Chapter 6

I see Alex Pettyfer playing Ben….

Ana POV

It is Friday and I've just finished with my first week of work as assistant to Jack Hyde, it has been interesting. He seems to be temperamental and his stares can make me uncomfortable but my dream is to be an editor and this is my start so I need to suck it up. I've been walking to work because Wanda finally gave out on me. Jose is coming from Portland this weekend to take a look at it. Thank God we don't live far away from my work. As I get in the elevator to the condo I see Ben approaching, "Ana please talk to me. I'm so sorry; it was my anxiety meds that I was on. My Doctor prescribed me new ones that don't make me aggressive." The elevator closes and the ride up to my floor is so awkward.

As I open the door to the condo I get out my pepper spray, "Ben, I will talk to you but if you get near me I will spray you."

We enter the living area and he gets on his knees pleading, a few tears rolling down his cheek, "I'm so sorry Ana, I don't know what happened to me."

"Do you know how emotionally scarred I am from what you did. I couldn't sit on my behind without crying for two weeks. I was afraid the welts wouldn't go away. You almost forced yourself on me; I kicked you in the balls when I was finally strong enough to get free. Then you slapped my face so hard it bruised." I say with tears streaming down my face. "Ben, I don't hate you. I feel bad for you… I wish you would see that Elena abused you and she still has control over your life. I wish you the best but I want nothing to do with you. I forgive you but I could never forget what you did."

"I understand Ana, Elena never abused me. She helped me get through all my anger issues. I was drinking and getting into fights all the time. I didn't know how to cope with my mother and father's death. My older sister tried her best to take care of me but I didn't know how to deal with my anger. Then I met Elena. "

"I'll change I promise, I won't punish you ever again. We can just have the sexual pleasure of the lifestyle with no punishments." He pleads.

"That is not it; I'm turned on by some of the punishments. Our problem is that I can't trust you anymore because you went too far. We never had safe words or anything because I trusted you and you promised that if I ever said no or stop that you would and you lied about that." I state not backing down.

"I understand Ana maybe someday you can trust me again. I will leave for now but know that you always have my number. If you need anything just let me know."

After he leaves I put on some running clothes and decide to go for a run before I start dinner. I need to get Christian off my mind. I keep wondering about what he is doing tonight or this whole weekend really. I wonder if he already has a new submissive, one who is better than me at it. I miss the touch of his skin, the passion in his kisses. His seductive grey eyes that see right through me, his perfect strong jaw, Christian's face is like a work of art. Who am I kidding? His body and everything on him is a work of art. I put everything I have into this run and afterwards I'm drenched in sweat. I get home and take nice long hot shower and head to the kitchen to prepare dinner. I choose to make Mac and cheese; I'm in need of a good comfort food. After I'm finished eating I save a bowl for Kate, she comes out of her room all dressed up. "There is some mac and cheese if you are hungry?" I offer her.

"Thanks Ana, I'm starving!" Kate smiles gratefully as she digs into her mac and cheese. "I have the perfect outfit for you tonight, we are going dancing tonight!" She sates in between bites. I laugh, "I don't know if I feel like going out tonight." Kate brings out a dress for me to try on. It is a black satin deep V-neck dress she got from BeBe's. I try it on and it shows off a lot of cleavage, my back and it is super short. She pairs it with some black strappy high heel sandals. I laugh when I look in the mirror, "It looks like I'm begging for it in this outfit."

Kate laughs, "Maybe you are, it has been a while since Ben ya know." I haven't had the chance to talk about Christian with her yet, this week has been pretty busy with my first week of work. Plus I've been hiding out in my room reading books. She has been super busy with her internship at Seattle times anyway. I decide to live a little and go out with her wearing this sexy dress, I curl my hair and apply some make-up not a whole lot. Kate comes back in the restroom, "Come on Ana, let's do the smokey eyes… Make you look like a vixen looking for next target."

We both laugh, "Okay, but not too much." She whines, "Fine, let's do red lipstick. It would look so hot!" Kate squeals getting out some red lipstick from the make-up bag and applying it for me.

