Hi! I've gotten a few requests to keep this going, so on to the song "Going Under". The song is one of my personal favorites! This chapter is going to be more of Candy reminiscing and thinking of Sweet Tooth. The chapter spans a couple of months though, so don't think that this is happening in just a few days or weeks. Way more fluffy than the last chapter... still kind of dark though. :-)

I whip around screaming, but your gone. Then I notice the window. It's right behind the mirror. Were you really there? Just separated from me by a thin sheet of glass? Do you even know how much I have done for you? How much that I'm willing to do?

Now I will tell you what I've done for you,

How much I've cried for you? How much have I wished you would come back? How many times have I wished you were gone?

Fifty thousand tears I've cried,

I've lied, cheated, and killed, and what do I get in return? You dieing and leaving me alone! I even tried to kill myself to be with you! And now, you haunt me like it's my fault that you're gone!

Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you,

Before everything went bad, we were perfect. I would yell and you would come running. You were my white night, my prince in shining armor! Then you stopped running, you acted like you couldn't hear me. Now it's the same way, when I see you I call out, but you turn away.

And you still won't hear me.

When I became Candy, it wasn't only so I could help out. I wanted to be able to take care of myself, so you wouldn't have to save me all the time, so I could save myself.

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself,

It worked, that is until you were gone. Now Candy is my alter-ego, and she keeps pulling me down, like I'm in a dream.

Maybe I'll wake up for one.

Now because of her, you stalk me in life and in my dreams. You pull me down to where I can feel nothing but pain and sorrow.

Not tormented, daily defeated by you,

Each day it gets worse. I always think that I can't fall anymore, but I'm always wrong.

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom,

You make me feel like I'm dying each day, why won't you just leave me alone or come back?

I'm dieing again!

When I see you, my heart lifts, but then you turn away, and I sink deeper into that cold, dark place. I feel like I'm swimming in a pool of sludge.

I'm Going under,

I try to inhale, but it feels like I'm drowning, suffocating in the cold, blue ink. The color the same shade as your dark blue eyes.

Drowning in you,

I can feel myself falling deeper into this place. As I sleep, I sink farther, each breath sends me plummeting farther into this dark depression.

I'm falling forever,

For the first time, I feel the need to escape. An urgent, primal fear of this darkness and cold.

I've got to break through,

But still I get sucked in deeper, just like first time I saw your deep blue eyes.

I'm Going under!

I hear all the lies you've told me. The lies that I told for you. The few truths we told each other, were they really true?

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies,

Was any of what you told me true? Was anything we did together real or was it all a delusion?

So I don't know what's real or what's not.

Everything we said or did together, was that true love, or were you just faking it?

Always confusing the thoughts in my head,

Am I even capable of loving anyone else? Can I even trust myself to speak anymore?

So I can't trust myself anymore!

Just when I though that I could be rising from the blue, you pull me back down.

I'm dieing again!

You pull me down harder than before,

I'm going under,

This time I fight against the deep blue of your eyes, I can't stay here reminiscing about you anymore.

I'm drowning in you,

You keep pulling on me though, you never leave me alone. I keep falling, but now I don't fall as fast.

I'm falling forever,

I can see the sun, all I have to do is surface out of these dark blue, inky depths.

I've got to break through!

Finally, I can breathe! Your anger is the first thing that hits me as I finally surface.

So go on and scream,

Now I am free of this sorrow I have felt for so long! I forgot what is like to just feel okay.

Scream at me, I'm so far away.

I can barely hear your voice in my head. It's been so long since I lost you, but only now am I free of you and your anger and sorrow.

I won't be broken again!

I finally found a sense of self-respect. Sometime I can still feel you tugging on me, but it's never enough to pull me down.

I've got to breathe, I can't keep going under!

I finally found someone new. Someone who is not a criminal for one thing. He makes me happy, but I still feel guilty for leaving you. I can feel your pull on me strengthening.

I'm dying again,

His bright steel blue eyes pull me in, and when that happens, I fall again. This time I fall for him instead of into your cold world.

I'm going under!

He spends time with me, he wants to make me happy.

Drowning in you,

Every time I see him, I fall for him all over again. I barely even think of you anymore.

I'm falling forever,s

I still feel like this is a betrayal, so sometimes I still pull away from him.

I've got to break through,

But I can never keep myself from going back to him and falling back into his eyes...

I'm going under, going under, I'm going under

Candy never saw the man that turned away as she kissed her new lover...

How did you like it? I wanted to make ST come back, he just hasn't confronted Candy yet! The next chapter will probably alternate between Candy's and Sweet Tooth's point of view. It might take a while for the next chapter, I have to go back to school on Monday and our exams are coming up... I'll try to get it up as soon as I can though. 3