Deep Within
Man it has been FOREVER since I last updated this and honestly I feel really bad for it. I'm really excited to get back to updating this. So here we go let's have some fun.
Chapter Eleven:
I woke up with a start, it was that same dream again. I've been getting it since I woke up from after my fight with Alma. In this dream I am running through the hallways of this facility being chased by something. Something not human. I always wake up when I run into this room where a peace to the amulet is being held. I couldn't understand why I was seeing this dream, let alone where the location is. I look next to me and see Kanda sleeping peacefully his mouth slightly open as tiny snores escape. Smiling I climb out of bed and leave the room him and I have been staying in since we've come to live at Anita's club. All of us still living here. We don't live here for free we help out around the club when its busy. Everyone was waiting on me for the next move. I haven't told anyone about seeing the shores of Italy nor this recent dream, because they mean splitting up. It's been a month and I know I can't stall for much longer. I walk into the kitchen and pull out the supplies to make green tea. My mind is so jumbled. I stand here watching as the hot water begins to pour into the pot.
"It's not often anyone sees the great Allen in deep thought." I jump at the sound of the voice and turn around to see my uncle standing there in the door way.
"I couldn't sleep." I mutter turning back to my hot water, I realize I don't even have the tea leaves out yet. So what was I planning to do with the hot water. I really didn't know.
"Go have a seat I'll fix up the tea for us. Then you can tell me everything that is on your mind." He says turning me around to face the table and gave me a slight shove. I sigh and walk to the table taking a seat, I fold my arms onto the table and lay my head onto them trying to sort out my thoughts. Soon my uncle was sitting across from me, each of us with a cup of tea.
"Now before you try and come up with some weird thing that you're going through just to get me off your ass, know I will know when you are lying." He says and I sigh. I wasn't planning on lying thankfully.
"I wasn't planning on lying, I just don't know where to start." I say pushing my hand through my hair, it was getting longer, but I didn't care.
"Allen start where you think is necessary alright?" My uncle says and I sigh again leaning back into my chair.
"I've had two visions the first one was on the night of my and Alma's fight and now I am having a dream that keeps re-occurring. I have had this dream since I woke up" I explain and I watch as he takes a drink of his tea. I take a deep breath and decide to do the same. Almost instantly do I start to feel its calming effects.
"Tell me first about the vision since that happened first." He says setting down his cup and leaned forward his elbows on the table. He had that glint in his eyes and I didn't know whether or not to be afraid.
"Well it was when Miranda handed me the piece to the amulet. I saw shores of Italy, most likely Venice. I believe that is the destination to the next piece or a new possible member for our deranged group." I explain then took a sip of the tea, my thoughts beginning to become rational.
"And now I am having these dreams where I am being chased in this facility, I wake up in this room where there is a piece to the amulet. That's all I have on that." I explain as I set the cup onto the table.
"Well now, my thoughts are you should have told us sooner cause knowing you, you've been having these probably for a good month. But I understand your hesitation, now the whole family will be going to Italy and start there and hope you have another dream. Italy is our only lead at this moment. Now get back to bed and get some rest we will be leaving in the next few days." He says taking my cup and putting it into the sink, I nod my head and leave.
My uncle was right our only lead was Italy so we should all start there with our search and go on from there. I climb the stair well heading back to my and Kanda's room, I briefly walk to the railing and peer up at the top happy to see the roof door closed. It seemed like it was only yesterday that I had my fight with Alma. I was still not used to the fact that I had killed someone, it was something I won't be able to live with for a long time. I finish my walk and reach the room slipping into the darkness, Kanda's snores had become silent and it made me wander whether he was asleep or not. I walk around the bed and slip into my spot lying onto my back.
"Are your thoughts back to normal?" I hear a voice and I smile to myself turning onto my side, Kanda was starring at me with such worry.
