Hey! I know, I know, I didn't updated it very fast, but I am a very lazy person, ugh. But here it is, chapter 2! Thanks for the reviews, it's really encouraging and makes me wanna write more! Keep being awesome! Hope you'll like it as much as I liked writing it. Follow me on Twitter : OmeliaRules. Add me on Snapchat : . You can also follow my Periscopes by following OmeliaRules! I'll keep y'all updated on my Twitter and on my Periscopes. Enjoy.
EDIT : And I will do a soft version without any contents such as the morning sex and the sex in on-call rooms. Yup, got this idea because my english teacher isn't much of a fan of that kind of things haha, kinda awkward when she told me that. SOOOO, of you're like her or if you're too young, just go to the soft version. The story isn't changing, I will just change a few words and all. No need to read both since it's the same.
But it's the only thing, that I know.
When it gets hard,
You know it can get hard sometimes.
I ran out the hospital and fell to my knees in front of the entrance, my clothes getting soaked by the pouring rain as people looked like me the way you look at these sad animals in the zoo. I bet everybody is talking about it. I was just there, standing on the ground, crying all the tears that I had, sobbing and breathing heavily. It was hard to breathe. Every breath I take hurtmy lungs more and more. I sat on the wet floor, not minding my soaked clothes sticking to my skin and looked up to the greyish sky slowly turning into a pink shade. The day was soon going to end. I was really hoping that all these problems could go away tonight, so that tomorrow can't be an awkward day, with people wondering where Owen and I are in our relationship, and our friends trying to cheer us up or fix up the terrible mess we made. I made. I just stood here, watching grey turn to pink, and to a deep blue ocean with shining stars, the rain washing off my tears. It was getting cold, but a sudden warmth came out of nowhere. I looked behind me to find a blue coat, the one of the hospital, and one way too big for me. Obviously, I recognized Owen. He would be the only one to care about me. Even if I hurt him, if we hurt each other, he will always be there. I am upset, I admit it. But I couldn't help but be grateful. He took my hand to get me up, and I gave him back his now wet coat that he just threw behind, taking me into his loving arms in a tight hug. I could feel the heat in his chest, warming up my cold pale skin. I rested my chin on his shoulder and could feel his chest on mine since his clothes were now as wet as mine, making it feel like we were naked on each other. As I left his warm arms and crossed my arms over my chest, I looked up to him, my blue eyes drowning in his eyes. I shook myself to try and not get distracted by him – which was a hard task.
" Owen, we just can't keep going like this... " I said, looking down my frozen feet.
" What do you mean by " this " ? " he asked, taking my chin between his fingertips.
" This. Us. What are we? What we do is what I call a game. We chase each other, drive each other crazy, have sex in on-call rooms and all over the hospital, but we never talk about us ! " it looked like I was complaining, but all I want is to have a small talk to figure out our relationship.
" So what do you think we are? " he asked again with a small amused smirk on his wet pinky lips, insisting on the " you ".
" Kinda wish I'd know... Lemme guess; sex friends? " I replied to his amused expression.
" Woah, clearly not what I expected. " he laughed " I would rather say you're my girlfriend and that I'm your boyfriend, but if you only want us to be sex friends... " I cut him, shocked.
" What? No! I mean, yeah! Of course I want to be your girlfriend! You just caught me by surprise ! " I couldn't be happier. We argued – more like I argued and he listened – and we finally talk. From tears of guilt and anger to tears of happiness and joy.
" Sooo... We officially are a couple. " he smiled childishly in a cute way. I had all the answers to my questions, and nothing to hold me from being happy.
" You may kiss the girlfriend. "
I laughed as the rain washed my happy tears and his lips crushed on mine into a warm and passionate kiss, those you're looking for through your tough moments, those who means " I'll always be by your side. " and the ones who tell you that no matter how hard it is to admit it, you just can't hate the person you love the most, because that person is the one who make you laugh when you cried. And if you have someone like that in your life, this is your person.
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive.