Hope you enjoy the new chapter! Eren sees something no eyes were meant to, and he is left questioning himself.
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The festivities wore down and Eren slipped out of the great room unnoticed. He returned to his bedroom and stripped down to his boxers. He peeled his blankets back and threw himself in between blanket and mattress. He lied his arm over his eyes and closed them tightly.
'Jesus Christ….' He thought. He wallowed in self-pity for a few more minutes. Then he remembered the kiss, the heat, the softest lips he'd ever felt- man or woman.
Eren lied there for a few more minutes. He sighed deeply and let the quiet of the room wash over him. He really missed Jean's never-ending snore right about now.
'Why… Why did this happen to me..?' Eren continued his train of thought. 'When did I turn into a faggot? Since when did the thought of a naked woman turn a rock hard erection limp as a noodle?' Eren had never questioned his sexuality before now. But, that was before the Captain locked eyes with him for the first time in the mess hall of the Training Academy. It was before Levi planted his fiery lips against his ear lobe; it was before he felt the warm breath on his neck. 'Why me?' His eyes began to burn, and the pang of tears followed soon after. He pressed his fingers into his eyes to keep the damn things from falling.
He rolled to his side and gazed out his window for some time. Hours must have passed, and he finally closed his eyes and tried his best to silence his mind. Hopefully he could get some sleep tonight.
Thump, thump, thump.
Eren slowly pried his eyes open and searched for the source of the sound. Finding nothing, he closed his eyes again.
Thump, thump, thump, thump.
He opened his eyes once more, and sat up. He cursed himself for being such a light sleeper. He looked around his room for a mouse trying to make its way in the dark, something that could be making the noise. His search once again came up empty.
Thump, thump.
He pulled back his blankets and began an active investigation for the disturbance.
Thump.
He grabbed the shirt he wore earlier off the back of his desk chair and threw it over his head. He seized the candle from his desk and cracked his bedroom door open.
Thump, thump, thump.
'Jesus, where is that fucking racket coming from?' He turned right, and headed further down the pitch black hallway.
He passed a few silent bedrooms and noticed a faint glow at the end of the hallway.
The last bedroom door on the right had a line of yellow light escaping through the crack at the bottom.
'This must be it. It has to be at least three o'clock, why the hell would anyone still be up when training begins at six thirty?' He raised his fist to knock on the door, but he accidentally nudged it with his foot. It opened ever so slightly, enough for him to peer inside.
What he saw stole any words he was going to say right from his lips. He was about to gasp, but clasped his hand over top of his mouth.
He had no idea this room belonged to Captain Levi Rivaille.
Levi was on top of his bed, and had the soft hips of a woman gripped tightly in both hands. He was slick with sweat, all creamy white skin and toned muscles. He was just as Eren had imagined him to be hours earlier, beautiful.
Levi held on tightly and delivered punishing thrusts to the woman in his grasp.
Thump, thump, thump. The headboard smacked against the wall behind it.
Levi had a look of crazed pleasure on his face, like he was having an out of body experience. Eren didn't recognize the female right away since she had her face buried in a pillow. It acted as a muffler to stifle her screams; Eren really couldn't decide if they were screams of pleasure or pain. The only sounds Levi made were soft grunts that came from his throat and the hard smacking sound of skin on skin. The answer to Eren's lingering question came within the next few seconds as she arched her back like a pussy cat and threw her head towards the captain. She had tears streaming down her cheeks; her eyes were blood red like she had been crying for a while. The ginger hair gave her away. Petra Ral was lying in Levi's bed beneath him.
Levi's hands snaked up her back and he wrapped his fingers around her neck. He held her firmly in his grasp, and continued to hammer into her. Her breathing became labored and she tightly closed her eyes.
'Wait… Why the fuck am I still standing here? If captain caught me…' Eren debated turning and walking back now, but he was paralyzed.
"P-p-please C-captain! Please s-slo-slow down… PLEASE!" Petra choked on a sob. He seemed to ignore her, but released his grip around her neck. He pushed down harshly on her shoulders, sending her face back down into the pillow.
'Shut up.' Levi thought callously. He showed no signs of stopping or slowing, in fact, he slammed into her even harder.
Eren felt like a huge creep, but couldn't stop his hand from wandering into his boxers. He grasped himself, hot steel beneath smooth skin. He began to fist his member and continued to watch the couple on the bed.
Levi's eyes went wild; he no longer looked like the man that was behind her a few seconds ago. He became an animal intent on one goal- an orgasm any way he could get it.
