OKay. so. I forgot something. I LOVE YOU, Silverhuntresses
I couldn´t sleep and you just...went like, Hi. Need help. I help you.
I love you.
Chapter 9, feat. my favourite song at the moment- for you.
Sometimes she asks herself if she shouldn´t just vanish from Camp.
No one would miss her, and, if she is honest, she also wouldn´t miss very many people.
Well, maybe Leyla, her friend, which she seemed to abandoned the last few weeks, with all what was going on, they only had spoken a few times on SMS and stuff.
Maybe she would miss Cecil as well. They still talked to each other, even if they had broken up, and she also had forgiven him.
And, maybe, she would also miss Le-
Little girl, terrified
No, she can´t think about him right now. Yesterday she had seen him with Calypso again, they day before he wouldn´t even look at her, he wouldn´t even talk to her, even if she apologised over and over. The only thing he had said to her was: " I never expected you to be so fake"
She had no idea what he meant with that.
His voice had been so cold when he had been saying this, and so she basically gave up on him right after. She knew that she hadn´t been excactly nice to him, but he knew about her fear of fire, and so now she just sits in her room, staring out of the window.
There is a knock on her door, and for a second she is stupid enough to get her hopes up. Leo.
No, she can´t think that. She will only be sad if he isn´t on the door.
But still, hopeful, she opens her door. Leyla.
The red hair in a ponytail, the blue eyes staring at her.
" Judy...you..." Leyla stutters, then just pulls her into a hug, and Judy feels herself break down.
She´d leave her room if onyl bruises would heal
She shakes her head over and over again, trying Leyla to leave, but her friend just sits there and comfort her.- Leyla is a great friend.
And she hates herself for not talking to her sooner, because Leyla knows more about boys than Judy ever will. Leyla dated several boys over the years.
So, Judy gives in, telling Leyla about this what she is feeling around Leo Valdez.
Leyla does understand.
A home is no place to hide
Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels
Leo is sitting around, when there is a knock on his door.
And, of course, as stupid as he is, the first person to come into his minds, is...Judy Morstan.
Gods, he is so heartbroken. Calypso was probably right about her. Judy won´t even look at him now, and he always saw her hanging out with Cecil. Maybe she really just used him to get Cecils attention back.
He bites his lip as he opens the door, but in front of him just stands a girl, his age, he guesses. She´s kinds pretty, but not as pretty as the girl that, once again, pops into his mind. Judy.
Judy was so alive when he kissed her, so alive, alive, alive.
He never wanted to do anything else than kissing her.
He flinches when the girl hits him in the face.
Everyday´s the same, she fights to find her way
" Ow!" He yells and stares at the girl. " Are you crazy! Who even are you?" He asks, and the girl snorts.
" I´m the best friend of a girl you used, just to get back together with that evil girl of Calypso!" The girl yells, and he still does not understand. What is it, this weird looking girl wants from him?
" I´m pretty sure I don´t even know your friend! And, I don´t have a girlfriend at the moment!" He adds, biting his lips, because, of course, a girl comes into his mind. Judy Morstan.
" Oh, of course you know her! And don´t lie, every one at Camp Iuppiter knows that you are dating this nymph..Calypso! Of course you know my friend! Judy? Oh, or did you forget her already, Valdez?" The girl shouts at him, and he feels like he is falling...falling...falling...
He stops all of sudden and just stares at the girl.
" Did she sent you?" He asks, and his voice is croaky.
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Judy sits in her room and stares out of the window, her head filled with all those thoughts once again.
All those pictures and memories, like shattered glass, all inside her. There are tears running down her face, and she hates it.
And, after she has seen enough of those pictures, one face comes into her mind over and over again.
Leo. Leo, Leo, Leo.
Leo Valdez.
She bites her lip as she is shaking from sobs, because there is a knock on her door, and she...
It´s Cecil.
And she breaks down.
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?
Today she? s turning sixteen
Everyone singing but she can? t seem to smile
They never get past arms length
How could they act like everything is alright?
Pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars leave
She says,? Maybe making me bleed
Will be the answer that could wash the slate clean?
Every day? s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She wonders why
Does anyone ever hear her when she cries?
This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace
Don? t be afraid? cause seasons change
And God is watching over you, He hears you
And every day? s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She? ll be just fine
? Cause I know He hears her when she cries
Every day? s the same, she fights to find her way
She hurts, she breaks, she hides and tries to pray
She? ll be just fine
? Cause I know He hears her when she cries
She? ll be just fine
? Cause I know He hears her when she cries
Okay...so...
I have a deep conection to this song. It´s pretty weird for me to write this stuff.
But, hey, I´ll see you next time.
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