Hey guys, don't hate me please -puppy eyes- I've been super busy with school, I had exams, I actually took them kinda seriously this semester because of VCE next year and there were some subjects that needed a certain % on the exam which thankful I got , I promise of the next few months I'll try to post more. so this chapter is just following on from chapter 18. enjoy
"I'm sorry okay? I was scared, I didn't have the money to raise a child and at the time I didn't want a kid, especially not Sam's kid." She replied.
"Then why did you have me? Why did you put both of us through the pain we went through?" I shouted as tears weld up in my eyes and memories of the cutting, the drugs and the alcohol abuse from dating Mason started flicking through my mind and I could tell that Leah was watching them.
"Guess you know I was talking about, when I said horrible stuff." I whispered as I walked into the bushes and phased then put my clothes on, I could tell Leah did the same thing and gave her a few seconds before walking back and sitting on one of the fall trees.
I felt someone sit beside me and then lifted up both my wrist and turned them to look at the scars that run across them from my wrist to my elbow.
"You know, after a while I couldn't tell if I was doing it or not because I had gotten so used to the pain that it wasn't there anymore and Kim and Josh never noticed, they always believed that I was doing homework." I whispered tears threatening.
"Oh my sweet baby girl what did that boy do to you?" Leah whispered to herself before pulling me into her arms, the tears began to run and she pulled me closer as I sobbed.
We stayed like this for what seemed like hours before I pulled away and wiped my eyes.
"We should get to the cliffs." I said.
"It's only a three minute walk from here so there's no point in phasing." Leah said standing up.
"You're not going to tell anyone about this?" I asked standing up.
"Not just yet, if I told Jacob he could totally blow up and kill Mason." She laughed.
"May not be a bad thing." I said as we walked.
Sure enough three minutes later we arrived at the cliffs to see Paul jumping on.
"Next time to a flip you wuss!" I shouted.
Everyone turned to face us, Sam's face went from smiling to completely heart broken. Jacob jogged over and put his arm around me.
"Why aren't you at school?" Sam asked.
"I took her out early, though it would be good for her to come cliff jumping and bond with both packs." Leah said.
"She is not Cliff jumping with us." Sam growled.
"Father, calm down I've done this shit before." I laughed turning Sam face from angry to shocked.
"You called me father." He whispered.
"Well yeah, you are aren't you?" I said.
"You still not cliff jumping." He said turning serious.
"Just try and stop me old man." I said shaking off Jacobs arm and started running towards the cliff, Sam tried to jumping in front of me but I dodged and jumped, I did a half flip and looked up at all the faces watching me fall, I looked back down and dived into the water next to Paul.
"Way to piss off Sam." He laughed as we swam to the path that lead back to the top of the Cliffs.
"Eh the old man can get over it." I laughed.
"I think you're taking the whole father thing better than he is." He laughed as we run up the path and came up at the top.
"You have a death wish." Leah said.
"Eh it was fun." I laughed ignoring my fuming father.
We spent the next hour's cliff jumping before Leah decided I should get home, today had been the best day ever with my real family.