CHAPTER THREE: ACCEPTENCE? I THINK NOT!...SURVIVING!
Danny, that's the doctor's name, apparently he, Logan and Jessica have been friends for years. And now all 5 girls and Logan, and Jessica are sitting in Danny's office. Georgia , the 16 year old with light brown hair and brown eyes is fiddling with her zip and Paula and Dawn twin sisters both 20 years old with auburn hair and grey eyes are whispering to each other and Nikky who is 23 with dirty blond hair is staring at the wall and I am humming losing sleep by John Newman when a young man with black hair that has purple highlights and deep blue eyes walks in. he walks over to Logan and Jessica.
I sit studying Logan, He is tall about 6'5 feet, with an athletic build masculine arms and chest, board shoulders and Danny looks the sane but shorter probably 6'3 or 6'4 feet. Georgia turns to me and smiles I try to smile back but I'm not in the mood right now.
" are you scared?" she whispers, I can hear the fear in her voice so I turn to face her.
"no, I lost my fear a long time ago" I smile weakly .
She nods and carries on fiddling with her zip. The 3 musketeers stop talking and Dr. Danny goes to his desk grabs some files and a chair and joins our like circle.
"Hi Ladies, I'm Dr. Danny or just Danny these are your time tables and diets" he hands the files out, I take a look at mine…what the fuck?.
"anything wrong Miss Winters?" I look up and everyone is staring at my frowned face.
"it's Jade, so please break everything down for us" I sit back.
"okay well uhm, you are here to give our King a son…so what we are going to do is we are going to make sure you are as healthy as possible and as strong as possible , so that means diets, fitness, weekly doctor's appointments so on and so forth" he stands up, walks to his desk and grabs a pen and notebook.
" so will the baby be inseminated ?" Nikky askes.
"no, I afraid not. You see naturally you have a better chance of falling pregnant, so today we will start with examinations and the other stuff , we will also mee-" I cough, getting everyone's attention.
"Georgia can't do it, she's too young" I can see Logan's jaw muscles tighten from where I'm sitting.
"and why not?" I look at Georgia, who has tears running down her cheeks.
"she's a child, 16 is a child, she needs to go out with friends, get drank, have fun, have a boyfriend not a baby" I wipe her tears with my thumb.
"Jade, that is not your choice" I look at Logan, who looks pissed off his ass.
"either is it yours, you steal her childhood, you kill her dreams and soul" I sit back, stare right at him.
"Georgia, you will tonight" she mouths Thank you , I smile.
" okay well shall we begin?" asks Danny grinning, he calls Paula into a room, Logan and Jessica follow them.
"are we just going to accept this?" I look at Dawn.
"do we have a choice?" Nikky says dully.
The door opens and Paula comes out, Dawn goes in then Nikky, then me.
The entire time Danny keeps asking me questions about my health and examining me, when his done he writes in his note book then whisper something to Logan and Jessica .
"okay Jade, at what age did you lose your V-card" I glare at Danny.
"I haven't" they all look shocked.
"why are you so accepting of this?" Jessica asks with a frown n her face.
"I'm not, but I've seen what your kind can do to people and I don't, I'm not ready to die just yet, I will fight and fight because I am no baby carrier, but I would rather have it be me than Georgia " Danny smiles.
" and.., I want a contract that states, that in a year I will leave with 5 million and you will never follow me or even call me anything like that" I jump of the bed, and walk towards the door.
"I still hate you Logan McShane" I walk out.
Third person
It seems like I always get her back, Jessica and Danny look at me waiting for an answer to the question I can see in their eyes.
"she knows what we can do?" Danny looks at Jessica.
"yes, in 10th grade she walked in on me feeding on some slut, in the girls locker room after school, I thought everyone had left, but no Jade had stayed behind for extra swimming practice. So when she walked in, I pulled away from the half dead girl and she run, told everyone what she saw, they thought she was crazy. I followed her home one day and told her with my fangs to her neck that if she talks she will be next. She stopped talking altogether, every day when she would see me walking towards her, she would turn around and walk away, then she disappeared" Jessica gets up and starts pacing.
" this is crazy shit" she whispers.
"now I get why she is so accepting, where did she go when she disappeared?" she stops in front of Logan.
"to get help" Danny writes in his note book.
"Logan…you need to make her like you again" Danny says.
