Deep Within
I do apologize for such a short chapter in the last chapter, I was sort of rushing it cause I needed to be up early for work and a doctors appointment. This chapter should be longer and better. So I hope you enjoy it. Don't forget to review. And if you love KxA fanfics go check out my fanfic I am partner writing with my friend called Strawberry Gashes!
Chapter Four:
~Allen's POV~
It was Monday morning and that meant starting my first day at my new school. After the incident with my psychotic family the news spread around the school like wild fire...no thanks to Lavi actually. I'll have to thank Lenalee today for beating his ass! Dinner that fateful night was hell with all the stares and pitied looks, I ended up only eating half my meal before leaving and retiring back here where I've been since. Kanda has been a real friend and put up with staying by my side after everything happened. He even got into all the faces of the students that dinner to stop starring and mind their own business. Even though it only worked for a moment I was very grateful for it. Lenalee helped me with mapping out my schedule on the school map just in case I get separated from Lavi, Kanda or her. I had at least one of them in each of my classes. I also found out that Cross was the athletics teacher and that made me groan for about an hour after finding out. Not to mention he's now my guardian after the whole shit fall with my Uncel Adam. Lately I've considered changing my cell phone number now because the deranged twins will call every so often, or Tyki, even Road has, but because I enjoy speaking with Lulu Bell I keep it open. Hell I've even answered the phone to speak to Skyn and Wisely. Everyone else I have saved their number just to ensure I don't accidenatlly answer them. I tried speaking to my Uncle Adam, but that was just too painful and I make sure to ignore him to. Much to Cross's dismay I have dropped any charges being made against my family just so I can put it in my past and forget about it. Kanda even agrees I was stupid to do that, but he understands with the position I am. He really is a good friend.
"As much as you are going to hate it Allen, but you do need to get out of bed and start getting ready for class. Breakfast starts in 20 minutes and classes begin in another 40 minutes after that." Lavi said coming out of the bathroom in the school uniform with which was black with red outlines, while the girls was black with silverish white outlines. I could only groan, but I complied and got up and began getting changed still half way asleep but I was slowly waking up, Kanda was already finished with getting ready and was setting up his books for the day. The school was different, first half of the week is one half of your schedule then the second half of the week was the rest of your classes. I guess it was so you weren't carrying all of your books everywhere since there were no lockers in this school accept for the gym lockers. Gym was why I was stalling with getting ready, it was my first class of the day, but I had Lavi in it with me, but I have this feeling he was going to go off with some friends and I'd be left alone. Yep I had a very strong feeling of that happening.
"Allen you really need to stop spacing out or Komui will really have you seeing the school psychologist and I know you don't want that. Don't get me wrong the woman is a nice lady but still you're like me, you don't want to talk about it." Kanda said resting his hand onto my shoulder.
"Sorry, I'm still not completely normal from the other day. I want to thank you for staying by me, I was probably very boring company." I said and he only sighed before using his hand to ruffle my already messy white hair.
"Don't fret over it, other than Lavi and Lenalee I have no one else to hang out with. I don't mind being by your side if you need it. Just don't expect it every time." He teased before heading back over to his book bag and took a seat waiting for Lavi and I to finish getting ready. I finished with slipping on gloves and brushing out my white hair before waiting with Kanda by the door for Lavi who was in my eyes taking forever like a girl.
"Oh my, Lavi is still the chick in this dorm. You two go on ahead we'll meet up with you when he's done pampering." Lenalee smiled after walking into the room. Kanda and I shared a look before deciding to head off neither of us wanting to watch a soon to come make out session between the two obvious love birds who were supposedly not dating. Could have fooled me.
"Today I'll try not to let any stares bother me, I'm going to have to get used it anyways for going into town and such." I said suddenly just to bring up conversation in this ever boding silence. I don't mind silence but if I don't make some sort of conversation then I'll be left to my dark thoughts.
"And if its starts bothering you let me know and I'll get up into who's ever face just to make a point for people to stop being assholes." Kanda said and I felt like smacking myself in the face...I did anyways careful not to hit the healing scar.
"Please don't it'll just make things more awkward. I'll deal with it, but lets see if I can ignore it first." I said smiling my best up at Kanda as we walked into the cafeteria and I felt like running away in an instant. Once again every single persons eyes were on me just starring and some whispering to one another. I groaned and hid my scar with my hand instantly making my way towards the food line.
