*doesn't update in two months*

You sat alone during lunch, messing with your hair slightly to get it back to how it was. Damned teacher. Damned desk sex. Damned virginity being taken. Ugh. Why does everything have to just happen today? You left the cafeteria, walking outside of the school and sitting down on the ground outside. You yawned, leaning against the school building wall. You curled up into your jacket, hearing a voice.

"Hey." You turned and looked over at who spoke, sighing and seeing Sollux. "Oh, hey." "You look relieved to see me." "I sort of am, honestly." "Dude, you look really relaxed..." "Yeah? So?" "Dude, who did you fuck?" "What?" "Come on, the only time someone is THAT relaxed they either got laid or they got high and I haven't seen you hanging out with any of the potheads lately." "W-Whatever..." He sat down next to you, sighing. "You got a smoke I can bum?" You nodded, handing him your pack of cigarettes, he quickly took one and lit it, looking at you. "So, seriously, who did you fuck?" "Nobody." He was silent for a minute before he let out a quiet 'Oh'.

"What?" "Dude, you bottomed, didn't you?" "...N-No comment." "You hesitated." "I know!" "Well, at least you're no longer a virgin." "Yeah..." You lit your own cigarette, soon looking away from him. "Hey, KK, I have a question." "Sure, shoot." "Do you have Roxy's number?" You turned and looked at him. "I thought you were still with Aradia." "We broke up. Well, okay, she dumped me. Hard. Plus, I was going to see if Roxy and I could try and do a little hacking alone tonight." He winked, signaling that it was a chance of getting laid. "Sollux, Roxy is the computer teacher. You'd get in trouble." You stood up, going to walk away.

"Says the guy who's getting with the English teacher." You froze, how did he know about Dave? "What? Dude, you have got to be shitting me." "I can see it. How you stare at Mr. Strider all quietly, making sure to listen to every word he says, face it, you're fuck deep into him." You heard his footsteps leaving as you bit your lip. "Goddamned shitbag of a beehive." You stormed off, not wanting to see Sollux.

"Karkat? Are you in there?" You heard your brother's voice outside of the bathroom door, wanting to see if you'd reply. You tried to stay silent, wincing in pain slightly. "Y-Yeah!" "Alright, just making sure. Dad's asleep on the couch, so you're well aware." "He's not even our dad, Kankri." "Still, Karkat. Until I can actually track down our biological father, he IS our father." "Our father my ass." "Karkat, I don't tolerate that kind of language." "You're not my mom, fuckwit." "Yeah, well mom's dead!" His voice got loud as he spoke, making you tense up. You heard your brother sigh before the door creaked, as if he started leaning against it.

"Karkat, you know I don't like fighting with you." "I know." "I mean, we used to be really close. Now it's like you aren't even around anymore. You're always hiding." You felt tears slide down your cheeks as he continued. "If it's about mom's death, then I understand. I mean, I had to grow up and face the fact. You, you were just a little kid." You nodded, starting to shake. "I, I don't even know how she died. Dad, he told me that she fell down the stairs when I wasn't home." "He lied." You heard silence before the knob started to jiggle, proving that the door was locked. "Karkat, how do you know he lied?" You stood up and looked down at your bleeding arms and the blade in your hand, soon hiding the blade and pulling your sleeves down, unlocking the door and looking at your brother.

"I saw the whole thing, Kankri. Everything. It hurts a lot worse for me than it did to you." He quickly hugged you close, rubbing your back. "So you know, Karkat, when the time comes, I'll move out and I'm taking you with me." "R-Really?" "Yes." You hugged him back, starting to sob into his shoulder, obviously touched by his words.

"T-Thank you, Kankri."

ThIS WAS SO HARD TO WRITE SERIOUSLY BECAUSE ALL IM LISTENING TO IS FIVE FOR FIGHTINGS SUPERMAN AND GAH I NEED TO SONG CHANGE!