With each devastating thrust, each slap of flesh, Eren could tell Petra was trying to inch forward and avoid the brunt of the force. Levi noticed as well. He flung his hands in front of her hips, and gripped her pelvis to give him more leverage and access. Petra was full on sobbing at this point and Eren was getting off on it. He pumped himself faster and harder, in synch with Levi's hips.
"Petra, turn around!" Levi commanded. He pulled out of her hastily; she heeded his order and turned to face him. Levi turned his gaze toward the door and Eren swore he made eye contact with him. A small seductive grin crept across Levi's face, and that's how Eren knew he was looking at him. Eren froze, a drop of sweat beaded on his eyebrow.
'No way he'd seen me… No way…How the hell did he know I was here?! …He knew I was here the whole time!?'
Eren's hand wouldn't stop, couldn't stop pumping his member. Levi's small grin turned into a wide smile with teeth and his stare never left the crack in the door; Eren's hiding place. He gripped her chin with his finger and thumb, he pumped himself with the other. With a quick jerk of his hips he blew his sticky, creamy load on her tear-stained face. Eren built himself close to the edge and came along with Levi. He let out a soft moan and shook from the release.
Levi heaved a huge sigh and rolled his shoulders. He let his head fall forward and placed a hand on the back of his neck to massage it.
"God… Thank you Petra, you may return to your room now." Levi still had her chin in his grasp and he pulled her face towards him. He planted a soft kiss on her forehead. He wiped the tears from her cheeks and got down from the bed.
"Any t-time you need assistance Captain." She said shakily and slid off the side of the bed. She grabbed her clothes from the floor and got dressed.
Levi lit a cigarette and took a long drag from it. He put his boxers on and climbed back into his bed. Eren saw her approach the door, but he didn't react fast enough. In a few short seconds he would be found out! He turned on his heel and quickly, silently started down the hall.
"Wait! Petra!" Levi called after her before she went through the door.
"Yes captain?"
"Will you… Please… Blow out the torches on your way out." He quickly thought up. He tried to buy time for Eren to make it back to his bedroom.
She raised an eyebrow, and did as she was told. It gave Eren just enough time to make it back, Levi heard his door open and shut.
"Thank you for catering to me Petra, but this was a one-time-only occurrence... This can't happen again. I appreciate the time you've spent with me." He said matter-of-factly with no emotion. He didn't even make eye contact with her. He took another long drag from his cigarette and blew it out of his nose.
Petra had taken a bullet to the chest. A horrible pained expression settled on her face. Her eyes welled up with tears, and she turned before he could see one spill.
She began to speak with her back facing him.
"Levi I… I only wanted to..." His eyebrows rose in surprise at her using his first name, she had never said it directed toward him before.
"I'm sorry I've displeased you." She couldn't hide the hurt in her voice now. "I just wanted you to love me the way I love you…" she said, barely above a whisper. She had finally said it aloud, but still didn't want anyone to hear. Levi's acute hearing picked up every syllable.
Tears were flowing freely down her face now.
"I'm so sorry Captain! I thought this was the only way I could help you see... I'm so sorry!" With that, she hurried out of the door before she broke down on the Captain's floor.
Levi pinched the bridge of his nose and scrunched his eyes. 'I should have never let her in my bed… I knew she would make this into more than it was. I… can't ever let this happen again.' His decision was absolute, and he vowed to never bed Petra again. He finished his cigarette and flicked the butt out of his bedroom window.
'I just have… Needs that have to be filled… I…' He tried to reason with himself. He tried to make the horrible guilty knot in his stomach go away but it had already settled in for the night.
'There I go again, doing stupid things to try and impress someone… Fucking Jaeger. I knew he was still awake... Knew he would play inspector and come find me out… That was the only reason I finally caved in and agreed to have Petra lie with me. I knew he would come tonight. But- I did it anyway. Did I want him to see me…..? I wanted to show him what I could do…' He rubbed his hands against his face hard in exasperation.
"Good god, what have I done?" Levi whispered to himself. He blew out the remaining candle and pulled the blankets over his head.
Eren crawled between his blankets and put his hands over his eyes.
'What's happening to me? Levi is obviously not... gay... There's no chance for me. I need to get over this, it'll never happen!' Eren silently wept and pulled his blanket over his head.
I hope you enjoyed this as much as I enjoyed writing it! This is supposed to be an erotic adventure, so there will be more chapters like this in the future. I'm not out to just write smut after smut chapter though, there's always a reason for it!