Ola chicos:)
Welcome to this thing I call "Fire flames and Judy"
We´re gathered here today to read Chapter 8.
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Lips pressed against each other, and a warm hand on her cheek.
This isn´t Judy Morstan´s first kiss, but, boy, let me tell you: It´s the best of all the kisses she ever has gotten in a long time.
In fact, it´s the best-
She melts into the kiss, because Leo Valdez tastes like summer is supposed to. Like sun, like dried grass, like chocolate, like smoke...
Everybody´s waiting, everybody´s watching
She backs away immidiately, because no one tastes like smoke. No one.
And she´s right- Leo´s hair is on fire, on fire for real.
She doesn´t even realize that she is screaming at him, before she sees her one face in a refection, and this pulls her into the real world again.
" You´re a freak!" She screams " You´re a dangerous, murdering freak!" She yells, then stops, because, is Leo Valdez really crying?
Yes, he is, and she immidiately feels bad. That wasn´t what she wanted, she hates herself for this, so she just stares at him.
Leo Valdez stands there, and he is crying, helplessly sobbing, burying his face in his hands. All of sudden, she sees the boy he was when he was little right in front of her. Little Leo, running away from someone who is shouting at him, hiding in the last corner of a dark room, crying like the little child he is. And now he´s crying again, because of her.
Even when you´re sleeping, keep your eyes open
She bites her lip and walks to him, taking his hand, careful, and he looks at her.
" Judy...you´re right" He says, but she shakes her head, in no way she is right, she was stupid and dumb and she hates herself for this.
Gods.
" You´re right, I am a freak. I mean, look at me and then tell me that I´m not a freak. Gods, Judy, I am sorry. I´m a freak, and I think I should just leave now. Sorry. Sorry." Leo whispers, he is shaking his head and staring at her, as if he hopes that she will say something.
But she is stupid. Judy just stands there and stares up at him, and never before she hated herself like that for something like that. It´s not fair what she is doing, it´s just not fair.
" Bye, Judy Morstan" Leo whispers, and she stares in shock as he walks away, his head bowed down in shame, his shoulders still trembling a bit. She just stands there, looking after him, while a word forms in her throath, a word, then a sentence.
" I´m sorry, too."
The tricky thing is yesterday we were just children
playing soldiers just pretending
The sad thing is, he knew it would have never worked, the thing he had going on in his mind.
He can´t just simply be sad about this, because he already knew before that it would never have worked.
She is to pretty, to nice, to...good, to be with him.
But, still, Judy Morstan returned his kiss.
He lays his head against a tree, and sighs when it starts raining. Rain. Cliché-
But, still, it just...suits his mood right now. Right now, he hates everything...
" Leo!" He hears a high pitched voice, and then a girl hugs him. Cinnamon like smell, great.
Calypso.
He pulls away, and she is staring at him, it´s almost scary.
" Calypso...what do you want?" He asks, and she throws him a small smile.
" Oh, come on, Leo. I just saw you running away from some girl, and she...was crying, I guess? Ditched her, did you?"
He stares at her, because how the heck(-i Padalecki) does she know that?
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
" How...do you know?" He asks, but Calypso just laughs.
" I know the girl. She´s...nice, I would say. Judy Morstan, isn´t it?" She asks, and Leo, despite he asks HOW she knows this, nodds.
" Oh, then, please. You did yourself a favor in ditching her. She´s so ugly!" ((A/N: *Zoella voice*))
He hesitates, because, hell, he should say something, but...the words just don´t come out of him.
" Like, for real. Her face, ew, ew, ew. And, that ridicously brown hair, like, who is she trying to impress. Also, the way Judy talks. Bo-ring!" Calypso calls, and, again, he hesitates. " Worst of all, those boring, ugly eyes. And then, the way she is like so dumb. You´re lucky you ditched her, Leo. For real."
He is still hesitating, and he hates himself for that right now.
" Oh...I should get going" Calypso now says, kissing him on the cheek quickly. "Bye, Leo!"
He stares after her when she goes, and just now finds the words he wanted to say all along.
" I think she´s perfect."
In backyards winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands and keeps score
Keep your eyes open
Everybody's waiting for you to break down
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping, keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
So here you are, two steps ahead
And staying on guard,
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far
But turn around, now they've surrounded you
It's a showdown
And nobody comes to save you now
But you've got something they don't,
Yeah, you've got something they don't
You just gotta keep your eyes open
Everybody's waiting for you to break down
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping, keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes...
Keep your feet ready
Heartbeat steady
Keep your eyes open
Keep your aim locked
The night goes dark
Keep your eyes open
Everybody's waiting for you to break down
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping, keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
YO YO YO Bitches what´s up
I have no idea where that came from
Don´t you just love it when people call you a "liar" or a "attention seeker" because you´re mental ill
Ah, I love humans *cough cough*
-Hazellyn x