"I know, but judging by how she acts, she's changed…a lot"
NORMAL POV
Georgia left around eight last night, she hugged me a thanked me a thousand times before she left after she left I sat around watching some TV , we are allowed to watch TV and walk around the place but we are only allowed on the 40-47th floor. It is prison but more free for some people not me I feel caged in this place. We were told to go down to the 43th floor for fitness.
Fitness was shit, the trainer Mr. Evans, keeps shouting at us, to go fast, how weak we are and al that "building you up" shit, so I walked away hearing him shout how he will tell Logan and I will be punished…well bring it on biyatch. The other trainer Mr. Canon looks amused.
Paula looked depressed, and so did Dawn so I invited them to my place for a girls night, which should be fun. Nikky stays locked up in her room all day so we don't bother.
"so which movie do you guys wanna watch?" I go through the movies, they stay quiet.
"okay what about The Conjuring?" I turn slightly, looking at them. They look like miserable, with this look of agony in their eyes.
"okay…what happened?" I sit in between them on the red couch, the theme of my apartment is red, black and turquoise green.
" he came to our room last night, it hurt so much we just want to go home" Dawn sobs, I hold her and Paula.
" Don't worry, you will soon" they fall asleep on my couch,.
I can see bruises on their wrists, their thighs, their pj's don't even hide them as well as the ones on their waists. I stand staring at them, I never want that, I will kill that asshole before he gets in me.
the morning was different, I had a doctor's appointment with Danny the doctor, so when I walked into his office he had the biggest smile , motions for me to sit so I do. He writes in his note book for a few minutes then looks up at me.
"so today Jade I want you to rest, meaning no fitness, no anything just lazy around" I raise a curious eyebrow.
"why?" his smile drops.
"I can't say" I get up and smile.
"fine Bye Danny" before I can walk out the door, he calls me.
"Jade, Paula and Dawn are going home, they don't have the Gene so it will just be you and Nikky" I turn around and face him.
" how do you know if one of us has it or not" I ask.
" the date of birth, blood type A negative , time of birth and tests of course, certain behavior patterns, etc , the list goes on and on and on." he gets up and walks around his desk towards me.
"okay yea well bye" I walk out the door just to run into a wall.
I take a step back to see who it is, aah Logan. I turn to walk around him but he blocks my way, too fast i9 assume.
"are all the Vampire rumors true?" he smirks.
"not all of them, we can walk in the sun, garlic tastes good in paste, cross are just wood" I nod,.
"well okay I need to go, excuse me" I walk around him, but he grabs my arm.
"I'm not done with you, I never said you may leave" he grip tightens.
"I apologize" I whisper in pain.
" you still scared of me, aren't you?" he pushes me against the wall, leans into my neck, I stand still petrified.
"you smell like sunshine and strawberries, I always wanted a taste of you. I can hear your heartbeat fast, loud" he sniffs me, yes sniffs me. Suddenly he stands up straight.
"I'll see you later" he disappears, I am scared of him…and he knows it.
Swimming 20 laps while a group of very creepy people watch is not easy, after the incident with Logan and Danny telling me to rest I decided I was going to go to fitness and swim all this bullshit out of my system, but I didn't know we would have people or the very important members of the council watching us, which in my eyes is crap. But today unlike the past two days Nikky is actually putting effort if I must say.
On my last lap, I slow down to relax, before I get out and run, yes run into the changing room. Nikky walks in looking pissed.
"they're asking Logan a lot about you" she sure sounds annoyed . I remain quiet.
"I heard that one of us gives Logan a son, we will get so much money, we'll never have to work again" Nikky walks in front of me , standing in my way. I want to go.
"oh really now?" I try to sound interested.
"yes, and a whole lot more" I nod, with a fake thoughtful look.
"okay then, I hope you get it or whatever" I walk around her.
"oh I know I will, you see when I want something , I get it. So do yourself a favor Jade, stay out of my way because I will make Logan the happiest man in the bedroom and out" I carry one walking but stop with my hand on the handle.
"oh trust me lovey, you can have him and the whole shebang , I'm no slut" I open the door and walk out, only to run into Jessica in the hallway.
"Hey Jade" I smile.
"Hey" I get into the elevator, she does too.
"I was wondering, if maybe you would like to hang out some time you know to get to know each other a bit?" she sounds nervous, but still smiling
"yea sure, I'd love too, maybe tonight?" her smile drops.
"not tonight, but maybe tomorrow the whole day just the two of us?" the elevator door opens to my floor.