"Oh yea you're ignoring it real well." Kanda half way snapped.
"It's not my fault that I hate attention!" I whined still hiding my face feeling like I wanted to cry. I wasn't expecting everyone to be starring. Today was really turning out to be one bitch of a day, and Kanda seemed to be a ticking time bomb.
"OI! If any of you have something to say then say it if not stop fucking starring or I'll punch you all in the face!" Yep he was bound to explode, but sadly he lasted until I left the room the other night.
"Mind your own fucking business Kanda if the kid has a problem with it him let him say it!" One kid stood up and I stepped forward before Kanda could attack.
"I want everyone to stop starring like I'm some sort of freak show. Talk behind my back I don't care just...stop starring!" I said trying not to hiss my words out, some people really could be worried and I didn't want to seem like an ass. The kid just starred at me with a surprised look and I spun around back into the line since it was my turn and ordered a few buttered toasts with some earl grey tea. Even Kanda's face was etched with shock at what I did.
"Don't you start starring to Kanda. I may be scrawny and small but I can hold my own y'know." I said waiting for him to order his food since we had this thing of waiting at the same time.
"Looks like I was right, you are full of surprises. Just don't turn around and go all Hulk on me." He joked before ordering his own food. I narrowed my eyes at his comment before sighing and letting out a dry laugh.
"I won't go all green beast on you, but if I have to I will kick someones ass if I'm challenged." I said brushing my fingers through my hair as our food and drinks were handed to us and we went straight for the table. This time I made sure to sit in the chair with my back to everyone. My day was starting off peachy and was only going to get worst with me scheduled to meet with my case worker Malcom Lvellie about my living conditions with the Noah Family. Him, his assistant Howard Link and my god father Cross were all trying to convince me to press charges. I just didn't want to deal with any of the bullshit. And if they hadn't realized these people were my only living relatives and I do want to one day reconnect and start over with them, pressing charges will destroy all of that!
"You're spacing out again Allen. What the hell are you thinking about?" Kanda suddenly asked.
'Damn it he caught me again!' I thought and let out a sigh taking a sip of my tea.
"I have to meet up with my case worker and his assistant today after lunch. The two of them plus Cross are still trying to get me to press charges against my family. How many times do I have to say no before they get it?!" I groan resting my elbow onto the table and my cheek into my elbow.
"They will never stop asking. Eventually they'll stop showing up but they will never truly stop calling to ask because they think they know what is in your best interest. Been there done that, it's why I only give out my number to trust people you, Lenalee and Lavi. I have someone I'm running from to but unfortunately its not family." Kanda explained and I just sat there listening to him.
"Ex-boyfriend?" I asked and he simply nodded his head.
"Yea he got involved with this gang called Akuma and changed drastically and began to drag me into it. I was lucky to get out while I did. I've been under hiding since I was 14. So I know exactly what you're going through so you're not alone, but with you...you have a chance for it to get better." He explained and I sighed.
"It won't ever get better, tolerable but...never better sadly. Things will only get better if my uncle were to find his son my cousin Neah. His disappearance is what caused his insanity." I explained and I watch as he sat and listened.
"Sounds as if you two were meant to meet." Lavi joked as him and Lenalee walked up and took their seats.
"There is no such thing as fate!" Kanda growled glaring at the red head.
"Really now Kanda but I can see the red string of fate clearly on each of your pinkies linking you two." Lenalee giggled and I groaned taking another bite of my toast as Kanda somewhat exploded playfully on Lenalee about her and Lavi being tied to one another. I laughed as the two paled and instantly began denying everything. I shook my head at their antics and finished my food at the same time as Kanda.
"We'll see you two later." Kanda called helping me from my chair by the arm before the both of us headed out of the cafeteria, luckily no one starred as we walked out, I let out a silent sigh of relief. Our first class was gym and we were the first in the locker room and changed into the sweat pants and t-shirt, I wore the winter gym jacket so I could hide my arm. I don't care if I burn up, its worth not showing it. Kanda said to be careful as to not pass out since today was to be a hot day outside,but I told him I'd be fine. When class did finally start I believe everyone wanted to kill Cross, running around the entire perimeter of the school including the trail at the back of the school. I was unfortunately not part of the first group which was who Kanda had to start with, damn him Cross! Kanda hadn't been kidding about it being hot outside, but I still refuse to remove the jacket and I prepared with the second group to get ready to run.
