Hey guys! This was a funny chapter to write! I hope it is as funny as for you to read ;)
"Emily!" - Alison let out a surprised sigh as her hands reached down to grab the base of Emily's neck. The brunette smirked and continued to lick Ali's clit gingerly until the blonde came undone beneath her.
"Good morning, baby" - Emily climbed up her body with kisses until she found her girlfriend's cheek, the journalist still half-asleep.
"God, Em! What was that?" - Alison breathed out, finally opening her eyes.
"Making sure my girlfriend wakes up in a good mood" - The vet smirked and kissed her soundly.
"I'm always in a good mood" - Ali replied, letting her fingers graze on the soft skin of Emily's face.
The brunette let out a delicious laugh - "You're grumpy in the morning, Ali!"
Alison faked a pout - "Hey!" - She playfully shoved Emily on the arm - "I'm not that grumpy!" - She crossed her arms and turned away.
"Yes, you are!" - Emily uncrossed her arms - "But I know the remedy" - In a fast movement, she lowered her hand and plunged one finger deep inside Ali.
"Em!" - Alison hissed and arched her back, reaching for Emily's shoulders to grasp onto something.
"That's it, baby" - Emily whispered in her ears before silencing Ali's desperate cries with her lips.
After another make out session, Alison finally untangled herself from Emily and took a shower. Emily wanted to follow her underneath the sprinkle, but Ali insisted that they showered separately because she wouldn't be able to take three orgasms in just one morning before she had to go to work. Emily complained, but didn't dare to invade the bathroom.
Once appropriately dressed, Alison left the bathroom as Emily walked in to take her own morning shower. Then, the journalist decided to make strawberry pancakes for breakfast and went to the kitchen. She was almost done by the time hands snaked around her waist from behind and a willing mouth pressed butterfly kisses to her neck.
"It smells so good, Ali" - Emily complimented and the blonde felt her heart flutter. It might sound whipped, but Ali's greatest pleasures from cooking were making Emily crazy for her food and when the brunette hugged her from behind while she was in the kitchen. To Ali, no other homely pleasure could compare to those.
"Thanks Em" - She kissed the brunette's cheek chastely - "Can you get the plates for me, please?"
"Hum… I could" - Emily's grip tightened around her waist and she pressed her nose to her girlfriend's neck - "But I'm so comfortable here"
"We need to eat before we go to work" - Ali argued, trying to resist Emily's cuteness.
"You're right" - The brunette disentangled from her and went to the shelf to pick up the plates so she could set up the table. No sooner the table was ready, Alison emerged from the kitchen with the frying pan in hands. Carefully, she put one pancake in each of the plates while Emily poured the orange juice.
Emily smiled softly at their little domestic moment at the same time that memories from previous night evoked all sorts of feelings. First of all, it seemed to have renewed Ali's trust on her. The second thing was that she half-expected that Alison would torture her more (and she wasn't against it, to be honest), but it turned out that the blonde was extremely gentle to her whilst emanating dominance. It really warmed her heart when Ali showed her soft side in moments like these.
That's why she wondered whether it was the moment to have the baby talk. On one hand, she and Ali were closer than they were five weeks ago. On the other hand, what if she messed this up again? What if she ruined whatever good moment they were having now? Or worse: what if Alison didn't want to have kids at all? It was a possibility and Emily would have to cope with that.
Not that she'd leave the blonde for her not wanting to be a mother. But, still, she dreamed of having a beautiful family with the woman she loved since she was thirteen and, when Alison was believed to be dead, Emily accepted that this was just another dream come true. Twelve years later and she had the most beautiful woman in her arms, but her dreams of having a family might have to be forgotten once again.
"Ali..." - She softly called - "We need to talk"
"What about?"
Emily hesitated, but took a deep breath and gathered the courage - "… Um… what do you think of… having a baby?"
Alison swallowed with difficulty. She knew this topic was bound to come back sooner or later, but she didn't think it'd be that soon. While she felt that she and Emily have gotten closer on the course of this week, she still didn't feel sure enough to open up about her anguish of becoming her mother. Even though Emily knew all her backstory, Alison had always made it look like she didn't carry any traumas except for jail. Of course, this wasn't true. The reason they all got involved in the A mess in the first place was that her family was fucked up.
