A/N: Hey guys I know I've not updated in forever and I really should have I'm sorry so here's a chapter and I think it's pretty long so I hope you like and again really sorry for not updating xx

Zach's POV

Why the hell did all of this happen now? I had an amazing girlfriend and great friends. Oh shit yeah Cammie! I was about to speak when she beat me to it.

" So... I guess you and her were bestfriends"

" We are bestfriends an-" she cut me off.

" Save it Zach" she paused. " come find me when you want to talk yourself" She walked off. Great ( can you tell the sarcasm?) this was just so great choosing who I was supposed to go after. I decided on Cammie.

" Gallagher girl wait let's just talk" She didn't respond to a word I was saying, she was just looking somewhere. When I saw where she was looking I was supprised I saw Lex standing with Abby crying.

Alexa's POV

I couldn't help but freeze, I felt the salty tears coming down my face. Shit, I never cry, it was one thing I never did, and here I was blubbering like a baby in the only person who cared about me' t-shirt. This was not like me but what was I supposed to do, I thought that Abby died in the fire and that she was gone. She was the only who ever cared for me.

-flashback-

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T COPE" Abby yelled.

" I just can't why does she have to remember it, she is putting us in danger" I heard soft sobs from my mom as she threw my stuff into a suitcase.

I knew what was going on. I was going to live with Abby, I didn't really care things were hard for us as a family after dad went missing. Things would never be the same. It hurt though that she didn't want me anymore just because I could remember. When they came downstairs my mom's eyes were red and puff. Abby had my suitcase and was smiling a sad smile.

" Hey sweety were gonna go away for a bit just you and me alright?" I just nodded I couldn't say anything there was a lump in my throat that wouldn't go away. We left and I never thought I would see my mom or Cammie ever again.

-FLASHBACK END-

Just thinking about my memories made me upset, I never forget anything and to remember that hurt me. I wanted to tell her that I missed her, that I was never letting her leave my side but I knew that wasn't true. I was leaving for Cali-U soon so there was no point in getting attatched to anyone. I pushed her off and she looked at me with a confused look on her face.

" I thought you were dead" I whispered. She stayed silent, I thought she was going to say something but she didn't she looked at me like something was wrong and walked off. I was devastated that she didn't but I would be okay.

" Hey Zach do you know where Josh is?" I asked, never looking back as I was afraid that if I turn around I would cry.

" Have you looked everywhere?" I just nodded. He understood that I was not in the mood and I just wanted my best friend by my side.

" Try your mo- I mean Mrs Morgan's office, he is always in there asking for updates on you " I nodded and walked off.

This was the only place left to look for him and sure enough there he was. I barged in not caring what they were talking about, they look at me but said nothing until I opened my mouth to say something when Josh cut me off.

" I've packed my stuff Mrs Morgan and I'm ready to leave anytime now" I was confused but before I could say anything mom spoke.

" I have spoken to the people at Cali-U and you will be going there but only on the condition that someone is with you so that is why Josh will be joining you."

" HE CAN'T!" I yelled, my plans were being ruined just because I couldn't be on my own. Why did I have to remember that stupid list?!

" Alexa this is not up for descussion he is coming with you and that's it at least I won't worr-" I cut her off I was fuming now.

" YOU WON'T HAVE TO WHAT? WORRY! DON'T GIVE ME THAT CRAP YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN A SHIT ABOUT ME AT ALL THROUGH-OUT MY LIFE AND NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN YOU CARE NO YOU DON'T GET TO CARE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!" I stormed out the room with Josh on my tail.

" I'm coming with you and that's it" I turned around to protest but when I saw the look on his face I knew he was serious meaning there was no way I would persuade him not to come with me. This was really screwing up my plans to keep him safe. All I could think of was that no matter what happened he found me, like last time he found me and I told him to go back to Blackthourne. He was my best friend and more to me but I would never tell him he meant too much to me and I knew if we were more than bestfriends she would try and use him against me. I decided it might be alright to have him around for until I found a new plan to make sure he didn't get hurt while with me.

"Okay you can come just for awhile though 6 months at the tops okay?"

He didn't answer he just took our bags and made it over to the car that would take us to our new school. To Cali-U!

A/N: I know that I've dragged this day at Gallagher out but from hear on out it's gonna be a quicker pace. This story is mainly following Alexa and Josh but there will be some Zammie moments soon aswell. I'm gonna start writing my Shugo Chara fanfic now as well so go check that out aswell I will have that up probably next week. Hope you like the story so far.

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