"Begin!" Cross shouted and we took off, I kept a steady pace and also kept to the back of the group even when the final group passed me. The heat slowed me down tremendously, but it got me to being alone running. Once I had reached inside of the trail I had to stop from stumbling and falling to my knees.
"Fuck everyone for being right." I muttered as everything became blurry and my breathing speeding up and becoming heavier. I staggered back to my feet and began at first walking before slowly picking up in speed, I didn't get too far before stumbling again and I was lucky my shoulder hit a tree stopping my fall.
"Damn it! I will not pass out, it's not hot out!" I growled to myself before allowing myself to slid down the tree leaning my head back starring up at the sky through the branches of the trees.
Take it easy for a while Allen. Don't push yourself okay? You're injury may be minor but you did loose some blood according to your records.
Lulu Bells voice rang through my head from the phone call the night before. She did care for me a lot and it would probably be best not to worry her so much. Taking in a large breath I steadied my breathing and got back up to my feet taking off into a jog, making sure to keep my breathing even. I slowed to a stop when I noticed Kanda standing there leaned up against a tree at the trail exit. Well at least I know he for one would never be abandoning me any time soon.
"You didn't have to wait for me Kanda." I said once I caught up to him and he only smirked.
"I told you, you were going to pass out." He said ruffling my hair once again with his hand.
"I didn't pass out, just sat to take a break." I retorted instantly trying to fix my hair as we began walking back to the gym.
"Yea whatever you say Moyashi." Well that was a new word.
"What does Moyashi mean?" I asked, having this dying feeling I wasn't going to like the answer.
"It means bean sprout." He said smugly and I felt myself twitch.
"I am not short!" I shouted and he began laughing before jogging again and I followed to keep up with him.
"Yes you are, but that's a good thing." He said and I only rolled my eyes, both of us jogged into the gym at the same time to see Cross on a rampage yelling at the other students to keep exorcising. We hadn't been noticed and the both of us quickly slipped out of the gym again and decided on taking the other outside door which led to the locker room.
"That man is psychotic." Kanda said shacking his head the both of us already beginning to change back into our normal clothes.
"You have no idea. He's not as bad as the Noah Family, but what makes him worst he will cause you harm not care with getting caught cause his excuse is that's manner building training." I explained and Kanda's eyes were once again that day wide and boring into me.
"Has anyone ever told you that your shocked expressions are scary as shit?" I asked causing the dark haired boy to begin laughing. I made sure my long sleeved shirt and gloves were on first before putting on the uniform pants. I was barely finished with buttoning and zipping up my pants when I was suddenly spun around and pressed against the lockers by Kanda.
"I can't resist you anymore Allen. I don't know why, I just have to have you." He whispered his breath dancing across the skin of my neck.
"You know Kanda you're not easy to resist yourself." I breathed out my hands clutching onto the fabric of his under shirt.
"Then why are we not starting this?" He asked and I chuckled dryly.
"You were the one speaking words of taking one step at a time." I said and her smirked his lips inches from my own.
"Fuck one step at a time." He hissed and then his lips were upon mine in a bruising kiss, I eagerly kissed him back running my hands up his chest and snacking them around his neck while his fingers were pushed into my hair. We both battled for dominance fiercely and by the time we broke apart neither of us had won that battle.
"God Allen I want to take you right here." He said his mouth nipping at my neck playfully. We both had to suddenly jump away when we heard the locker room door slam open and Cross yelling about complaining boys. We each grabbed our things and quietly put away our gym clothes and ran off to the back storage room. We hid behind some boxes knowing that my god father was looking for us.
"Damn it! Where the fuck are those to idiots?!" We heard Cross growl out and he left, we knew he'd check for our things next and would figure we already left. Kanda had me sat against him as he kept hidden against the boxes.
"Lets see how quiet you are." Kanda suddenly said and my eyes widened when I felt his hand brush me over the fabric of my pants. I let out a quiet gasp my hands quickly grabbing onto the fabric of his pant legs my head leaning back.
"Kanda this is dangerous." I breathed out as he continued to rub.
