"Yes." He said softly and smiled. "Did you have a nightmare? You were tossing a bit so I tried to get you to stop but I couldn't wake you up but you seemed to stop."
"It started out that way but ended a little better." I said softly and sighed.
"Would you like to talk about it?" he said softly pulling me closer
"No its ok." I said and sighed. "You seemed to be having a nightmare too…"
"You heard?"
"You where talking in your sleep"
"Oh. Sorry."
"ROSE….Abe is here." Olysea said form downstairs.
"Are you still coming with me?" I said softly looking at him.
"If you want me too yes."
"I do."
"Then yes." He said and smiled getting up and grabbing my bag and his. "You want to change out of those clothes?"
"I should…"
"Ok here." He said handing me my bag. I got up and went into the bathroom to change and ran a brush threw my hair, I left it in a normal ponytail for now and walked down to see my father waiting for me. I was talking to Olyesa about something in Russian. Damn all this Russian I felt out of place.
"Ahh Rose about time. I got a plane to leave in an hour I figured you'd want to go now."
"Yes Dimitri is going too."
"I'll add a ticket then but I wanted to speak to you since I can't go I arranged for someone to meet you there and help you, but we need to talk about this."
"Ok?" I said raising an eyebrow looking at him. The way he said that made me wonder what was going on.
"Annemarie is her name." He sighed and looked at me. "She is your sister. We never said anything because well we agreed your mother kept you and I'd keep Annemarie but when I was in Vegas I was attacked and she was taken in by a family there. I called her and asked her to met you at the airport, I also gave her all the details. I am sorry we kept it from you but your mother thought it was best that you never met her. Just as she never wanted you to know me."
"I have a sister?" I said raising an eyebrow. "With mom you mean she is a twin?" I said still in shock.
"Yes, Annemarie is you sister, twin, she lives with the Larson family now but she is a Guardian as well, I also asked her to look into the Ford Family. To help you find Audriana."
"Ok, thanks…" I said still standing there in shock. I had a sister all this time a Twin no less. We walked to the car and I still was in shock over this for most of the ride. "You never told me you and mom could have told me!"
"I know I am sorry, but we wanted both of you safe." Abe said and sighed "forgive me Rose, I just couldn't tell you I wanted too but your mother wouldn't allow it. I wondered if you were anything like her and when I saw you and spending time with you I knew you where. I believe that you two will get along and I am proud of both of you. I also have a trust fund for you this card is yours there is more than enough money in there so you don't have to use Adrian's money you can support yourself." He said softly and sighed.
"Thanks." I said softly and I bit my lip a little. I glanced at Dimitri who had not taken his eyes off me at all. It was a little uncomfortable to me but I didn't mind it ether.
"Ok I am dropping you two off here, her are the tickets, Dimitri, take care of her and remember you hurt my little girl I'll kill you." Abe said softly and glared at him.
"Yes sir" Dimitri said softly and got out and grabbed our bags and we went into the airport. After we checked in and got to our seats I sighed.
"A sister? A twin no less what the hell they could have told me!" I said losing it.
"I agree, they should have told you about her."
"All this time… I was alone my mother never really around, Lissa was my family my sister and her family let me stay with them I was like another daughter to them, but all this time I had a sister."
"I understand…. I am sure you and I both have a lot of siblings out there, my father was an asshole and probably has more kids with other woman. " He said and I could tell his was pissed about that still.
"You never really talk about him much." I said softly looking right at him.
"He abused my mom, he was an asshole and when I was old enough I stood up to him and he made sure that I didn't come back, he almost cost me my right to be a guardian. I do not like him and I can't stand to think about him. I never wanted to be like him and then I was I made you a…."
"Dimitri you were not yourself, and I forgave you for that." I said softly and looked at him. "It is ok. I am sorry I said anything I understand."
"I need to forgive myself. And you're mad at me still for it. For what I said I am so sorry" He said tears in his eyes again.
"Dimy don't cry please." I said and wiped the tears away. "I forgive you for it, and I can tell you're sorry. You wouldn't be this upset if you didn't mean it." I looked at him and I knew he was upset he still did love me, it showed in his eyes. I felt bad I felt horrible I sighed and looked away crying myself.
"Roza… why are you….." He said and pulled me close and held me in his arms. For most of the plane ride I stayed in his arms.