"Okay" she nods, smiles and says bye as the elevator door closes, Awkward.
I walk into my tiny apartment, the times says it's around 18:30 so I took a shower, got some fruit before sitting down and watch some News.
"of the 5 girls that were taken on the 10 of May, 3 have come home. Georgia Joness, Paula and Dawn O'Hare have come home days after disappearing, the other two young woman Jade Winters and Nikky Greene are still missing, if anyone knows what has happened to them or their whereabouts please call the number on the screen. More on this story when we return"
Lucky them, home and free of these freaks, I get up, walk into the kitchen when I hear the door open, before I can even turn around to get a look, I can sense something or someone is behind me,. I turn around slowly, I exhale the breath I didn't realize I was holding when I see Logan.
"What the hell!" I push him away from me, he doesn't move, he stays quiet which is creepy.
I walk around him, and stand on the other side of the island.
"so why are you here?" he smiles.
" the same reason I was in Nikky's, Paula's and Dawn's little apartments" oh gosh please no.
"I don't too" he wicked smile, widens.
"again, not your choice" before I can even reach the bedroom door, he has me pin to the island.
"don't run, don't make me angry" I knee him in the groin , he lets go of me I run for the door when he grabs my ankle.
"I SAID DON'T RUN!" he pulls me to him. he eyes entirely black.
I kick and kick, I final kick him under the chin before jumping up which fails again because he grabs my ankle, he head hits something and I'm out.
I always thought that losing my V-card would be to the person I love and it would be amazing you know , not painful and not every passing second be filled with agony you know but looks like not everything you wish for comes true. I woke up naked on the Kitchen floor, bruises covering my body and blood all over the floor and Logan gone.
Some people would say "WTF get the fuck out of that crazy place" sad thing is, I cant. The security in this place is so good they know where you are, all the time , 24/7. You have guards who following you wherever you go, and guards standing outside your door, yep. We even have track bracelets, that's how they know where you are…I wish I could escape, God knows I want to but I'm not mad these creatures or people will fuck me up and I want to see my parents in the years' time. I know people are would say" you crazy!" I'm not, if I die I don't die alone, I kill my parents too in a way, I break their hearts.
I can't stand up, moving it's self is painful. I fought him and he still won, like he always has, like he always will. I know Logan, our story started way before the 10th grade. When we met in an alley where my friends and I were getting higher than the empire state, we were having fun a couple of hours into the night a group of guys show up, and I can't remember what happened afterwards all I remember is that voice, a scream and the next day the picture of one of my friends on the news.
I don't know how long I lay there before passing out again, life is a bitch yes? And so is Karma. People don't always see the sour side of me because hey I love my sweet side more than my sour. I remember once after I moved after the whole Logan thing with this chick in the girls locker room, I didn't speak for a while till I met Adam and Amanda, they saved me from that fear I wish they could save me now.
I open my eyes, everything is unclear at first but after a few minutes I can see clearly, I wonder how long I've been asleep I don't care, I get out of bed feeling better, take a shower and get dressed in the same old track-suite and tank top, tie my hair in a pony. I eat so fruit and cereal like always with apple juice , I notice that some has cleaned the floor, I check out my time table for the day on the iPad sitting on the kitchen Island. 6th of June, Friday…26 days since that day I was kidnapped, I can feel the tears forming I blink them away. Fitness, first yep( please take note of the fake enthusiasm).
Nikky was late again , but once she arrived giggling with Logan like a little school girl, it's so irritating. After a 16km walk I was drained, so I said bye and Thank you to Mr. Canon before leaving, I walk into the hall only to see Nikky, Logan ,Jessica and Danny walking towards me, I try disappear into the gym room before they can see me.
"Jade!" but fail, why can't I be successful for once. I turn around slowly with a smile on my face.
"Hi guys, I'm so sorry but I have to uhm go get my vitamins, I forgot to drink them this morning" I turn to run.
"I'll walk you" I smile at Jessica.
"I also need a nap, we can hang tonight?" she nods looking concerned. As I walk away I hear Nikky's disgusting comment.
"You see Logan, only a real women like Jessica and I can handle a real, powerful men like you, just let her go" I turn my head slightly, smiling. Yea the cheapest things attract the cheap buyers.
I hear Danny laugh, before entering the elevator, when I turn around to face the door, Jessica and Danny are laughing, Nikky is throwing a tantrum wanting to know what is so funny and Logan is glaring daggers at me note to self, them freaks can read minds.
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