"I don't think they'll ever be normal, but to ease your mind my thoughts are livable for now." I answer, I feel Kanda's hand on my waist and he pulls me closer to him wrapping his arms around me. I bury my face into the crook of his neck and I take a deep breath, taking in his scent. It was so intoxicating.
"I'm glad, hearing you wake up every night from that nightmare was beginning to drive me up a wall. Especially since I couldn't do anything about it." He says his legs tangling up with mine.
"You knew?" I ask and I feel his head nod.
"You don't have to tell me about it because I know it's going to lead us to somewhere dangerous. I trust you Allen and I will follow you to the ends of the Earth." He says turning me onto my back straddling my hips and pinning my wrists above my head, the electricity coursing down my arms sending a wave of pleasure through me.
"I'm happy to hear that." I smile lifting my head my nose slightly grazing against his cheek, I felt his lips on the skin of my neck as he trailed kisses up to my jaw. His hands released my wrists and trailed down my arms. I felt shivers run through me as he did. We haven't been intimate since the time in my room at the Noah's Estate. Every inch Kanda's fingertips touched I felt that electric current rush through me; and from the way Kanda's body shuddered from my touches I could tell he was feeling it to. Kanda's kisses stopped at the junction where my neck and shoulder touched feeling his teeth sink into my skin as he sucked on it at the same time. Kanda's hands had stopped at my waist just gripping as tightly as he could onto me. I pushed my fingers into Kanda's hair getting them tangled into the dark tresses.
Kanda released my neck and I felt his tongue slide all the up it until he reached my ear where he took the lobe in between his teeth lightly nibbling on it. His hands pushed up under my shirt his feathery touches sending sharp shivers through my spine, a moan forcing its way past my lips as Kanda's thumb each rubbed over a pert nipple. I felt Kanda's knee rub against my inner thigh before rubbing up against my hardening erection.
"Oh god...Kanda!" I moaned out my hands finding their way under Kanda's shirt trying to touch as much skin as I could.
Being the impatient one that I am I lifted his shirt up over his head not caring where I tossed it. Kanda's eyes I met mine as he looked down at me a smirk dancing across his lips as he sat up, sitting on my legs close to my knees. I starred at his exposed chest just admiring at how well toned it was, never once had ever really looked. I reached out and my fingertips lightly touched his toned abs before slowly sliding up his chest until the reached the outer outline of his tattoo, the tattoo I could now really take in. Sitting up I watched my own fingers as I traced the outer lines feeling myself drawn and mesmerized by it. The tattoo itself was a symbol encased in a half circle which looked like was giving off lines like the suns rays. Suddenly I felt Kanda's fingers under my chin lifting my face till I was starring into his eyes.
"You're the first to ever stare at my tattoo like that." He whispered his lips hovering just above mine.
"Because it fits you and makes you even more beautiful." I find myself whispering back placing my palm over top his tattoo. Kanda rested his forehead upon bringing a hand up and resting it onto my hand. He then took in a deep breath before both his hands cupped my cheeks and he kissed me pushing me back onto my back. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders nipping his bottom lip with my teeth giving him access, I felt his tongue slid along mine bringing mine to life and we battled for dominance which he quickly won. My legs moved under him and rubbing against his legs.
"Tonight is going to be different than the first time we made love. I want to show you how much you mean to me." He whispered before beginning to trail light kisses down my neck. I felt Kanda's knees by my side so I knew he was kneeling slightly beside me as his mouth stopping at one of my nipples before taking it into his mouth. I gasped my back arching off the bed. One of Kanda's hands traveled down my stomach his nails lightly grazing my skin. My mind was muddled from the effects coursing through me. The electric feeling I got from his skin touching mine was unreal, it made my blood pumping. I gasped when suddenly air hit my legs and hardened erection then Kanda's hand was wrapped around me and began to slowly stroke up and down.