This is messed up this is crazy this is wrong I am in love with both of them. How could I be. There was Dimitri, my true love my first love I cared so much about him, I gave him everything, I risked everything to save him, and I really did love him so much. Then Adrian who always went out of his way to help me even if it wasn't him I wanted, he cared about me and I cared about him. I just didn't know how to even deal with this. I was so in love with two. I closed my eyes trying to think all of it just in my head every moment. Dimitri had fallen asleep again and I pulled out my iPod and moved a little. He seemed to open his eyes but close them again. I let it play the songs and I sighed as it stopped on one. Song.
My number one: There could never be no one like you
How come I feel this way about
My number two: Never tried to tell me what to say or do
I'm so in love with two
I don't want to push it
I don't want to fight
But this feeling keeps me up all night
If I only could decide
But I can't make up my mind
I'm breakin' all my rules because of you
You can tell me it's not right
And it tears me up inside
But the problem is I'm so in love with two
I Sighed and bit my lip oh how this song seemed so right. My number one being Dimitri, there was no one like him, he was one of a kind. Why did I feel this way about Adrian my Number two. He never gave me a reason not to do anything he never told me what do to. He was always there for me. And this was going to keep me up all night I knew it . I sighed the song hit the facts right on. And I sighed shaking my head. What was I going to do, I couldn't love both of them, I couldn't be with both of them it wasn't right. I was in deep I was I really deep this time. I needed to figure the out before I lost both of them. I watched him sleep some more as the song played threw.
I looked down at him and I sighed closing my eyes as the memory the cabin went through my mind and the lust charm moment. How could I not love him. I wanted him back I knew that much but what about Adrian. I felt horrible. He started to talk in his sleep again and I just listen as he did, he seemed to be pleading with me in his dream again. I just listened. Apparently I picked Adrian over him in his dream and he was losing me. But he was letting go because there was things Adrian could give me that he couldn't. I sighed and as the plane landed I woke him up.
We got off the plane and I raised an eyebrow I felt like I was looking into a Mirror when I when I saw Annemarie, talk about twins she looked just like me. We walked over to her and she hugged me tightly. "Rosemarie wow I am so glad to met you." She said softly
"Rose. No one calls me Rosemarie cept mom."
"I understand I am the same way I am Anne." She said softly and smiled "and who is this?"
"Dimitri." I said softly
"damn sis you got a Hottie…" She said and smirked at him.
"he isn't exactly my boyfriend, he use to be but isn't right now." I said softly.
"oh I see well then you wouldn't mind if I spent time with him?" She said softly moving closer and hugging him. I look at her and god I never felt so jeoulus in my whole life I was pissed more then I had been with Tanya. Dimitri looked at me and I know he noticed it because he smiled at me.
"Only Roza has my heart, and she knows it. I am sorry Anne." He said softly.
"oh well I understand that I guess." Anne said and sighed. "let's go get your bags. Then we can go to Witching hour. "
I nodded and we walked over grabbing our bags and went back to Witching hour, Anne showed us to a room there and she sighed. "it's late we can look for Audrianna after I get some sleep I know where to look but I am going to crash… I been up all night since I found out about you."
"its fine Anne gets some sleep." I said softly and let her go into the next room.
"Roza are you jealous of her?" Dimitri said the second she was out of the room.
"no…I maybe a little." I said softly and he laughed and smiled at me.
"that can be a good thing." He said and pulled me into his arms. "it shows you still care."
"of course I still care Dimitri. I love you so much I just love Adrian too."
"I understand. " He said softly keeping his arms around me. "we need time to forgive all of this that happened to us, but you saved me you gave me a second chance"
"Lissa did."
"No Roza oh my sweet Roza she wouldn't have if it wasn't for you. You had a HUGE role in it and I will always love you, I can't forgive what I did to you but I will always love you."
"Dimitri I love you too." I said softly and I felt they want need the passion no I couldn't this was wrong. Damn I loved him a lot thought.
-AN-
SO? Haha how did you like that little twist? Oh but there is so much more to come. I have a idea and Chole I promise your going to love it. Yes for those who don't know Chole is a good friend of mine she plays Adrian on Twitter to my Rose. Yes and Zan is Dimitri. Much love to Dimka's chick I am glad you like my ideas I had and love the story. I thought about what you said about her having to stay but I didn't want to get into to much details about that night. But this is not the last of the Belikov family there will be more oh so much more. Well two more chapters and you might get more today too because I am still writing. I just wanted to add these. So REVIEW REVIEW! Yes. And I do as you see take ideas into mind. Much love to everyone who has reviewed and to my Adrian and dimitri – chole and Zan.
