"ROZA!" Dimitri said and pulled me into his arms.

I don't know how long I was out for or what happened I just remember hearing my name. A very scared shaking shattered voice saying it. "Roza oh god please wakes up" I felt something on my face something wet and I opened my eyes it was a tear, Dimitri was crying. I wiped the tears away and he jumped looking at me and smiled. "Oh my sweet loves don't scare me like that."

"I didn't mean too." I said softly and got back up. "How long was I out?" I asked.

"About an hour… Anne is here" Dimitri said.

"Does she do that a lot?" Anne said softly.

"Only when Lissa use's spirit see they are…" Dimitri started to say but stopped at the sound of the glasses on the table crashing and Rose punching the wall. "Roza…." He said and grabbed her hand. "It is ok."

"OK? HOW IS IT OK DIMITRI ADRIAN IS GOING TO BE HURT AND IT'S MY FAULT." I said pulling away from him. "Oh god this isn't right I am so in trouble I just I" I slammed my hand into the wall I didn't care if it broke.

"ROZA calm down." Dimitri said and this time grabbed me throwing me down on the bed holding me down I kept trying to fight him, I was throwing punches and kicking him I wanted free. I just couldn't get free he was to strong, he closed his eyes and sighed shaking his head. "Roza please stop. It is ok it will be ok just calm down you need to relax I promise it will be ok." Dmitri's voice had such distress and yet I couldn't help it something over took me and I lost it throwing him off me I walked outside falling to my knees crying.

"Roza…" Dimitri said and looked down he had been throw off me into the table and it shattered under him. Anne stood there watching and she shook her head and sighed. She went to help him up and looked at him. He seemed to be ok she pulled out a towel for him to take care of the cuts that where now bleeding on his lip from when I hit him. But I was still lost, I felt cold and I was scared. I was upset and I couldn't get over this why I was hurting everyone.

I sighed and slipped into Lissa's head to see what was going on there.

"I DID IT! ADRIAN I DID IT!" Lissa said running into his room. She was happy I felt that I was glad she was but I knew it was something with spirit because it affected me it had too. I thought about how I was fighting Dimitri and I sighed.

"You did what?" Adrian said sitting down on his bed. I wanted Lissa to move closer so I could see what he was holding but she didn't.

"I went into Christian's dreams! " Lissa said with a happy sly smirk on her face.

"That's great…" Adrian said and sighed. "So you finally managed that much good we'll work on something else later. Have you heard form Rose?"

"No I haven't yet… I think she is still mad at me because she thinks that…." She sighed and shook her head "no I haven't"

"I am worried…. She should have called back by now… and I can't get into her dreams" he said. I could see a look of worry and scared on his face.

"True but she is probably looking for my sibling so she can get back to us…." Lissa said softly trying to reassure him.

"I got into a fight with my mom, the way she talked about rose… it was horrible, going on about how horrible she was for this, hurting me and mom says she is guilty. But she was with me all night... I know she didn't she couldn't have. "

"Rose would never do that you know this, and we need to stay here and find out who did it. Honestly Tanya is walking around like she is all high and mighty now and pushing for Dimitri to get his status back, Christian told me she had a Fit when she heard he was gone."

"Mia was caught, I mean they knew it wasn't Rose in the cell, they are questioning everyone, my mom was warning me and saying because she left she is guilty and people are helping her. She actually said Tanya was behind all of this."

"I don't know that is the only family that Christian has, I don't want to think bad on her. But it is a she does hate that Dmitri loves Rose."

"I hate it too."

"You only hate it because you love Rose"

"So?"

"Do you really believe it was Tanya like your mother does?"

"I think she was part of it, but not working alone I think she had help, and by the letter it seemed that my aunt knew something was going to happen and she wanted you to take her place, I believe that upset a lot of people."

"Me? Be queen?"

"Yes she liked you a lot and she wanted you to be well taken care of you and me both. "

"Wow,"

"They are looking though they will probably go to you to expect you to find her threw the bond somehow, I can't cover for her if they really believe she did it. My mother said they told ever guardian out there they sent a text about it, if they find her to bring her back here right away. We should let Rose know as well. But she hasn't called me back and in my dream I lost her she was…gone she died. "

"I would know if she did it would affect me….. "

"I are you sure I mean it was so real it was so….."

"Hey she is ok doing worry about it. She probably is busy."

"I can't help it." He said softly and I looked at his face I saw tears. I sighed pulling out of Lissa's head and I pulled out my cell phone he gave me "Hello?"

"I am ok Adrian"

"Oh Little Dhamir I was so worried about you" he said and I swear his voice jumped from sad to happy.

"I am ok, was Lissa using spirit?"

"Yea she was why you are ok?"

"Yea I am fine I was just wondering"

"Rose what is wrong?"

"Nothing is wrong Adrian I just felt it that's all"

"What do you mean?" He asked me

I looked up to see Dimitri standing there with a bit of a hurt look on his face a bit of a sad, and his lip I sight knowing I hit him I didn't mean to. "Let's just say I didn't expect her to use it and the darkness to come at me like that… and I didn't like it."

"Why what happened are you sure your ok? Do you need me to come there?" Adrian said, a bit of urgency in his voice as he spoke.

"No I am ok it is fine really, I just kind of punched Dimitri when I kind of blacked out." I said softly and knew I had to change the subject before he freaked too much. "Oh yea so it turns out my mom and dad kept a secret form me too. "

"Are you sure? You punched him? Why did he make a move on you? Do I need go kill him?" he said and I sighed. " What secret?"

"I have a sister"

"What? Wow they never told you?"

"Who never told her what? Adrian I want to talk to her too!" Lissa said in the background and I laughed.

"Rose we should go Anne is waiting" Dimitri said softly.

"I have to go I'll try to call you guys later ok I promise, and tell Lissa I love her and I miss her ok?" I said looking at Dimitri biting my lip.

"I will, be safe and I love you Rose." Adrian said.

"I I love you too Adrian" I said staring at Dimitri who sighed and turned away. I sighed and hung up before he could say anything else and I walked over to Dimitri and pulled him close and kissed him. He returned it and looked at me. "I love both of you, but I love you more and I am so sorry I… god are you ok Comrade?" I said almost wanting to cry looking at what I did to him.