Kurt

Dark hair. Hazel eyes. Beautiful lips that he just wants to kiss all day. Yes, Kurt Hummel has found the love of his life in Blaine Anderson. Blaine was sweet and caring and oh so handsome; he spent all day running through Kurt's mind. Which is why Kurt was shocked when Blaine cheated on him.

Kurt had barely been in New York for six months when he found out about Blaine and Eli, making him wonder where he went wrong to make Blaine stray.

They had been so incredibly happy before Kurt left Lima. Yes, they had their arguments, namely about Blaine texting Sebastian and Kurt texting Chandler, but they managed to sort those problems out. That made Kurt believe that they could get through everything together. Boy, was he wrong.

So Kurt did what he would usually do to get over a breakup, not like he had actually dated someone before Blaine. He mostly did what he saw on TV. Sat on the couch, eating ice cream and watching sappy romantic movies with Rachel, which only made him think more of Blaine.

After that Kurt tried throwing himself into his work, focusing one hundred percent on what he had to do that sometimes he didn't even have time to eat. Although when he ended up fainting one day, he realised that that wasn't the best idea either.

"Kurt! Look at this. Oh my God, I would look so gorgeous in this." Kurt looked over to where Rachel was standing with a green dress in her hand, looking at in the mirror. He really wasn't in the mood to be shopping, which was out of character for Kurt.

"Yeah Rach, it looks nice." Kurt went back to looking through the button up shirts in the men's section.

"Nice? Kurt, are you feeling okay?" Rachel went over to where Kurt was standing.

"I'm fine, why do you ask?"

"Well, because you're acting all moody and you just used the word nice, which I didn't even believe was in your vocabulary." Rachel was looking straight into his eyes at that moment.

"I'm just not in a shopping mood, okay."

Rachel practically gasped at that. She put her hand on Kurt's forehead. "You are definitely sick and it's making you delirious."

Kurt removed Rachel's hand from his forehead. "Rach, I'm fine. Just not in the mood for clothes when I spend all day working with fashion."

"Kurt, is this about Blaine? Come on, you need to get over him."

"Oh yeah? Are you over Finn yet?" Kurt's tone was very snappy when he asked Rachel that. So much so that she looked shocked.

"You know that's different. I love Fi…"

"And you don't think I love Blaine? Do you think you're the only person on this earth capable of loving?" Kurt didn't mean to get angry at Rachel, but she always had to be the only one with a problem.

"I didn't mean it like that, Kurt."

"You never do. You kissed Brody and that's why you and Finn broke up. You cheated on him. Blaine cheated on me. You have no idea how this feels. So I suggest you leave me alone, please." With that, Kurt stormed out of the shop, making a detour to the park instead of going back to the apartment.

Kurt spent at least an hour or so sitting on the park bench, just trying to get his mind right. Of course, that only led him to start thinking more.

He left Blaine behind in Lima with the promise of Skyping and texting him every day.

He didn't come through on that commitment, because he was so busy with .

He was the one who pushed Blaine away.

HE is the reason Blaine cheated on him.

And now, HE couldn't fix it even if he tried, because when Blaine tried to call him to explain, HE didn't pick up the phone.

Kurt took out his phone from his pocket, going through the call log. When he and Blaine broke up, Blaine tried calling him eleven times. He didn't pick up once. Kurt decided to dial Blaine's number, just to see if he would pick up.

Ring.

Ring.

Ring.

Voicemail. Great.

"H-Hey Blaine, it's Kurt." His voice was shaking a little. "Listen, I'm sorry about everything. I realised that I kind of played a part in you cheating on me. I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone, but I was thinking maybe we can talk it out. Doesn't seem like you want to anymore though. I understand if you're mad at me." Kurt sighed softly, feeling hopeless as a thought crossed his mind. "Blaine, I want you to be happy, okay. I don't think you're going to find it with me." Tears welled up in Kurt's eyes, a few of them starting to fall. He tried his best not to let Blaine hear that he was crying, if he ever listened to this. "I love you, Blaine. Have a good life. Goodbye." Kurt pressed end call and stood up from the bench, starting to walk as he cried freely now.

After a while, or what felt like a while, of walking, Kurt came to his destination. The Brooklyn Bridge. Kurt made his way to the railing and looked over the water, sighing deeply. Before he knew it, he was over the railing, holding on to it behind him. Then he let go.

Blaine walked into Tina's room, the Asian girl trailing behind him. They had just come from Glee and were looking forward to spending the night eating junk food and watching movies. "So, what movies are we watching, Ting Ting?"

"Well, Blainey Days, I got Titanic and Grease and Footloose and…" Blaine zoned out when he took out his phone and saw a missed call from Kurt. "Blaine, are you listening?"

"Kurt called me."

Tina's eyes grew wide. "What? When?"

"About an hour ago. He left a voicemail."

"Listen to it!"

Blaine started to play the voicemail.

"H-Hey Blaine, it's Kurt. Listen, I'm sorry about everything. I realised that I kind of played a part in you cheating on me. I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone, but I was thinking maybe we can talk it out. Doesn't seem like you want to anymore though. I understand if you're mad at me. Blaine, I want you to be happy, okay. I don't think you're going to find it with me. I love you, Blaine. Have a good life. Goodbye."

An uncomfortable feeling settled in Blaine's stomach. Something wasn't right in Kurt's voice and the whole message. The look on Tina's face said that she thought the same. Blaine immediately called Kurt.

Ring.

Ring.

Ring.

Voicemail.

"Hey, Kurt. I got your message. Please call me back when you get this." Blaine pressed end and looked over at Tina. "He's fine, I'm sure of it."

"Are you sure, Blaine? I mean, he sounded kind o…" Blaine's phone ringing cut her off. He answered his phone.

"Kurt?... Oh, hi Rachel… Wait, Rachel, calm down… What about Kurt?... Oh my God." Blaine eyes grew wide, all light that used to be there now gone as the phone slipped from his hand. His face was pale.

"Blaine? What happened?"

What he said next, would cause the Asian girl to start sobbing uncontrollably and him to break down.

"Kurt killed himself."