"Ciel we have no control over this anymore ... you must go through with this marriage "

No matter how hard Ciel tried he just couldn't push his fathers words out of his mind and the thing that annoyed Ciel even more that every time Sebastian went to kiss him either Sebastian would hesitate and kiss his forehead or cheek. Or they would be only inches apart and someone or something would ruin the moment.

Ciel was once again becoming restless, this had been the third night in a row he couldn't sleep due to his situation of not only being forced to marry his cousin by his aunt, but to the fact that one day he would have to break Sebastian's heart again and say goodbye to him forever.

Ciel couldn't bare to loose or hurt Sebastian, he just liked Sebastian too much.

Ciel's phone received a text and began to buzz.

Ciel picked up the phone and opened the text, it was from the very person if was just thinking about.

I'm sorry for walking off earlier , but I saw an absolutely cute kitten that looked like you, but I shall make it up to you tomorrow when I see you...

Sebastianxx

"Tch" Ciel said as he seen the text "bloody cat obsessed moron" he said.

'Don't pretend that you love me more than cats... Idiot' Ciel thought to himself.

Ciel chucked his phone on the floor, allowing himself to be childish and skulk over the fact that his 'boyfriend' couldn't kiss him due to the fact that every time they got close they were interrupted by someone or something.

He buried his head into his fluffy, warm pillow as tears threatened to spill from his eyes. His ring tone started to play and Ciel couldn't be bothered to answer because one it was his favorite anime theme tune((sakura kiss : OHSHC)) and two he didn't feel like talking to anybody at the time.

After his phone rang for the fifth time in row Ciel decided if was getting rather annoyed with song and the person who was trying to ring him.

Ciel got off his bed and picked the phone as it finished ringing and looked at the caller ID it was sebastian and the first words that came to mind were 'oh shit'

ciel began to panic. what if sebastian thought ciel wasnt intersted in him anymore and had given up on the whole relationship all together, as ciel panicked tanaka knocked on his door "young master, there is a visitor asking for you"

ciel followed tanaka downstairs the the front door to find a rather uneasy sebastian. ciel paused and sebastian ran up to him and hugged him "i was so worried, thank god your okay" sebastian said.

"tanaka you are exused" ciel said making sure the butler had gone away before talking to sebastian.

"why are you here" ciel asked pretending not to know about sebastian's missed calls.

"i rang you to see if you were alright but you didnt answer, i thought something had happened to you"

Ciel was serectly glad that sebastian was worried about him "oh i was kinda sleeping and i turned my phone onto mute so i didnt hear it"

sebastian was glad that ciel wasnt in any danger "well since i know you're alright, i best get going, im sorry to have disturbed you ciel" sebastian said as he felt unwanted in the manor.

"you dont have to go... i mean its not like i want you to stay... it's just that it's already late and im sure its pitch black outside..." before ciel could sebatian held ciel in his arms and hugged him.

"i didnt realise you were this cute when you stuttered" sebastian said.

ciel pushed him away and brushed himself off "sebastian, please this is my family home, my aunt fransis, mother, farther or cousin Elizabeth could see us at any time"

"im sorry ciel i didnt realise" sebastian said.

"dont worry about it, let just get you to my room before my mother see you"

"what would happen if she saw us?" sebastian asked.

"she would play a game of 20 questions, seriously both her and father know about you but it would be like an interigation office" ciel said warning sebastian.

they laughed quietly and made there way up to ciel's room.

before they entered ciel stopped infront of the door and led Sebastian into the room." Sebastian, you can't have me as I am in public but here in the privacy of my room you can have of as you please"

sebastian pinned ciel against the door and breathed on ciel's neck sending shivers down the smaller lovers spine. "Ciel if you say I can have you as you please... Then let me have you calling emy name out in pure ecstasy" he said seductively.

"no you pervert, I said you could have me, not that you could try out your weird perverse fantasies on me" ciel said as he tried pushed sebastian away but he was stronger.

"my love... my ciel, you had ordered me to kiss you and i had not fufilled your wish and you did not specify how I could have you."

ciel's breathing became slower and heavier with anticipation, for he was about to recive his first kiss that he had waited so long for, sebastian moved his lips closer to ciel's. it seem liked he was dreaming as if sebastian wasn't really real and he had finally lost his mind from lonlines , but it was real and he knew it was real because their lips had finally met .

Ciel was first a little surprised but them if got used to the kiss and melted into it. Once they had parted they were panting to regain their breath.

Ciel felt the need for more, Sebastian's kisses were addictive like a drug that was manufacturer's just for him. Ciel once again closed the gap between themselves and this time Sebastian slipped his tongue into Ciel's mouth fighting for dominance.

Sebastian quickly moved Ciel over to his bed and threw him down."seb.. Sebastian... What are you doing"

"Do you wish not to be pleasured"

"Not yet Sebastian, in not ready... We only just began this relationship...what if you don't like the way sex between to men works."

"Ciel... I understand, don't worry in not dissappointed. The fact that I was finally able to kiss you my love is all that matters."

Ciel blushed and then smiled "Sebastian I really do like you"

"I know Ciel, now let up sleep. We have school tomorrow"

Ciel got under the covers with his boyfriend and laid on his chest

"Good night Sebastian"