"Who cares, I know you want this as much as I do." He whispered taking the lobe of my ear into his mouth and began to suck and nip at the appendage. I let out another gasp when his hands undid the button and zipper of my pants and his hand slipped under the fabric.
"We still have another 45 minutes before class is over, remember this school has extended classes since we only attend for classes in each half of the week." Kanda teased making sure his breath danced over the skin of my ear. So this is what he had planned, honestly I didn't really mind all that much.
"Ah~! Kan...da!" I moaned out as quietly as I could when his hand took hold of my length and beagn to slowly pump it one of his fingers pressing not painfully down over the tip.
"Yes moan for me Allen." He said kissing down and up my neck before biting onto the skin sucking and licking on the spot. My breathing was becoming heavy again and I had to concentrate so I would buck my hips which would cause noise. Every now and then we would hear Cross shout for us to come out of our hiding spot, but we were well hidden by a large tower of boxes in the corner of the storage room.
"Please Kanda.." I began to beg feeling the building preasure getting stopped by his single fingure which was covering my tip.
"Say you'll be mine, not forever because we never know. But say that we can date." He whispered into my ear leaving chaste kisses on my cheek.
"Yes...I'll be your Kanda." I moaned out quietly turning my head so I can see him a bit better. I watched as a smile graced Kanda's lips before he kissed me moving us so I was lying on my back and he was towering over me his free hand pushing my shirt up soon right as he released his hold around me and came, moaning loudly into our kiss. We would have been caught if we hadn't been kissing.
"Looks like Lenalee won't be getting her match making fun." He said and I laughed a bit as he found a stray towel and he helped me clean myself up and he cleaned his hand.
"Come on he sounds like to be at the front of the locker room we can slip out through the side doors." He said and I nodded my head and kept as close behind him as possible. Cross was in the doorway which led out to the gym his back to us. We silently slipped out the back locker room doors into the hallway and took a run for it before the door could shut and give us away, we ran until we were back at our room.
"At least we both have study room next period, I have no plans on going to it." Kanda laughed once we were back in our rooms. I joined in laughing with him both of us sitting on the floor backs against the closed dorm door.
"My thoughts exactly!" I said and gave him one of my smirks and he arched his eyebrow at me.
"Let me give back to you what you've given me." I said straddling his hips up on my knees, my face inches from his looking down into his eyes.
"What do you have in mind Allen?" He asked and and I kissed him using my hands to slowly pulling his white hair ribbon undone letting his hair cascade around his shoulders as my fingers pushed into his silky tresses. Kanda's hands gripped onto my waist as he deepened the kiss licking my bottom lip with his tongue, I opened my mouth allowing him entrance which he accepted greedily.
"Mine." He whispered once pulling away and I smirked and began kissing down his neck my hands hurriedly and smoothly beginning to unbutton his school shirt then proceeded to pull his white under shirt up off of him. My hands danced over the skin of his chests continuing their decent as I continued kissing down his chest my hands reached the hem of his pants. Running my fingers along his skin around the hem before running them back along and this time I slowly undid the buttons of his pants, unzipping them even slowly.
"Allen...what're you..." Kanda breathed as I slipped my hand into his boxers and pulled his erect member out. I breathed a hot breath over him and I heard him suck in a quick breath. I smirked then took him completely into my mouth descending my mouth all the way down till his tip touched the back of my mouth. I purposely hummed getting another noisy reaction from him and I slowly bobbed my head up and down at the same time sucking on him.
"Fuck...Allen!" He moaned, hearing a thud I knew he threw his head back against the door. His hands tangled into my hair and I contiued to move my head up and down sucking and twirling my tongue around him. Just like me it didn't take him long to come and that meant neither of us had been sexually active for a long time.
"I don't want to even know where you learned that!" He breathed out heavily as I smirked at him licking my lips.
"Oh I didn't learn anywhere I taught myself and you're the first for me to try it on actually." I explained and he just starred at me with arched eyebrows.
"I don't want to know come on." He said standing up fixing himself then led me over to his bed bringing me down with him.
"So, does this make us official?" I asked as I snuggled into him.
"I sure hope so it does!" He said wrapping his arms protectively around me.
"I'm glade, well I'm taking a nap. Forget about school today I just want to lie here with you." I yawned feeling my eyes becoming heavy.