"Please...I want more!" I begged my head thrown as far back as it would go and my hands gripping tightly onto the bed sheets. Kanda's mouth travled back up my neck leaving kisses and nips before his tongue was down my throat again. I tried to reach out for him but that resulted with my hands being pinned above my head with his free one. All I could focus on was his touches and then his mouth hand on my wrists was gone but my hands remind above my head, I was so out of it I could hardly move. All I could do was pant and moan. And then his mouth was around my length the tip hitting the back of his throat and I couldn't help bucking my hips and arching my back. My movements didn't stop him as his head moved up and down his tongue running up shaft before sucking hard on my tip. I pressed my palms over my eyes my mind in a haze and going crazy. I couldn't help with how loud I was being now. My toes begin to curl and because of Kanda's arm I couldn't move my legs or buck my hips anymore. A swelling feeling filled my chest and it became harder to breath forcing me to pant harder and faster.
And then I was seeing white.
I released hard into Kanda's mouth but he drank all before he was hovering over my lips again his hand cupping my cheek. Heavy breaths still escaped my mouth. I reached my hand up and cupped his opposite cheek. I tried to speak but words formed and only tiny mewling sounds came out. Kanda smiled before sliding off the bed, I managed to roll onto my side and watched him as he removed his pants and boxers before climbing back onto the bed and kneeling by me.
"Come." He said helping me up and until I straddled his lap, my legs were shaky but with Kanda's help I was able to settle onto his lap. Kanda's mouth was against the skin of my neck again his hands maneuvering my arms to around his shoulders before he placed three fingers at my mouth.
"I don't...need preparing." I panted out my face becoming hot.
"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you?" Kanda's deep voice sounded in my ear sending shivers down my spine. I could only nod my head. His hands were then on my ass slightly lifting me up spreading my cheeks before I felt his tip at my entrance.
"I'm always sure Kanda." I answered, his lips were upon mine again and he pushed his length completely inside. I couldn't help the moan that came from my mouth. Kanda broke the kiss to lean his forehead against mine one hand on an ass cheek the other cupping my face cheek with the scar. And then he began to move me until I was able to move on my own. His hands never left my hips keeping me at the steady speed we were going. I could barely hold my head up as this was taking all my concentration. Then his lips were pressed against the upside down pentacle on my forehead as he wrapped one arm around my waist then the other one went up my back till his hand rested onto one of my shoulders. Slowly I was laid onto my back and Kanda positioned my legs over his shoulders. He never sped up he towered over me his hands positioned by my head. Every thrust into me he hit my prostate sending waves of pleasure through me.
"K-Kanda...please...I'm going...insane!" I cried out my hands grabbing onto his upper arms my breathing coming out hard.
"Just a little longer Moyashi." He smiled at me and I felt my heart skip a beat and our eyes locked. He held so much love in them. I hadn't realized tears fell from eyes until his hand was cupping my cheek his thumb wiping the tears away. I could Kanda's length pulse inside me and his thrusts became a little rougher. Not once did his eyes leave mine even when he finally came. His shoulders slightly slumped and I knew he was worn out from trying to keep self control. I felt him pull out of me and I maneuvered my legs off his shoulders before sitting up and reaching my hand out. His fingers intertwined with my own before looking up at me.
"Allen Walker...I love you so much." He said and more tears rolled down my cheeks.
"And I love you Y...Kanda." I said remembering he hated his first name.
"No...say it. I want you to say my full name." He said pulling me to him wrapping his legs around me and then wrapped his arms around me.
"Yu Kanda." I smiled stretching my neck out and kissing his cheek.
We stayed like that for the rest of the night and even to the first rays of sunshine. We showered together before getting dressed and heading to the cafe area of Anita's place. Everyone else was already there, along with Miranda who was talking with Road and Lenalee. Kanda and I sat down by Tyki and Neah waiting for my uncle to get on with the family meeting.
"Okay I'm here let's get on with it." Cross announce coming out from the back with a bottle of wine in his hand.