Even so, she didn't feel like being harsh to her girlfriend. Emily felt so nervous bringing up the topic that Alison couldn't help but soften her heart - "I don't know" - She answered sincerely - "Honestly… I really don't know"
"Do you want babies or not?" - Emily reformulated the question to make it more objective and to force Alison into giving her a straight answer.
"Emily, I told you I don't know!" - The blonde snapped, making Emily wince at the rise of her voice. She instantly regretted it - "I don't wanna talk about it right now"
This felt like a stab on Emily's heart, as she remembered their young days, when Alison would give that excuse whenever any of her shady stuff was brought up. She felt like her girlfriend was hiding from her again and that damaged all the trust they'd built up the nights before.
"What are you hiding, Alison?" - She angrily asked.
"Nothing. I'm just not ready to talk about it" - Ali snorted, trying to keep calm so as to not let slip whatever they had repaired.
Emily exasperatedly rose from her chair - "Why can't you trust me?! Even after all of these years, I still feel like you're keeping something from me!"
"Emily, it's not that..."
"Me running away just made it worse, right?" - The brunette asked with tears on her eyes, even though she tried to put on a hard face.
Alison just took a deep breath in and considered answering, but she knew that she could only end up making things worse at the end. Emily was still volatile from yesterday's events and, if she were to be honest with herself, so was she. Arguing at this point would only lead to more resentment on the future. Alison was never one to run from a fight, but she'd be glad to pass this one out if it meant that she and Emily would be okay before the night ends.
"I don't know what you want me to say" - She quietly said, startling Emily, who expected Alison to snap at her ferociously, just like she did last time - "I'm not ready yet to have this conversation and I have to go to work right now" - She stood up and picked up her purse and then she dared to look into Emily's angry eyes. As much as Alison wanted to kiss her girlfriend before she went to work, Emily would probably reject her if she tried that. Instead, she decided to only give her a comprehensive stare before she left - "Goodbye, Emily"
Alison left and Emily broke down by the table, feeling empty inside.
"How you doing, bitch?" - Cece grinned as she spotted Alison coming into the restaurant. The two blondes had agreed to have lunch with each other on this Thursday.
"I'm fine" - Alison just shrugged - "And you?"
"Never better" - The older blonde smiled as she picked up the menu - "And how are things with Americano?"
Alison stared at the menu long enough to formulate an answer that wouldn't compromise both she and Emily. Cece didn't know she had been raped in prison and she didn't have to know that Emily had run away after learning that. Therefore, Alison settled for a more neutral answer.
"We've been doing this sex week thing" - She shyly admitted.
"Awesome!" - Cece squealed - "Have you tried kinky stuff?"
Alison blushed as she remembered the night before, Emily all tied up at her mercy… It was an act of love, not of lust, but, even so, it probably fitted Cece's conception of 'kinky'.
Upon noticing a faint shade of blush on her friends cheek, Cece squealed even higher - "Oh my God, you totally did! I bet you had her all tied up to yourself"
"H-How did you guess?" - Alison was scared by her friend's perception.
"You are totally the controlling kind" - Cece smirked.
"I-I'm not like that!" - Alison defended herself - "It was Emily who suggested it"
"Of course! She totally has the hots for you having your way with her" - Cece chuckled - "Who wouldn't anyway? But, tell me, what else do you plan you doing? Have you ever done it with a vibrator?"
"No, but we have a vibrator" - Though it's hidden away in a box somewhere, Alison completed mentally - "But I don't think it's the time for that, Cece"
"As long as you guys work on your issues, there's nothing wrong with kinky stuff"
"That's the problem, Ce" - Ali confessed - "We've worked out some stuff, but we still can't deal with the baby thing"
"Ali" - Cece's tone changed to stern - "Have you talked to her about your fear of becoming your mother?"
"No, I haven't. I'm not ready yet" - She resentfully answered - "We had an argument this morning over this. I left because I didn't want to fight her and destroy whatever we have rebuilt" "For once, you did the right thing, bitch" - Cece smirked - "But you need to work on this" "I know, Ce" - Alison melancholically muttered.
"Don't look so down, kiddo" - They were interrupted by the waiter, who arrived to take their orders. When he left, Cece looked smug - "I've got an idea"
"Cece, what are we doing here?!" - Alison stared ghastly at the sex shop in front of her. She knew it was a bad idea to let the blonde take her to a 'mysterious place' after lunch.
"What do you think we're doing?! We're buying your new sex toy!" - Cece beamed happily and dragged Ali inside.
"Hi girls! How can I help you?" - A red-haired woman, named Lily, approached them.
