Well, looks like senpai noticed Karkat. Meanwhile my love life is filled with one senpai not noticing me while the other is confused about choosing between his girlfriend and me. Goddammit.


You looked at him, staring silently.

"Why would you drive me home?" "Well, it's getting pretty dark for it only being nearly halfway through the month, and besides, I know you wouldn't want to walk in the dark." "I'm used to it though." "Are you sure you don't want a ride?" You stayed silent, not looking at him. "L-Look, I rather not." "Karkat." You looked at him, he started to get closer. "You... you called me Karkat." "Yeah, I know." Mr. Strider got closer, slowly tilting your head up and leaning closer, kissing you softly. You froze, looking at him as he pulled away. You sat there in silence, not sure what to say or do. After awhile, you leaned up, kissing him. He froze, soon kissing you back.

You pulled away, gasping for air. "Fuck, Mr. Strider this is wrong." "Dave." "W-What?" "Call me Dave." "Dave... okay." You kissed him again, soon being picked up by him. You pulled away from the kiss, looking at him. "Seriously, Dave, this is wrong." "I know, but does it matter?" You blinked, wow that seemed... you don't even know how to react. "Lets um... maybe I should just get home." You moved, getting down onto the ground, quickly going downstairs to the main floor, walking outside. You sighed, breathing in the cold air. You heard footsteps and turned to see Dave looking at you.

"Dave, what is it?" You looked at him, soon seeing him pull out his keys and smirk. "I'm driving you home, aren't I?"

Goddammit.


You finally got home, looking over at your house before looking at Dave. "Well, this is your house isn't it?" You nod, slowly reaching for the door, stopping yourself. He noticed it and put his hand on your shoulder, you turned and looked at him. "Karkat, you need to go." You nodded again, finally getting out. The only thoughts that were racing your mind were the facts that you and your teacher was horribly wrong and the other was what was gonna happen when you walked into your house. You turned around, seeing his car was gone. Oh god.

You slipped into your house quickly, looking around before seeing your dad asleep on the couch with a bottle of gin in his hand. Kankri must have gotten him to sleep. You sighed, going upstairs and laying in bed, sighing. This wasn't a good day for you, and you honestly don't care about it either.

You were about to doze off, when your phone rang. You answered it, still half asleep. "Yeah?" "Hey KK. Were you athleep?" "No, well, almost, why do you ask?" "Well, I can jutht athk you how detention wath tomorrow." "Well, it was fine." "Okay. Well if you were gonna thleep then I gueth you can go to thleep. Night KK." You closed your eyes, mumbling a goodnight before hanging up. God this was driving you nuts. But you don't mind, at all. It was weird, it was late, you were tired.


You sighed, god you hated Science. What's worse is it's right before English. Honestly, you didn't want to go to English, or any of your other classes. You layed your head on the desk, sighing. Your teacher must have noticed, though.

"Mr. Vantas, do you need to be excused from class?" You still can't get over how soft and quiet her voice is. You nodded, grabbing your things and leaving. You just can't stand this place, why even bother just staying here, you could go home. But then what? Get hurt? You walked towards the bathroom, going in and locking yourself in the stall. You pulled something out of your pocket, soon hearing the bell ring. You sighed and slid your jacket sleeves up, closing your eyes and listening to the bustle of everyone switching classes.


I did mention that there's gonna be a lot of abuse and self-harm in this did I? Cause I don't think I did. Well, yeah, that's pretty much that.