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Missing You

Kiryu Zero was lost in his mind, his eyes were blank as if he has nothing to look forward in his life. His appearance looked messy, not like he usually looked. Kaito, his best friend could not help but feeling sorry for him. Zero was in miserable state for these past three days, since the moment Haruka was taken away from his side. There was no longer happiness in his eyes, no longer desire in his life, he exactly looked like a lifeless doll. The look on his pretty face was emotionless, there was always sadness whenever he remembered that Haruka was not by his side anymore.

Kaito let out a very deep sigh, he was staring at his beautiful friend who was not even realizing that he was there for about 15 minutes. He still remembered how he promised Zero in hospital that he would look for Haruka's new address to make Zero feels a lot better. And after he found out about that guy's profile from his connection, Kaito immediately ran to Zero's appartment just to find out how broken his best friend was.

"Zero..." He finally called him out, Zero looked startled and turned to face him directly. "What's wrong, Kaito?" He faked a smile that did not suit the worry in his eyes. Kaito just smiled back as he walked to his side. "Here..." He handed an envelope to that pretty guy.

Zero blinked for a second, looking at the envelope in confused before turning his gaze towards his best friend. "What is this, Kaito?" He questioned.

"That's the detail of Haruka's father's background. There is also his address written in the document." He explained while smiling softly at Zero.

At first, Zero's eyes got sparkling for a moment however it turned sour when he realized something that he cannot meddle in. "I know you want to help me, Kaito... however I am just a stranger for Haruka now. I have no right to meddle in his family affair." he chuckled softly while glancing at the window by him. "I am just his adopted 'mother'... I did raise him, however we are still not blood-related family... Kuran Kaname is his right father, he should be with his birth father. Not with me... I am just a guy who happened to take him in when he was a baby... I...am..." He broke his tears heavily in a deep sorrow. Why did his fate become like this...? Why did God need to take away Haruka from him? He truly loved him with all of his heart. Never in his life he ever felt so grateful for what he ever got... only Haruka, the one that he never wanted to be apart with. Only Haruka, the one who was able to light up his darkness. Only Haruka, the one who was able to pull him out from his pain.

"I should be ready for this... I should be ready for the worst, Kaito... But I cant... I cannot forget how much I wanna have him by my side, calling me 'Mama' all over this place. I am still not strong enough to let him go like this Kaito..." Zero realized it, from the start he already realized it. The fact that Haruka was not his, the fact that one day Haruka would be taken away. This Kiryu Zero had already known it, but his selfishness brought him to close his eyes from that fact and fall deeply in the happiness that's not supposed to be his.

His best friend pulled him into a strong embrace, Kaito kept mumbling a lot of things to calm him down. "Dont worry Zero... it is not a sin to see Haruka from afar right? He is still your adopted son. You have the right to meet him Zero... and I bet he must be missing you a lot, Zero... Remember Haruka is your happiness... Would you be happy to see him in an agony when he is away from you...?"

Zero was crushed, just thinking of the words Kaito just uttered to him makes him shivering in sadness. Haruka, how could he forget how much Haruka loves him? How could he forget how much his son love him? Zero just closed his eyes as he flashed back the memories he had shared with Haruka. Even though the silverette was known as a cold guy, but when it came to Haruka, he cannot bring himself to be cold to the boy who had successfully become a half of his life.

"I really miss him, Kaito..." He spoke up still crying hard in Kaito's arms. "However, to think that his happiness is with me... I cannot deny I want to take him away from his parents... because since I took him in, being his mother... I have already put his happiness as my first priority..." He pulled himself out from Kaito's arms as he stared at his best friend.

Kaito smiled at that look. It's what he really missed from Zero. This Zero was his best friend, his friend that he truly loved. The strong gaze that he missed for these past days finally came back in instant regarding Haruka's happiness.

"Please, take me to meet my son, Kaito!"

KazeKaze

Haruka was like a prisoner in this big mansion, his father wont let him go from this mansion no matter what. These three days were like an end for him, Haruka felt so weak. Never in his life he felt so hopeless like this. He missed his mother so much, he missed that beautiful guy who always stayed by his side. Loving unconditionally, caring about him deeply.

"Mama...Mama..." he cried again for numerous times. There was no way someone can replace his mother in his heart. Zero was his everything, he would rather suffer than being apart from his mother.

"What's wrong, my dear...?" Haruka was being pulled in the warm embrace of his new founded grandmother. He looked up to see his grandfather as well. He loved both of them actually, however it still cannot be compared with the love he had towards his mother. The only mother that he would have in his life. The only mother that he could not wish for another one.

"Haruka miss Mama so much, Grandma..." He answered between his sobs.