"Okay well as of last night we finally got our heading." My uncle said standing from his seat and everyone's eyes had turned to me.
"We're going to Italy." I spoke up stealing the entire basket of muffins for myself. This earned me a few amused looks.
"Do you know where in Italy?" Sherril asked.
"Venice, the place where they have the canals and gondola's." I answered handing Kanda one of the muffins.
"So when do we leave?" Neah asked leaning his elbows onto the table before resting his chin on top of his hands.
"We will gather supplies and take a train tomorrow morning. That gives everyone a full day to get whatever they need done, done." Adam explained and everyone whooped for joy before beginning to disperse. I finished my muffins before grabbing Kanda by the hand leading him to Mahoja.
"Can I help you Allen?" She asked and I looked down nervously still holding Kanda's hand.
"Allen what's wrong?" Kanda then asked.
"I want to cover my burn." I mumbled and I heard Kanda sigh before stepping forward.
"I think what he's getting at is do you know how to make it look badass with a tattoo or something?" Kanda asked and I looked up to see Mahoja smile warmly.
"Come with me, this will take Cross and myself the majority of the afternoon." She said waving to Cross before leading me to a back room with a chair.
"So he's covering up the burn eh? 'Bout time." Cross said before motioning to me to remove the shirt while him and Mohoja prepared everything. I walked over to a table and just stood there nervously.
"Don't worry you've got me here." Kanda whispered helping me by removing my gloves and shirt for me. He then grabbed my scarred arm lifting it up by the hand and bringing his lips to the top of my hand.
"Will you stay with me?" I asked my voice shaking with so much emotion.
"Of course I will." He answered before walking with me to the chair where Cross and Mahoja waited. The entire time my arm was worked on Kanda distracted me by talking to me and keeping my eyes on him. Though I did fall asleep at some point and was shaken awake when they were finished. I saw that the clock read 3pm. I had been in the chair for five hours. Kanda was still there smiling to me then motioned head for me to look at my arm. Looking down I saw that my from my fingertips to juat above my elbow was completely black. On the top of my hand laid a white like cross. Mahoja had retrieved a mirror and handed it to me, holding it up I saw a band went around my arm in the space between where my black ended and my shoulder started. Above that was a loop like band that went from my chest to slightly on my shoulder and back. Then after that a line of kunai looking designs started on my chest and went over my shoulder and also onto my back. As Kanda would say it looked pretty badass.
"What made you want to put a large tattoo over your burn?" Mahoja asked rubbing some ointment over the tattoo now to keep it hydrated then handed me the tube.
"I don't want to live my life ashamed of it." I explain looking at the ointment then hopped off of the chair going right into Kanda's arms.
"I'm happy to hear that. Stay safe when you lot leave. Anyways your uncle wishes to see Kanda and you." Mahoja relayed the message to me, nodding my head Kanda and I left the room after I pulled my shirt and gloves back on then headed for Anita's office knowing he'd be in there. And when we walked in my theory was proven correct. Both Adam and Anita were sitting silently talking.
"You wished to see us?" Kanda asked shutting the door behind us. Adam motioned for us to have a seat. Knowing it had to be big I took a seat at the couch across from him, Kanda following suit next to me.
"Cross has managed to find a few of the other projects, we have two pieces of the amulet. Cross managed to find the other five. Each person he found has a piece. Daisya is in Venice, Marie in Moscow, Krory in Transylvania, Choaji, is here in Hong Kong Tyki is going to retrieve him now and the last person is a young boy name Timothy Hearst he's a newer project but thanks to Tiedoll he was able to escape and he has the last piece." Adam explained and I felt my stomach churn at where this was going.
"After Choaji is brought here all of us will be returning to the Estate where the other Projects and their guardians are meeting us. Tiedoll is with Marie and Timothy, Socalo is with Daisya, and Klaud Nine is with Krory. From there Allen you will connect the seven pieces and then we'll go after the Black Order." Adam finished, I felt myself spinning at how fast we were able to locate the pieces. Standing from the seat I walked to the open window and starred out it.
