"You had me worried there kiddo come on its time to go" Abe said softly and I sighed and got up walking over to the shower, after a quick shower we left to go met up with Sydney and to see Dimtri's family again.

"Sydney…. How are you" I asked when I saw her she had her same look glaring at Dimtri, It almost made me sick. "This is Dimtri, he is a friend…. A dhampir like me."

"The one you where looking for that you saved, well that doesn't make his actions ok for what he did, he is still…"

"Please don't Sydney, he doesn't forgive himself and he hates me for what he did to me, honestly it kills me more than anything and I don't want to get into it again."

"I don't hate you" Dimtri said softly and sighed. "I don't forgive myself for hurting you…. All that I did I remember and I can't… I can't do this."

"As if you deserve the forgiveness?" Sydney rolled her eyes.

"Can we just talk about why we are here?" Abe snapped trying to stop this form getting ugly.

"Ok the papers here…. You can see but I have to have them back." Sydney said rolling her eyes and handing them to me.

"Audriana Ford, she is Sixteen, and in Las Vegas…." I said softly looking at the papers. "Thank you " I said as I wrote down information so we could find her.

"Don't mention it litterly don't." she said and I laughed and nodded. "I have to go and Rose….."

"Wait…." I said getting a sick feeling to my stomach. "We aren't alone." I said and no sooner did I say that then Nathan showed up and threw me against the wall. I looked at him and shook my head fighting back I didn't seem to care. I pulled out my stake I had kept on me just in case and staked him I didn't take any chances. Sydney sighed and dropped her potion on him and he faded. "We should go."

"They are closing in on the city, I am hearing more and more here, they are looking for something or someone I don't know." Sydney said and sighed walking away. "Call me if you kill more remember rose."

"I will." I said and sighed. "We are going to make this a quick visit do you understand?" I said looking at Dimtri. "Though you can stay with them for all I care I can do this without you."

"A quick visit, I promised I'd stay by your side Roza" he said softly looking at me, it was still that intense yet passionate, I am sorry look and I sighed.

"Fine." I said and rolled my eyes.

"two days, I will be back to find you and we will leave we can't afford any more time here Rose becareful as well your still wanted, if they find you here they will know that you're not in prison." Abe said softly and walked away from as a car came to take us the rest of the way.

We walked up to his house and everyone looked at him, his mother and grandmother stared for a moment unable to believe he wasn't a red eyed demon.. "Oh Roza you saved him didn't you you found a way!" A little voice said running over to us, I smiled at Paul and nodded.

"Roza and Lissa saved me, but I still remember everything" Dimtri said softly I let him go back with his family and have a moment I just stayed out of it I wasn't wanted there I knew that. Plus they were talking in Russian.

"She saved you and yet you're not with her why?" Olea said softly.

"Because I remember all that I did I turned her into my own little Blood whore, I treated her so bad when I was….. I can't forgive myself I can't look at her knowing what I did to her. But I still love her so much I just….."

"You need to forgive yourself, not let the demon when this, I saw how you looked at her." Yeva said and always wise she knew.

"You saw something?"

"she was brave, she came back with you, but you pushed her away, you kept her away, and she helped her friend and then…. Left you never saw her again." Yeva said

"Maybe that is for the best."

"I wasn't finished."

"Sorry."

"She was killed because she didn't want to live she let herself die, she killed herself because"

"I won't let her I won't let anything happen to her!"

"Then you need to forgive yourself"

"How can I? After all I did I can't look at her without…"

"It will take some healing, it will take a lot, but only you can save her."

"I don't want to lose my Roza for ever….. I need her but it just hurts so much."

"Take this time to mend what you can your heart, your soul it is hers."

"I know."

"Then go to her"

I sat up feeling sick to my stomach and I ran downstairs and looked around. I didn't see any Storgoi and I didn't know what was going on. Dimtri looked at me and raised a eyebrow. "How many Rose?" he asked softly knowing I could tell. And not a second late did one show up holding on to Vicktora. I threw myself at him knocking his grip from her and she fell to the ground. I didn't know if she was ok but I started to fight the storgoi I didn't have a stake which made this even harder.

I did this on my own glancing back at Dimtri who was tending to his sister with his family and I sighed and finally my friends who helped before showed up and Staked him well I did they helped though giving me the stake.

"That is the warrior I saw you as" Yeva said softly and hugged me. Then she said something in Russian I didn't understand but apparently Dimtri did because he came over and took my hand.

"is there more?"

"no."

"can we talk with out you yelling at me?"

"no"

"Roza please"

"I have nothing to say to you Dimtri you pushed me away and honestly I get it fine you don't want me, you cant stand me after I did everything to save you. You don't love me anymore and that is fine, why don't you just stay with your family, I'll go stay with my father and we will never have to see each other again ever then you wont be hunted by what happened."

"Roza I love you, I always have and I always will, I need to be able to forgive myself for what I did and it will take time, right now all I see when I look at you is what I did how I treated you how I used you I cant bare to I don't deserve you don't you see?" he said looking right at me.

"You said love fades you didn't want me now your…. No stop with the games it is done….. I i…." I sighed and ran out of the house I couldn't believe he was doing this playing games. I pulled out the cell and called my father. I had him come get me and I stayed with him.

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