Outtake for All Alone
A/N This an outtake of Emily when she comes back to confront Edward at his beach house (All Alone chapter 20)
Thank you so much to my beta HACullen (Heather Spaulding)
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Emily POV
Paris (0RY) - Los Angeles, CA (LAX)
Departure time -1700 - Arrival time - 12.10(+1)
I sighed as I looked down at my ticket for the thousandth time in thirty minutes.
The second I saw my ex- boyfriend, Edward Masen, giving an interview on tv and publicly announcing his love for some little slut that he had knocked up, all I saw was red. That should have been me. I was the one who was supposed to be with him and have his baby. No matter what he said, I knew that he loved me and I was going to prove it.
I rang my mother and she told me that the girl was nothing but a gold digging whore who had only been with him once and got knocked up. Coincidence? I think not. So she sent me a ticket to come straight to LA so that I could make Edward know just how big of mistake that he was making.
I still remembered the first time I met him. It was my first day at a new school and I had been standing next to the lockers with my foster brother Jacob when I saw those amazing emerald eyes looking at me. I was memorised by them, I could not look away. Jacob put his lips to my ear and whispered,
"That is Edward Masen. He is the most popular guy in school and all of the girls want a piece of him, don't go falling under his spell."
I nodded as we went to our first class. As luck would have it Edward Masen came over and introduced himself. Ever since that original introduction the three of us had become inseparable.
The only problem was that Edward was a virgin and I had been sexually active since I was fourteen. I had sex in my old school with one of the Jocks. I turned to Jacob to complain about the lack of sex in my life and Jacob offered to be my fuck buddy until Edward was ready to give it up.
Then on my sixteenth birthday my wish came true, Edward and I had sex for the first time. Two weeks later I had found out that I was pregnant. I knew that it wasn't Edward's because my period was already late by the time we had sex.
I told Jacob a few weeks later but he told me that he did not want it. He said that I should either get rid of it or tell Edward that it was his. I decided on the second option because I loved Edward and I did not want to lose him. I knew that he would be a great father to our baby.
Jacob then suggested that we have one last fuck for old times sake. I had agreed knowing that it would be the last time. I really wanted to make a go of it with Edward and for us to be a family.
It was when Jacob was thrusting hard into me that I heard something breaking. I looked towards where the sound had come from and saw Edward running out the door.
"Shit" I muttered as I struggled to fasten up my blouse before running after him.
He had been understandably upset about what he had seen and I told him that he could not leave me because I was pregnant with his child. He told me to show him the proof and then we could sort things out so I had made an appointment for the ob-gyn the next day.
As soon as we saw the baby on the screen he told me that he would support me and stand by me no matter what.
When the doctor to us that he was going to give a dating scan, I had gotten really nervous, I trusted him enough to stick to his word but I knew it would cause a huge fight.
When she said that I was fifteen weeks pregnant I looked over at Edward he had a shocked expression on his face and ran from the room before I could stop him.
I shouted after him, telling him that it did not matter and that I loved him. But when he told me to fuck off and to stay away from him I snapped.
I told him that I was having sex with Jacob for six months and that as he had not wanted to be the father of the baby was supposed to try and pass it off as his.
He walked away from me so I shouted after him that he had promised to stand by me and that he was abandoning me.
When he did not come back I realised that I was on my own, so I had made an appointment with the clinic and Jacob had gone with me to support me as I aborted my baby. Once everything was finished I felt empty and had an overwhelming hate for Edward Masen. I knew then and there that I would make him pay for abandoning me when I needed him the most.
The second that I was fit enough, I headed straight for Edwards house. I told him that Jacob had taken me to the abortion clinic and that I had the abortion. He continued to look at me blankly, without a hint of emotion.
"Did you ever love me? All you had to do was stand by me and you let me down. This is all your fault and I promise you that I will make you as miserable as you have made me," I had screamed at him.
I walked away but not before letting him know that I meant what I say.
"Everyone is going to know that I had an abortion because of you and that you refused to stand by me," I screamed at him over my shoulder as I left.
And that is exactly what I did. I had decided to smash the reputation that the pretty boy had worked so hard on. And what did the little coward do? He ran like the little weasel that he was and I hadn't seen him since.
I know that he had become a famous actor and that he had women falling at his feet. His life was perfect while I continued to live in a world filled with sorrow and guilt. On top of it all, something had gone wrong when I had that abortion and now it was impossable for me to have any more children.
