.

Katelyn then remembered what happened those days of filming. That was the week when she had been singing with Kendall in the hallways. They'd sing one every day to get everyone pumped before filming. She smiled to herself as she thought about it.

"What are you so smiley about?" Erin asked.

"I love this episode!" Katelyn replied, which was mostly honest. She snuck a glance at Kendall who was watching with a smile on his face. She liked it when he smiled. It exposed his oh-so-cute dimples. She hadn't seen that smile all day, and there it was now. She hadn't been able to hold a convo with him all day either, which made her wonder why she ever thought being just friends after he was in love with her would work.

David and her were still together, but it was hard for her to go out with him and even kiss him while she was keeping all these secrets and maybe even feelings for Kendall from him. He was her boyfriend after all. Her loyalties lied with him, yet she kept doing things that pushed her towards Kendall. And they'd always go to Kendall. He was her best friend and he was her costar. No matter what, she'd be stuck with him for a good chunk of her life, but she really needed to keep herself in check.

She came to a conclusion that she was going to help Kendall move on from her. As a friend, it was her job to make sure he was happy. She got up and walked over to him.

"Can I talk to you?" She asked.

"In the middle of the show?" He questioned.

She arched her eyebrow at him. "Seriously? It's not like we don't know what's going to happen Kendall."

He shrugged and got up.

"So I've been thinking." She began as they walked out into Scott's backyard.

"Uh oh, this can't be good." He joked, earning him a playful shove.

"Shut up and listen!" She demanded. "Ever since we promised to be friends until the end, it's obviously not working out the way we hoped."

"What gave you that idea?" He said sarcastically, getting another shove.

"I'm serious Kendall! I hate being awkward with you! It's unnatural." She told him.

"I know. I hate it to, but we can't just go back to pretending nothing happened." Kendall stated. "We're in too deep to fill up the whole all the way."

"You never make sense with your analogies." Katelyn said, rolling her eyes. "But I know what you're getting at. But we need to try. We need to start talking again and hanging out and being actual friends, otherwise, we won't be able to work the same way."

"So what do you suggest we do?" He asked. He didn't really understand where she was going with all of this.

"I'm going to help you get over me." She told him.

"How?"

"By getting you a girlfriend. Someone who'll get your mind off me, and who's better for you. A girl who'll love you more than the world." Katelyn explained.

Though her idea was amiable, all Kendall could think was, "I want that someone to be you."