I'm spraying on some light blue Dolce and Gabbana perfume when Kate shouts, "Come on Ana, Ethan is waiting at the club for us." We are going to Foundation night club it is one of the hottest clubs in Seattle and I've only been there once and we had a blast. When we get there Ethan gives me a big hug, "Ana Banana! How are you doing?"

I smile hugging him back, "Doing good, how about you Ethan?"

"Can't complain little's, you look gorgeous tonight. Let me guess, Kate blackmailed you into wearing that little dress." I laugh shushing him, "That's our little secret okay." He orders a beer from the bar while Kate and I order some Cosmo's. Ethan motions to the dance floor, "Come on Little's we are gonna dance like it is 1999!"

Christian POV

My brother Elliot has spent the evening with me at Escala, he has been hounding me for weeks about having some brother bonding time. So we had dinner and now are chatting about some work I want his construction company to do for a business I just purchased in Portland. My brother is amazing at what he does. I can't stop thinking about Anastasia and the way her blue eyes sparkle, her soft skin, her scent, she is absolute perfection and I screwed it all up. She left and walked away, I have strict rules about there not being second chances but I'm at the end of my rope here. I want to hear her voice; I was worried about her when she left so I've had Taylor hire someone to check up on her every so often to make sure she is okay. I've been waiting to hear back about Ana's where about's tonight, I need to make sure she hasn't already found a new Dom. Taylor enters the room, "Sir, Sawyer reported that Ana and her roommate left to the foundation club about 30 minutes ago. That she seemed to be in good spirits."

Elliot tries to hide his big smile, "Ana, who is Ana?" I huff, "No one Lelliot… Do you feel like clubbing tonight brother?" He laughs, "You know I'm always down to get my groove on little brother."

I have Taylor drive us to the foundation club and when we get there it is quite crowded so it takes a while to find my Ana but when I do I'm fucking pissed. She is dancing with some loser surfer looking douche bag in a dress that would earn her a definite punishment in my playroom. I can't take my eyes off her swaying her perfect ass to the music. I head over to them, "May I cut in?" I ask glaring at Cali boy.

"Christian, what are you doing here?" Ana asks curtly.

"I'm here because I have decided that I want to continue our arrangement. I've had time to think about it and as long as we can be honest with each other we can continue." I state not wanting to say that I had the best night of sleep of my life when she slept in my arms. That I spent every day of this last week obsessing about her, missing everything about her. She is looking me straight in the eye, her eyes are darkened because she is aroused, and I see that she has missed me as well.

She laughs, "Are you forgetting that I said I didn't want to continue our arrangement because you are a dick!"

I grab her arm dragging her off the dance floor and into the closest ladies restroom nearby. When we enter a couple of ladies that were fixing their hair and make-up leave. I text Taylor to make sure no one enters this restroom. I set her on the long marble restroom counter, her breathing has picked up and she is trying to cross her legs.

"You say you don't want to continue this but your body tells me otherwise Anastasia..." I state.

She just looks down, "You hurt my feelings Sir."

"Well baby let me make it up to you." I say as I start to remove her panties. I bend down getting on my knees and start kissing her sweet soaking slice of heaven. I lick and suck while pinching her nipples until she reaches her orgasm. Afterwards I stand up unzipping my jeans and I jam my hard cock inside of her, she inhales loudly. "Did you miss this baby?" I growl as I pump inside her savagely. "Yesss Sir" she whimpers. I continue to fuck her brains out on this counter until we both reach our orgasms. I groan, "Fuckk Ana!" as I spill my warm seed inside her hole. After we are finished she looks up at me sheepishly. I pick her up off the counter kissing her perfect lips until she is breathless.

We are hand in hand as we are exiting the restroom, "Taylor, take us back to Escala."

While we wait for Taylor to get the SUV I whisper in Ana's ear seductively, "Don't think I'm not going to punish you for that little dress you are wearing."

She giggles and God I have missed that sound.

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