"Allen, I need you to say something." Adam then spoke
"It's a trap." I said quietly but I knew everyone in the room heard me.
"How do you know sweety?" Anita asked and I sighed before turning back around to face them all. Kanda nodded at me to continue.
"Adam I told you my dream with the amulet in that unknown place...so now we know where all the pieces are...something isn't right!" I nearly shrieked but I was trying to keep my voice even. I watched Adam sigh and knew I wasn't going to like his answer.
"That is why Kanda and you will be leaving from this room via Anita's secret door. Mahoja should already be waiting with the car. You are being taken back to Black Order Academy. Lenalee and Lavi have already left. We were told that the school is actually the headquarters. Allen your mission is to find the amulet. Kanda's mission is to be your protector. Lenalee and Lavi are to keep any officials, staff and bodyguards distracted. The two already have the microphone equipment so you four can stay in communication at all times." Adam then explained, I didn't want to do this but knew I'd have to.
"Do we know who is the official for the Black Order?" Kanda then asked walking over to me and helping me stand.
"No, we do know Apocrophys is still in charge but the man who is supposed to be over seeing Allens capture...We're not sure so be careful." Adam said then motioning us to following to the other end of the room where Anita already had the wall opened. Kanda kept his arm wrapped around my shoulders and led me through the doorway. With us leaving like this meant that no one knew what was going but just a select few. In the car Mahoja quickly drove to the airport where we boarded a normal comercial airliner sitting in first class.
I sat by the window starring watching as we began to take off, Kanda kept a firm hold of my hand. I could tell by the way his eyes held no emotion that, he was beyond worried. He knew we were walking into a trap as well. As the plane ascended into the air I lifted the arm rest and curled up into Kanda's side my face buried into his arm. He didn't respond though. Images of what is to come when we arrive to the school flash through my mind.
"Kanda." I spoke seriously making sure my eyes to would be unreadable.
"What Allen?" He asked his voice slightly snippy. I know he didn't mean to sound like that, but it still hurt.
"When we get to Paris, we're not taking the bus to the school. We're going to take a cab to the front of the school then we'll walk the path." I said closing my eyes finally.
"What'd you see?" He then asked, his voice hard and unemotional.
"They'll be waiting for us. They plan to take you out then snatch me away. Your memories will be wiped of me and I'll be sent away. I've gone through all possibilities and only one doesn't lead to that outcome." I explain, Kanda sits quietly for a long time and I could practically hear the gears turning in his head.
"Which possibility are we doing?" He finally asked and I felt his head turn so I know he was looking at me now.
"We give ourselves up, everything will go to plan, it showed me that in that outcome we have a better chance of getting the amulet." I carefully explain knowing he may fly off the handle.
"Will you and I still be roommates?" He asked and I felt a smile come to my lips.
"Yes, you, Lavi and myself still are roommates." I confirm finally looking up and into his eyes. So many emotions course through his eyes. He was so worried about me. Reaching up I cup his cheek with my hand before leaning up and lightly kissing his lips before pulling away.
"If something goes wrong, just always know that I will belong to you. You're my other half Yu Kanda." I confess, I am then wrapped in his arms and held there securely for the rest of the flight.
We land and as I told him we climb into a cab and give the instructions to take us to Black Order Academy, the entire time we receive text messages from Lavi for us to stay away. But I knew that this was inevitable. For me to even get close to the amulet I needed the Order to believe that they had the upper hand. We arrived outside the school gates at sunset, I stood off to the side and waited as Kanda paid the cab driver. I looked up the path to the school noticing how dark it was becoming. The wind blew from behind me sending chills through me, but I stood there with my arms at my sides. I look up to Kanda when he steps to beside me taking my hand.