"That's fine I'll nap with you and then later go with you to deal with your case worker." He yawned as well and I smiled letting myself fall into a sleep.
When I opened my eyes I was in a familiar place I hadn't been in since I was a child. It was the world in between life and death. It was the reason why Wisely couldn't lock onto me and I couldn't lock onto him. We both could travel to this world. Standing before me though wasn't Wisely but Neah Noah, my cousin who had been missing.
"Allen you're in grave danger." He suddenly said and I felt a strike of fear go through me.
"Neah?! What do you mean and where are you?! Your father is worried sick over you!" I shouted and began running towards him, but he would never get any closer.
"It's already too late for me I'll be dead soon. If you wish to live never leave Kanda's side he'll be able to protect you! They want you Allen, they want you because your abilities are stronger than Wisely's and they know!" Neah kept explaining and I kept running towards him.
"Who is after me Neah?! What are you talking about?!" I shouted.
"Akuma, they want you like they wanted me." He said and I froze remember Kanda mentioning that word.
"A boy name Alma Karma will be after you, he will be coming for you Allen." Neah said.
"Who is Alma?! And what do they want from me?!" I asked reaching my hand out to him, but he was so far away.
"Ask Kanda about that person. And they know you can lead them to the relic which gives eternal life. The amulet of everlasting breath." Neah explained and the space between us stopped and he slowly began to vanish.
I stopped running and shielded myself as there was a bright light, signaling he had either gone back to his body or had moved on. And as I spun around to allow myself to return, Wisely and I came face to face.
I jumped up awake screaming out Neah's name it happened so fast. My eyes were wide and tears were falling from them. Sweat beaded down my face and I rocked back and forth. I felt arms circle around me holding me close like before.
"Allen? What happened? Are you alright?" Kanda asked, two shadows hovered over us and I knew Lenalee and Lavi were there as well.
"Kanda, this is going to sound strange but please don't think I'm crazy...but...who is Alma?" I asked and I felt him stiffen, looking up I saw that his eyes were wide in shock.
"Allen how do you know that name?" Lenalee asked very calmly.
"Neah...just now dragged me into the realm between life and death and told me. He said he was being sent to retrieve me." I said.
"Why would Akuma want you?" Lavi asked his arms crossing and I could feel his stare becoming hateful.
"Lavi, Lenalee stop it! I only told him about Akuma and never once mentioned Alma's name. Allen what do they want from you? Did Neah tell you?" Kanda asked gently grabbing each of my cheeks and forced me to look at him.
"Because of my ability being more advanced than Wisely's, they want me so that I can locate the Amulet of Everlasting Breath for them." I explained and Kanda cursed under his breath.
"Fuck so you're the person they've wanted. You're psychic nickname wouldn't happen to be..."
"Red?" I interrupted him and his eyes widened before and pulled me into his arms tightly.
"I won't let them take you away! They'll only kill you after they're done with you!" Kanda said before kissing me harshly.
"Then we need to get out of here, most likely he already knows where I am and if anything is probably already here." I said wrapping my arms around Kanda.
"Lenalee, go pack your things you're leaving with us. Lavi, you, me and Allen will start packing as well. Now!" Kanda said and we all began moving. I was already half way through when my phone went off and I didn't even have to look to see to know who it was.
"I already know Wisely, we're coming but we won't be able to stay long. Tell uncle nothing, I'll explain everything!" I said and hung up before I even got an answer and finished packing.
"Looks like we're meeting the entirety of your psychotic family huh?" Lavi asked and I just sat on my bed starring into my lap as they finished packing. Lenalee soon joined us and we sat waiting for the second bell to ring signaling that lunch had begun.
"Allen Walker could you please come to the front office for a visitor"
We knew it was a trap the moment we heard for me called by Komui's voice over the PA system, because we knew it wasn't my case worker. He wasn't to be here till after lunch. Lenalee took out her phone and began texting away and we knew she was asking her brother. The moment the second bell rang we headed out and went down the steps that normally led up to the stairs.
"Komui said it's some boy named Alma Karma...we need to go now." Lenalee said and we ran across the school lawn and over to a black SUV climbing in. Lavi started it up instantly and we took off. Just as I was hoping to start a normal life, shit like this had to start up once again.
I think that is the biggest plot twist I have EVER though up! I hope you all enjoyed tell me what you think in a review! Till next time!