Now he has a little whore for a girlfriend and she was pregnant with his baby.
Why should he be the one that was able to play family while I had nothing? I was his first love and a love like that does not go away so I was going to go back and claim what is mine. I can love this baby like it was mine. She was just a slutty little girl. I knew that I would be a better mother to that baby then she ever could be and with Edward by my side we would finally be a happy family.
"Flight 707 to Los Angeles is now boarding," said a voice over the intercom.
I picked up my suitcase and boarded the flight that would take me back to the only man that I had ever loved and still hated with a burning passion.
*~*~All Alone Outtakes*~*~
It has been one week since I had arrived in LA. I was staying with my foster mother Sue since my mother lived with her husband and my two half sisters, whom I have never met.
I had seen Jacob and he said that he would help me take Edward down if he did not take me back. I did not know how to find Edward but I would stop at nothing to find him.
Ring! Ring!
I check the caller ID and saw that it was my mother ringing.
"Hello," I said as I answered the phone.
"Emily, I was wondering if you could come and meet Kate and I in La Bistro for lunch," she asked.
Finally, it looked like I was going to meet one of my half sisters.
"Sure, what time?"
There was a pause on the other end of the phone.
"How about 1:30?"
"I'll be there," I smiled into the phone before I hung up.
*~All Alone Outtakes~*
I walk into La Bistro at 1:30pm on the dot. The hostess asked if she could help me but I saw my mother with a tall blonde woman so I ignored the hostess and walked over to were they are sitting.
"Hi mum," I mumbled, leaning down to give her a kiss on the cheek before I sat down opposite the blonde.
"Emily, I would like you to meet one of my daughter's. This your sister Kate," she introduced.
Kate gave me a small smile before saying "Charmed I'm sure."
I smiled back, saying "Likewise".
No one said a word until my mother spoke up.
"Kate, why don't you tell Emily what you have found out," she said.
Kate scowled at mum before she started started speaking.
"If you are looking for Edward Masen then I know where he might be."
I looked at her with disgust.
"How would you know where he is," I snapped at her.
She looked at me with a smug look on her fake botox face. I had never wanted to hit anyone as much as I wanted to hit her in that moment.
"Edward and I had a special night together, we made love into the early hours of the morning. He told me that the way he felt for me, he had never felt for another because his first girlfriend had been such a frigid bitch," she smirked.
I jumped up so fast that I knocked the plates off the table. I started seeing red, I was so angry at the bitch. How dare that bimbo talk to me like that. I was Edward's one true love and we were going to be together forever.
"You whore, you have no idea what I can do to you. How dare you talk about my Edward like that. You will pay for that remark," I yelled furiously.
My mother put her arm on mine to calm me down.
"Sit down! Like she said, she knows where he is," she said calmly.
I sat down and looked at the ten cent whore in front of me.
"He told me that he wanted to see me again, so he gave the address to a beach house that many people do not know about," she smirked, handing me a piece of paper. I unfolded it and looked at the address that was written on it.
Edward Masen
30804 Broad Beach Rd,
Malibu,
CA
I could not contain the smile that spread across my face as I thought of the fact that my Edward was close to me. Then I thought about how I got this address. Fury and anger washed over me, I was about to have a go at this bimbo in front of me.
"I don't know how you got this but thank you," I spat in her face.
She was about to speak but I stopped her with a glare.
"Don't even think of saying that Edward gave you this, I know that he would not lower himself to being with you," I smirked as I got up. I looked over at my mother who looked hurt and disappointed that her daughters were not getting along.
"I will be in touch mum, but remember that the next time we meet the hooker should stay home," I said before walking out of the restaurant.
*~All Alone Outtakes~*
It had been three days since I met my whore of a half sister and my mother in the restraurant. Today was the day that I would be going to get Edward back and hopefully we could make plans for when his little slut had the baby and how we were going to raise it together.
I drove down Broad Beach Rd thinking that it was a nice place to raise a baby. We would have to keep this house after the baby was born.
I pulled up outside number 30804 and as I looked at the house it appeared to be empty. I wondered briefly if that whore had given me the wrong address, in spite however as I looked at a house I glanced down the road and noticed that, he was talking to a plain ugly girl outside a house three doors down. I thought that there was nothing to it until I saw her baby bump and my Edward placing his hand over her stomach.
"That should have been me. We would have been so happy. How dare she take that away from us," I thought furiously.