"This may be our last time together Allen." Kanda voices and I close my eyes with a warm smile on my face.
"Then we'll find our way back to one another. This won't be goodbye, just see you later." I say and Kanda only chuckles before pulling me into him and crushing his lips to mine, his hand holding my face in place.
"Never forget Allen, because you'll have to be the one to break the memory barrier." He said, I only nodded and then we were walking up the path. The walk up the path was oddly quiet and calm as we walked I ensured Timcanpy flew off until tomorrow when he was to find me, that way the Order wasn't able to the last two pieces of the amulet. This was the safest course of action.
"There they are." Kanda said bringing me back to reality. Standing out in the front of the school stood Komui, Levellie and Link, but I knew the Order's Military called the Crow were probably lurking near by. Back further behind them I saw Lenalee and Lavi standing there, both had worried glances on their faces, I merely gave them a reassuring smile. Finally we stood only a few feet from the officials of the school. One being my case worker as well.
"Good evening Kanda, Walker. Welcome back to the academy, I do hope you enjoyed your short vacation." Komui smiled kindly to us and I only nodded my head to him.
"You three know damn well it was nothing of the sort of a vacation! It was a protection run. We were being chased!" Kanda hissed slightly pulling me till I was behind him.
"There is nothing to worry about Kanda, we're not after Mr. Walker...yet." Levellie sneered and my eyes widen, this was none of the outcomes that I saw. Kanda looked back at me catching on.
"Wh-what do you m-mean?" I ask
"They're not pulling the strings shounen, we are." I spun around at the voice to see Tyki standing there along with Wisely and Neah. They were the only three here.
"Yes, and as the agreement you will not meddle in our affairs therefore we will spare Allen and not interfere with his life." Levellie spoke his words sending chills down my spine.
"Good, Allen come here." Neah called and I complied running over to him. "Give me your hands." He added and I held my hands out to him. My eyes widen when he placed a golden rustic stone in my hand, it was almost half a circle. Looking up at him with curious eyes, he merely nodded to me.
"Take care of it, you know what to do. My mother will be sending you an email of how we acquired it way before you got here. My father didn't tell you all of the truth, don't blame him it was for the best. And no worries we'll be keeping an eye on you from afar." Neah explained to me, nodding my head I slipped the 5 piece of 14 completed amulet into my hoodie pocket.
"I won't let you all down, you can count on me." I voiced and Neah smirked before leaning down and kissing my cheek.
"Now go on to Kanda, we will see you tomorrow." Tyki smirked and I only rolled my eyes before running back over to my overprotective boyfriend. Kanda took my hand and then led me up the stairs of the school where we met up with Lavi and Lenalee.
"Let's get to our dorms you guys!" Lenalee said happily and we followed her through the hallways until we reached Lavi, Kanda and my old dorm all four of us walking in.
"So you two have your mission and we have ours. I am to be look out when you two look for the amulet and Lenalee is to hack the system and watch the camera's. Also she's going to get you the map for the underground facility. That's where we suspect the Amulet is at." Lavi said taking a seat on his bed Lenalee following suit with sitting next to him. I tuned out the conversation after that by going into our connected bathroom and turning the shower on. Our things were already here which came to no surprise actually. I stripped off my clothes before climbing in and sitting on the shower floor under the pelting water. I wasn't surprised to see Timcanpy fly in and land on my knee. I held out my hand and he dispersed both pieces of the Amulet into my hand. I reached out of the shower and into my hoodie pocket pulling out the larger piece bring it into the shower with me. Laying the pieces onto the shower floor I put them together before pushing out my invisible wall encasing the pieces into a sphere making it float into the air next I pushed healing energy into the sphere until the pieces connected together.
Hopefully life would get better.
Yay! Chapter 11 finally! For an update I recently moved into my sisters house and I have no internet so I will try to update when I can which won't be much. I just wanna let you guys know I am still here and working on chapters!