His grandpa who was watching him just gritted his teeth. How could his son do something like this towards his grandson? To not let his grandson to meet his precious person was really something that put his grandson in this condition. Haruka had got a high fever since yesterday, he refused to eat anything that they gave. Even his family's doctor said that his grandson was in a depression, simply Haruka was stressed and it was not a good thing for a boy in his age!

Mister Kuran had already scolded his son for what he had done towards his grandson, Haruka was Kaname's son, his own flesh. Yet, Kaname was being cruel towards him. He still remembered how Kaname chose to let his son in this condition rather than letting him with that person who just happened to be Haruka's adopted mother.

"I am so sorry, Haruka... Grandma cannot do anything much for you... Grandma wanna see you happy, but seems like your father wont be happy to let you meet your Mama..." Juuri said with her teary eyes, how can she feel happy to see her grandson in such an agony like this? Even though deep inside her heart, she was happy to be able to meet her long-wanted grandson, however to put her own happiness on her grandson's sadness was the least thing she would ever do. She really loved Haruka, he was a very smart child. Even she needed to admit that the Mama Haruka had always talked, had successed in raising her grandson.

Haruka just cried even louder to hear that unsatisfying answer like that. He wanted to meet his mother so much, to the point that he would be willing to trade his life with that.

*Knock Knock*

Three of them immediately glanced at the maid who just knocked the door. "I am sorry to interrupt you Rido... there are two guests who just come to meet, Young Master..." The maid informed.

Upon that information thus made Haruka sparkled in happiness. He knew it, he knew those guests, his feeling told him so... it should be them... it shoud be him... the one who he had been missing for these past days.

Haruka directly ran outside his room, not giving any care of his weak body. His grandparents who were in confusion just followed him behind. They just hoped, those guests were not going to hurt their grandson just like their own son already did.

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Kaito and Zero were waiting patiently in the guest room. Thanks to Kaito's famous family that he was able to get inside this big mansion. Zero cannot help but feeling so nervous, his heart was thumping madly waiting to meet his beloved son.

"MAMMAAA!" Hearing that voice he had been missing for a long time, Zero turned around to find his 4 years old son running through his spot. His tears were falling hard as he ran to catch the apple of his life.

"Haruka... Haruka..." He sobbed hardly as he hugged Haruka tightly, not wanting to let him go. "Mama... Mama... Haruka miss you a lot and a lot... Haruka cannot sleep without Mama by Haruka's side..." His son replied with his cracked voice. His voice sounded horrible, and Zero knew that Haruka was in the same agony like him. Both of them were suffering too much regarding this condition. No body... No one could break the bond he had with Haruka.

Zero pulled him out from his embrace as he wiped away those tears from Haruka's chubby cheeks. "Mama is sorry, Haruka... Mama should know that you will be so sad without Mama..." He apologized, staring deeply into Haruka's teary eyes. Kaito in other hand cannot help to feel sorry for both of them, the moment he was watching now is something that he could not bear to watch.

And for Rido and Juuri who were suprised to see the one who was called Mama was a beauty like this. However, they realized that this Mama was indeed a male, even though he had all the feminine type features, the missing things on his chest was too hard to be hidden. And yet, they could feel how much this guy loved Haruka and treasured him as well, no wonder Haruka loved him as much.

"Haruka, you are having a fever. Are you okay? Have you eaten something, or drink medicine, baby?" Zero kept questioning worriedly after he found out that Haruka's temperature was as hot as boiled-water. He could not bring himself to not be worrying this little baby of his. After not meeting him for days, how could he know his condition be?

"Mama... Haruka is fine! Haruka is strong, Haruka will get better soon if Mama is with Haruka!" He exclaimed with his blushing face, the fever made him hard to breath. Not to mention the energy he had spent for running from his room to meet his beloved mother

"Haruka hasn't eaten anything much for these three days... He is now having a high fever due to the depression he has since he came here." Juuri pried into the conversation. She cannot bear to see Haruka like this, and telling the truth to this beautiful guy wont be bad as well.

Zero was in shock upon hearing the information, he turned to see Haruka who was still in a daze after meeting his mother. "Haruka, you shouldn't be like this. You should hear what your father tell you even though you dont like it, sweety... Mama never teaches you to be like this." He said with a heavy burden on his heart, to see how weak Haruka's condition was, he could not bring himself to scold him.

"Mama... Haruka is sorry... However, that uncle is so cruel... Haruka dont like him, Mama... He wont let Haruka meet Mama... Haruka hate him, Haruka hate him so much!" Haruka answered honestly, this boy knew exactly what he said was harsh. However, he did not want to lie to his mother.

