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The early morning light filtered in through the blinds. Natasha became aware of the fact that this was not her room, or a room that she recognized for that mater. The sudden warmth surrounding her and the weight of something on her was all registered. Last night came flooding back to her. Oh god this was another nightmare, wasn't it? She started to whimper slightly. This woke up Steve within seconds. He sighed and tightened his grip on her lithe form. He took a deep breath inhaling her scent, the vanilla of her shampoo and body wash. He kept his arms around her. He knew that he shouldn't have allowed last night to happen but he couldn't help himself. She was so tempting and everything he desired. He could feel her shaking slightly and he became fully alert. He let her go slightly and turned her so that they were face to face. She was crying slightly.
"Nat? Nat what's wrong? Hey open your eyes please?" Nat had stopped shaking now and slowly she opened her eyes. Her hands traveled to his face, she was touching him as if trying to discern if he was real or just an imagination. At this he chuckled slightly.
"Nat, come on, I'm real and last night, well I hope that was real, and that I didn't just climb into bed naked with you. But then again even that would be pleasurable" She cracked a small smile. His hand was toying with the edge of the sheet that had encased her from her shoulders down.
"Rogers only you would joke like that after a night like that." She said playfully. The Nat he had known and loved, fell in love with and still loves was back. Her features were bright and he loved the way her hair was mussed from their activities last night. It was longer and straighter than he remembered.
"Nat, last night…it was probably one of the best nights of my entire life, and yet I can't help but feel that it was wrong, but a good wrong a really good wrong."
"Steve, what happened was an exchange between lovers, and we're not that." Her sentence was hanging between, burning through any grogginess that may have remained. "But I want nothing more than to be that. To be lovers with Steve Rogers the man that I love and can't live without."
"I…Nat, I have been in love with you for so long and I don't want to wake up from this dream ever. But I feel like its real life and to hear those words from your lips, oh it's sending me places."
"Good because I could use a reminder of what happened last night solider." Like that his lips were on hers again. He slanted his mouth over hers possessively while pulling her underneath him. "God Steve I love you, and I'm hopelessly in love with you." After a while they were both spent. He was trailing kisses along her shoulders and she just hummed in pleasure.
"Nat come back with me."
"What?"
"Come home with me."
"Isn't that a question you ask before you sleep with someone?"
"Yeah, but I am asking now since we never made it that far." She laughed slightly at their current state. They were lying together in a god-for-saken motel in a tiny little town in upstate New York; far from the luxuries they would be experiencing if they were at the Avengers Facility.
"Steve shouldn't I be the one that's asking you that. I mean you are the one who's not living with the rest of the avengers."
"I guess this is a two way question. I don't know if I'm really ready to come back to the team yet. But I want you; I want to be with you. So come home with me."
"Steve I can't just leave the team like that, no mater how much I want to. And trust me if this is what life could be like with you everyday, I would drop everything in a heart beat."
"I need you by my side Nat. After this past year, nothings changed, I still need you, I still want you and my heart is yearning for you."
"Steve it all sounds so romantic and I want to go with you but…"
"But nothing, just say yes."
"I have this week off, we are not training, we just got back from a mission and everyone is resting and healing, so I guess I mean, I could come for just a few days."
"That's that then."
"You know I never knew this romantic, controlling, demanding, lust seeking side of Steve before, but I am so happy that I found it, that it is mine to have."
"And I never knew this soft side of Natasha before and by god I am loving seeing it."
"Ugh, why do you have to ruin the moment Steve? Can't I just marvel about how amazingly good and mind blowing last night was, without you being so coy and ruining it?"
"Nope." He said popping the 'p'. "Guess I was that good huh? I've silenced Natasha Romanoff with my skills."
"Don't let it go to your head Captain." They sat there in a comfortable silence until Natasha asked him a question.
"So was that your first kiss, make out session, and first time pleasing a women? You don't have to answer that, but if you don't you kind of are."
"That was my first kiss since DC, and that was my first make out session, and yes that was my first time." He said it all begrudgingly. She loved the fact that she got Steve like that. "What was it that bad? Did I not measure up to the rest?" He didn't want to think about the fact that she had past lovers and that he was not her first time. He was overcome with jealously at the thought that others had loved her, had run their hands over her skin, over what was his.
"No I didn't say that. It was quite good actually. Relax Captain. Wow Steve jealously and possessiveness are not traits I would have pegged you to have."
"Oh I hold them alright. Especially in regards to the women I love." She turned to him and ran a hand along his jaw line and his face softened.
"Relax Steve you are the only man to really hold my heart, and you are the only man I really want to hold my heart ever again. I love you and only you. I have eyes for you and only you." She leaned in and kissed him softly. "So when are you going to take me home solider?"
"As soon as I find enough strength to release you and ask you to get dressed."
"Mm, I would like nothing more than to stay in bed with you all day, we both know this is not the best of places."
"You are right." And with that she was walking away with the sheet around her towards the bathroom. She emerged several minutes later fully clothed much to the Captain's chagrin. He was also dressed minus his shirt, which he was about to pull on. She stared at him and she felt like he had more muscle than a year ago, however possible that was.
"Like what you see Nat?" Oh he was playing dirty.
"Mm, adore it."
"Well I liked what I saw last night, what I intend to see tonight."
"Don't be so presumptuous Captain."
"Why not? The woman I love is a real sight for my sore eyes."
"Captain America trying to get into a girls pants never thought that I would see the day." He pulled her roughly towards him, possessively, and he kissed her hard.
"Steve lets go come on."