"We're just..."
"My friend here is going to buy a new sex toy" - Cece interrupted and put her on the line.
"Well, what are you looking for Ms. …?" - The attendant politely asked.
"DiLaurentis" - Alison snorted - "And I'm not..."
"She already has a vibrator and handcuffs" - Cece chimed in and informed.
"Oh, so you're not new to sex toys, are you?" - Lily chuckled - "What are you looking for now?"
"I… don't know" - Actually, Alison was new to this sex shop thing, considering that it was Emily who came up with the handcuffs and they actually had bought their vibrator online (for an exorbitant price, but it was worth not having the shame of going to a sex shop).
"Well, you're not single, are you?" - Lily quickly deduced - "I mean, you have handcuffs…"
"No I'm not" - Alison confirmed, quite surprised at the woman's intelligence.
"Are you dating a guy or a girl, if I may ask?"
"… A girl" - The journalist felt weird opening up to a sex shop worker.
"Have you ever tried a strap-on?" - The attendant guided them to the dildo and harness section.
Alison blushed furiously - "No… I don't think Emily will be interested in that" - She might have hinted that she wanted to do it with a strap-on in the past, but Emily dismissed it, probably not even understanding where she was getting at.
"Many lesbians are reluctant to try it at first because it's a 'straight' thing" - Lily gestured - "But some enjoy penetration"
"Me and Emily… we've never talked about it" - Alison admitted shamefully.
"See? That's what you're lacking at" - Cece winked and Ali was once again impressed at her friend's cleverness. She and Emily hadn't actually talked about sex throughout their relationship since their first time, when it was also Ali's first time with a girl and Emily took it slow. But, then, things started to happen naturally and they never really talked about sex again.
"It can be a pleasant surprise if you break it nicely" - Lily tried to sell her product.
"Show her the models" - Cece said and the red-haired woman began to show a handful of dildos to them. They came in several shapes, sizes and colors, and some even had a couple of balls along the extension of the toy. However, Alison needed to stay focused.
"I want the smallest size" - Lily looked at her in surprise - "Emily has never done this. I don't want to hurt her"
"Sweetie, who's to say you'll be on top?" - Cece teased.
Ali blushed once again, imagining herself with a strap-on, thrusting it inside Emily, fulfilling her completely, watching her moan at her mercy… Focus, Alison, focus! - "She's never done that"
"So haven't you" - The older blonde argued.
"Maybe, but I know how this kind of penetration works better than she does" - Alison responded.
"I think this one will do it" - Lily brought a 5"/2" silicone dildo with a curved head.
"Isn't it a little too phalic?" - Ali pointed at the head of the toy while Cece facepalmed herself.
"The head is curved like this so the toy can stimulate her G-spot" - Lily explained - "I think I have just your color" - She walked around a little until she returned with a light blue dildo, the same shade as Ali's eyes.
"Ali, this is beautiful!" - Even Cece recognized - "Put you in a black harness and I'd totally give it to ya" - She winked.
"Speaking of it..." - Lily picked up a black harness that didn't cover the buttocks - "Why don't you try these on? With your underwear on, of course"
Alison reluctantly took the harness and the toy and went to the dressing room. Five minutes later, she called Cece so her friend could give her opinion on the matter.
"God, Ali! Americano will love it!" - Cece complimented with her mouth open. The toy matched the journalist's eyes well and the black harness was too damn sexy!
"I think it's a little tight" - The younger blonde observed.
"It's normal" - Lily said - "It's better for it to be tight because then you can control the toy better"
Alison looked down at the dildo. How was she supposed to thrust with this thing? - "Lily, can you give me some advice?" - She asked.
"First of all, get used to the toy so you can see it as an extension of your body. Shower with it if necessary" - The women chuckled - "Secondly, the harness should be tight enough so you can control the toy, but not too tight to the point of hurting you. Then, don't get too much excited on your first time. Thrusting requires a set of muscles women aren't used to using. So, start off slow so you won't strain your body. Also, put lots of lube, more than actually think you need"
Alison just nodded, went back to the dressing room, took off the toy and picked up a glass of lube while Cece flashed her credit card - "Don't worry, kiddo, it's my treat. Now go fuck Americano" - And Alison was left to gasp once again at her friend's bluntness.