"Haruka!" Zero warned him, there was a hint of emotion that he rarely showed towards Haruka. Even though Haruka was startled at first and cried again, he knew he was the one who made his Mama get angry at him. "No matter what, he is your father. You should respect him, baby... Mama is sorry.. Mama is not mad at you, Mama truly love you... However, Mama never teaches you to become impolite like this..." He cupped his son's cheeks before kissing his forehead gently, the tears kept falling hard from both of their eyes. It was such a pain for him to see his baby like this, Haruka was his. Even though it sounded selfish, he had the right to say so.

Juuri was also crying in her husband's embrace, this man was really a mother. She could feel how much love he had towards Haruka, how much affection he had towards her grandson. And she cannot help but feeling proud of how he raised Haruka up.

"I am so sorry for intruding to your house like this, Rido... I am Akiyama Kaito, perhaps you already know who I am. I am happened to be a friend of this guy..." Kaito finally spoke up, bowing down politely.

Rido just nodded and smiled at his way, he knew this guy. His family was a friend of his, and he knew that this Kaito guy was not a bad person.

"I am deeply sorry, Kuran-san... I am Kiryu Zero... I am Haruka's adopted father... or in this case, a mother I should say. It is a honor to meet your family...actually I come here to talk a matter regarding Haruka..." Zero stood up to turn himself to meet Rido and Juuri, and he knew that those two are Haruka's grandparents.

"It is nice to meet you, Zero... I am Haruka's grandmother... I have already heard you a lot, from Haruka. It seems like what he told me is not a lie after all..." Juuri walked towards him, wiping her tears away as a weak smile formed on her beautiful mature face.

"We really thank you for raising Haruka into a good child. He is so polite, he knows his place... however we are sorry that we cannot help you meeting Haruka since Haruka came here..." She took Zero's hands as she held those fragile hands tightly. Those hands were the hands that already raise Haruka for these 4 years.

"Hmm... seems like an intruder is brave enough to come here, heh?"

Upon hearing that voice, all of them turned their attention to the person by the main door. That man smirked evilly at Zero, sending shiver through his spin. "Dont I tell you not to meet Haruka anymore?" He asked darkly. His eyes were filled with harted towards Zero, and Zero knew he was in a trouble now.

"Kuran Kaname-san, I am sorry to be an intruder here. I come here because I want to talk about Haruka with you..." Zero said, looking straight at Kaname. He wont feel scared, he cannot! It is for Haruka's happiness. And he had seen that Haruka was not feeling happy to be here.

"There is no need to talk about. Haruka is my son, I wont let him go with some faggot like you!" Kaname spat still smirking darkly at the beautiful male next to his son. He could see how Haruka holding Zero's leg tightly. There was a fear in his son's eyes for him, his birth father.

Kaname could not hold his anger, his anger rise into the highest level the moment he saw the fear in Haruka's eyes. 'it is all because of this faggot, this Kiryu Zero!' he cursed in his mind.

"I am here not to take Haruka, I just want to meet him. But, looking at his condition, I cannot trust you on raising him. He even has a high fever because of you!" Zero argued back, he glared at Kaname coldly. He wont let anyone hurt Haruka, though it was Haruka's birth father. He cannot let him do anything bad towards his precious baby.

"Heh!" Kaname gritted his teeth angrily. "I cannot let a faggot like you, take away Yuki's place as Haruka's mother. I wont let you meet Haruka anymore!" He snapped angirly.

"Guard! Throw away this fucking whore from my sign, as well as his friend. And never let them go inside this house anymore!"

Six of bodyguards came inside the house as they dragged Kaito and Zero from the house. "Stop it! Let me go!" Zero tried hard to get away from the man's grip. Juuri who was close to him wanted to defend him. However, Kaname pulled her away from him. "Mama... Mamaa!" Haruka ran towards Zero. He was sobbing so hard, how cruel his father was. He cannot believe for what happened just now. He just felt so happy a moment ago. But his own father had taken away his happiness in a blink of eye.

Kaito struggled from the bodyguards' grip, however those guys were too strong that made him unable to help his friend. He felt so sad to see Haruka ran towards their way.

"Stop running after him, Haruka!" Kaname took Haruka by force, however Haruka was smart enough to bite his hand and running away from him. Kaname was furious, he ran after Haruka and catch him from behind. "I wont let you run away anymore!" He smirked darkly.

Zero was hurt seeing how Haruka struggling from Kaname's grip. He wanted to help Haruka, however he was not too strong to run away from the big bodyguard's arms. "Haruka…Harukaa!" he screamed desprately.

Haruka cannot stand seeing how misrable his mother was, he struggled from Kaname's grip with the last energy he had before running away again, "Mama...Mama...ma...maaa" He called out for Zero with his heavy breath, Kaname who was still running after him was beyond furious.

Haruka was not able to run anymore, his body was still weak and he cannot hold it anymore. He breathed hardly as he called, "Ma…mamaa" before He fell hard on the ground as his sight turned black, collapsing on the ground.

"HARUKAA!"

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