I struggled to keep my anger in check and not go down there to kick her in the stomach, but if I did that Edward would not forgive me and we would not have a chance to be a family finally.
I took a couple of deep breaths to calm myself before I walked up to the door and turned the handle to see if it was open.
Luck was with me when it swung open and I walked in to look around.
"Yes Edward, the baby and I will be very comfortable here," I thought smiling.
I went upstairs and looked into one of the rooms and saw that it was being turned into a nursery. I was happy one minute but angry and furious the next.
"Why couldn't he do this when I was pregnant. We could have been one big happy family by now," I thought.
I could hear someone coming up the footpath so I ran back downstairs so that the first thing he saw would be me, it had been six years since we last saw each other.
He flipped on the light switch and looked up, seeing me standing there caused a surprised look to spread across his face.
"Emily!" he spat furiously.
I was a bit taken aback by his hostility but decided to push that to the side for now.
"Surprise darling," I smiled.
He walked up to me, his eyes flashing. If I did not know the kind of gentleman he was, I would have been running straight for the nearest hiding place.
"Surprise?SURPRISE? This is no surprise. Seeing you is a fucking nightmare. I do not want to know how you found me but I do know one thing and that is that you had better walk out of here before I break my promise to my mother and beat the shit out of you," he yelled.
I was speechless for a second but I quickly composed myself.
"Edward baby, I just wanted to see you. I missed you but now that I am back we can be together," I purred, putting my hand on his chest.
He grabbed hold of my wrist and pushed it forcefully away.
"YOU, I do not want you. I have a girl who I love and babies on the way. My girl and I are going to be happy with our twins," he spat, his voice full of venom.
It took me a while to comprehend what he was saying. Did he just say twins? I could not have one because of him and he was now going to have two babies. I could not see anything in that moment but a haze of red.
"Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr" I screamed while picking up the nearest thing, which happened to be a stool and threw it out the window.
Edward jumped back in fright and looked at me, begging me to calm down but I was already too far gone to listen to a word he said.
Before I knew it I was hitting his face and anywhere else I could reach before Edward grabbed my hands to stop me.
"HOW DARE YOU! I CANNOT HAVE ANY BABIES THANKS TO YOU. YOU RUINED ME," I yelled uncontrolably.
"Emily, I am going to say this one time and one time only. I do not want you. I have a girl that I love with my entire heart and soul. All I want you to do is get the fuck out of my life and to stay away from us," he spat.
Next thing I knew there was banging on the door as if someone was trying to kick the door in. Suddenly it flew open and two guys and two girls raced in.
Who did these people think they were, barging in while Edward and I were trying to talk things out. I was about to say something when one of the girls ran to Edward's side and touched his face as he looked down at her.
The bitch then turned to face me and I noticed her pregnant stomach. I could feel the anger burning inside me.
"Who are you and what the fuck do you want?" she spat in my face.
I looked her up and down. All I could see was this plain and ugly little trollop. If this was my competition then I would win Edward back easily.
I turned to Edward,
"Is this who you are fucking now Edward? The one that you knocked up? You certainly took a step down," I sneered while looking back over at the little jezebel.
Edward looked back at me with the coldest look in his eyes that I had ever seen.
"Emily this is the last time I am going to say this. Get out of here and stay out of my life. You are nothing to me. You are a sick bitch and you are lower than the gum stuck to my shoe," he said, his voice laced with venom.
I was beyond angry and pissed off this time. I knew that he wasn't going to come back to me willingly because of the girl that had him under some sort of spell or witch craft. He was going to pay for everything. My baby that I would never have, turning his back on me and his rejection.
I turned to his bitch and let her have the worst of my anger.
"You know, he is only making sure that you get rid of the baby that you are carrying. He has no heart. He made me get rid of mine and trust me he is going to do the same to you," I growled before looking back at Edward.
"We could have been happy. You ruined my life and now I am going to do the same to you. You have not seen the last of me," I spat before turning on my heels and walking out the door.
I got into my car and started to drive back towards Sue's house. Tomorrow I would talk to Jacob and start developing a plan to make Edward and his little whore pay for humiliating me.
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Emily is crazy and we all know that she is not in her right mind.
Just to clear up any confusion Edward never gave Kate his address for the beach house. The night that he was with her in chapter 7, he was so drunk that he passed out. Kate went through his wallet and found his address for the beach house. She is nothing more than a stalker. Hopes that clears it up for you.
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