"Why did I even get this thing?" - Alison sighed, turning on the shower. As Lily advised, Alison decided to actually take a shower with the strap-on and, again, why did she agree to this? It was hard as hell to hide the whole package (dildo + harness + lube) from Aria and her peers at work. Thank God the sex shop at least had discreet bags.
Of course, Aria asked her if Emily had given her something, to which Alison vehemently denied and stuffed her things inside her purse, closing it quickly. Aria just laughed and the two of them went back to work, thankfully. As soon as she was done with her article, Alison rushed home to make sure arrived before Emily so she could properly set the evening up (or understand this thing).
Alison stroked the blue toy gently. It felt weird: she didn't feel anything but, at the same time, she felt something… It wasn't a physical sensation, but it made her gasp. Decided to explore a little more, Alison began to move her hips, simulating different kinds of thrusts, but it was all so strange. As Lily said, women weren't used to doing those kinds of movements.
Whatever, Alison turned off the shower and went out of the stall, doing her best to dry the harness and the dildo before she put it on later.
Alison had tried most of her pants, but none of them could successfully hide the toy. In all of them, she looked as though she had an erection and that was so not the impression she wanted to make. She hunted the baggiest pants she owned and put them on, creating a bulge on her crotch. Ali hoped that Emily wouldn't notice it before she intended her to.
The door creaked and she heard footsteps. Emily was home. Alison tried to run to the living room to welcome her girlfriend in, but she almost rolled down the stairs as the thing in between her legs made it harder to walk.
"Ali?" - Emily laughed and expectantly watched her make a fool of herself.
"I'm okay, I'm okay" - Alison took a deep breath and walked to the brunette as discreetly as she could.
"Good" - Emily smiled hesitantly and took her hand. After Alison left this morning, Emily took her time to think and she actually came to thank the blonde for walking out on her and avoiding another fight. She still wanted to talk about it, though, but she understood that Alison needed her time.
On the other hand, Ali was relieved that the vet was actually talking to her after their argument this morning - "Good evening" - She said and cupped Emily's face, slowly bringing her in for a chaste kiss, letting their noses brush against each other before their lips touched.
Emily put her hands on her hips and kissed her back - "I'm sorry for this morning, Ali"
"I know" - Ali caressed her face - "I am too"
"So… are we good?" - The brunette asked and Alison nodded, but when Emily tried to pull her in for a hug, Alison reluctantly ran away from those welcoming arms. She knew Emily would notice the bump in her crotch if they hugged. Emily instantly knew that something was wrong.
"So… what do you want for dinner?" - Ali walked away, trying to sound casual - "Chinese takeout?"
"Exactly" - Emily smirked and showed off the two bags of Chinese food she had brought home.
During their meal, Emily kept on trying to snake her hands on Ali's thigh, but the blonde always slapped that hand away. The brunette was getting more and more intrigued by her girlfriend's behavior because she knew that Alison would never reject her continuously like this. Her suspicions only rose when Ali almost tripped over the table when she was going to put her plate on the sink.
"Ali, are you okay?" - Emily immediately rose from her chair to help her girlfriend.
"Yes, I'm fine" - Ali softly answered. Damn it, she was being as clumsy as an elephant right now.
"Are you sure? You've been acting weird the whole evening" - Emily pressed - "Are you having those nightmares again?"
"No, it's not that..." - Ali denied and sighed. She couldn't keep on hiding it from Emily any longer - "It's just..." - The words wouldn't come out of her mouth, so Alison decided for a more direct approach. She grabbed Emily by her hair and kissed her passionately, pressing her toned body against the wall. The brunette kissed her back, albeit a little surprised by its fierceness.
Alison grabbed her hands and finally took them past her waistline. Emily eagerly cupped the blonde's center when she felt a bump in her hands instead of Ali's throbbing flesh.
"Alison, what is this?" - Emily sneaked her hands underneath her woman's pants and she was greeted with a hard, erect object. Aghast, Emily pulled it out of Ali's pants and found that she had a blue dildo in her hands.
Next chapter... Ali will struggle with sex positions, lol
Reviews:
pllrose: Part one of baby talk is here. They still have a long way to go ;)
Drea82851: I'll never abandon my ship! Lol, I was just busy with college stuff, and now I'm still bust xP. Yes, Emily and Alison were basically taking things for granted and that's sad, really :(. You're right, it's all about trust! Hope you enjoyed Ali's adventure at the sex shop, lol
I could ship that: Thanks!
Dragoncila: These people are so far away right now! Emily would have to pull a detective work to avenge Ali.
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