AN: OK I GIVE YOU A WARNING ON THE LEMONS IF YOU CANT HANDEL IT THEN SKIP THE CHAPTER. Simple as that. And no worries to my Adrian fans. This battle has only just started. And much love to all the reviews and I am glad Dimkagirl loved how the night at his house went. I wasn't sure and I didn't want to make it too long. Ok well without any more words I'll let you read. REMEMBER LEMONS OH THE LEMONS.

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"I am sorry" he said again and this time I just shook my head and looked into his eyes. He looked sorry a sad almost pathetic look that I didn't like seeing, I could tell how he felt and I could read his emotions. I bit my lip and for a moment though I shouldn't but I couldn't help it I pushed my lips against his, I missed him so much I loved him and I just wanted him to know he had to know. He returned the kiss and looked at me. "Roza…" His eyes looking into mine as he pulled me closer kissing me again this time with more passion and more deeply. I returned it holding on to him. I pushed him back down on the bed.

There was too much tension, the much want and need for each other we couldn't help but give in to it we both wanted it so bad. We both kept kissing for a moment and he looked into my eyes when we finally pulled away I could tell he was thinking about me only me. I couldn't seem to think of anything but him. I almost wondered if there was another lust charm on us but I knew that it wasn't so. He rolled over laying above me and he leaned down kissing me again sliding his hand under my shirt. "Oh Roza I missed you, but are you sure?" he said softly. I looked at him and nodded I was sure I wanted him. He pulled my shirt off and ran his hand along my body, each second of his touch made me feel like I was on fire I missed it so much.

It was different then Adrian's it was hard to explain and it all just felt so right and perfect. There was no one here to stop us there was no one to irrupt us, well maybe my sister but I had a feeling she wouldn't. It didn't take long before both of our clothes where on the floor, and we were on the bed naked. Dimitri kissed me and ran his hand down my body; it sent chills down my spine but the good kind you can't seem to get enough off. His hand stopped along my thigh and for a moment looked at me before kissing down along my neck, down along my abdomen. At first I just got caught up in the sweet kisses but my mind wondered what he was doing then his mouth on me just sent me over the edge, it felt more than amazing I couldn't help but moan at the pure pleasure it was when he was doing this.

He seemed to watch my reaction almost as if he wanted to know if it was ok and if I wanted more, oh god this was just wow. I lifted up against him a little without saying anything and he took it as a ok to keep going, he was driving me insane with his tongue and I couldn't help my body giving in completely to this, he moan against my skin as I moaned his name in a climax and for a moment more he stayed there for before kissing back up my body. "Oh my sweet Roza" he whispered in my ear. Soft sweet whisper that just was amazing to hear from him. He kissed my lips and pushed into me, slow at first then faster as he moved. I moaned his name sliding my arms and legs around him I wanted more so much more of this. We both moved together at a rhythm before he slowed down not wanting to stop

I took that as my moment and used my strength to flip him over and take control over this, I saw a bit of shock in his eyes when I did but a smirk hidden on his face, I moved his hands putting them by his head taking full control over this moment and pushed against him again. We both moaned at the same time and I did it again it just felt like I was burning the passion the fire inside I couldn't stop, I looked at him and I could tell he felt it too. We just kept moving against each other, he pulled his hands free and slid them to my waist helping me move, faster and harder deeper each time and I screamed his name as my body climaxed again. He looked at me and smirked I could tell he was holding on as long as he could, not wanting this to end.

I am pretty sure at this point the earth was shaking it was just so much better than the cabin it didn't hurt as much it was just so perfect. I didn't want it to stop but I knew the second he screamed "oh god Roza" he couldn't hold it anymore and I was right I felt his climax and it made me moan pushing me to one more. I laid my head down on his chest after I rolled over off him. Both of us covered in sweat and trying to get our breathe back. "Oh my sweet Roza.. I love you"

"I love you too." I said softly and reality set in at that moment I felt horrible why would I not I was Adrian's girl friend and I just slept with my Ex boyfriend. I sighed and got up. He looked at me but almost knew and he let out a sigh as I went into the bathroom to take a shower.

I couldn't shake this feeling this horrible feeling I was in love with both of them I wanted both of them but I know it was wrong horrible I was a bad person for it I felt so upset how could I be like this how could I love both of them. I knew deep down in my heart it was Dimitri. It was always Dimitri. I'd do anything for him. The hot water running down my body matching the tears in my eyes. I wanted him back I wanted to be with him as we use to be, I wanted things to be how they were before he was Awakened and brought back. If it wasn't for Nathan we would have never have gone thru that. The night mares that hunt us. I sighed closing my eyes.

Dimitri must have felt how I was feeling because it wasn't long after I had closed my eyes the door opened. "Roza….. Shhh it is ok." He said softly and I felt his arms around me holding me tight, my comfort my everything. It felt so warm being against his chest. "Take your time I know this didn't help things but I will wait for you, my heart is yours only yours. And if you chose to go back to him I'll understand but I only want you." He said softly and kissed me. I returned the kiss and nodded.

"I shouldn't have done that when I am still with Adrian but god I wanted to so bad. I know I have to pick and it is hard because I love both of you but god I love you so much more." I said which the god honest truth was. He nodded and smiled. He let go of me and grabbed a towel I knew it was his way of saying take your shower I'll be here when you get out. I let the water wash off the sweat on my body and then washed it from my hair and I got out and got dressed and I looked at him he was already dressed. I look at the clock, our time was almost done with before we had to go find Audrinna.

I looked at my cell because it was beeping a voice mail I walked over and see who called and I took a deep breath and listened to the voice mails.

I hope the flight went ok, and call me when you can. Lissa is asking about you as well. . I love you and I miss you Little Dhampir.

I sighed and looked at Dimitri who had a guilty look on his face I know he heard that the I love you I miss you part. It was a moment we both looked at each other matching the guilt but a knock on the door made me turn around and I shivered as my mind went back to the Cabin, the whole moment and I saw it all flash before me and I felt to my knees the moment I lost him ran thru my mind. I blacked out falling into the darkness.

"ROZA!" Dimitri said and pulled me into his arms.