Chapter 9

So sorry it took so long to update...

Christian POV

It has been a long week and I can't wait for Anastasia to be here tomorrow night. After a long talk with Dr. Flynn yesterday I have decided I'm not telling my parents shit; they don't need to know anything. Like Ana, he believes that Elena took advantage of me but the more I think about it, the more I remember how much I wanted it and needed it. Elena taught me control and I didn't end up like my mother. At first I could understand Ana's point about a young girl but it is different with teenage guys, they crave and need sex. If Elena was an 18 year old or 20 year old nobody would think anything like that. Just that I was lucky to get some college pussy. I think I was more upset to find out that she had another sub while she had me that wasn't a part of the contract. We are meeting tonight for dinner and I'm going to discuss this all with her.

She kisses my cheek, "Darling, you look dashing."

"Ana told me about Ben." I wait wanting her to finally confess.

"Christian, you were away at college and the visits weren't frequent enough. I have needs. I don't feel I should have to explain myself to you."

Just like Elena always has to have the upper hand, "Fuck that, in the contract we had it was clearly stated."

"So you mean to tell me that you never fucked anyone in college behind my back?"

"No, back then you were all I wanted. All I needed!"

"I used poor judgment, but Ben needed my help and now look at both you. You both are so successful and very powerful dominants."

"Fine Elena, it's been over between us for a long time anyways."

"Don't sulk darling, the past is the past. So tell me how things are going with Anastasia?"

"I don't know, I feel I've grown soft with her. Almost like I'm losing control."

"Maybe you are falling in love."

I chuckle at the thought, "I think it's just that she challenges me. Excites me like no other."

After my dinner with Elena I head back to Escala to work in my study before another restless night. I don't usually text my subs during the week except with instructions for the weekend. But with Ana everything is different. I've become obsessed with her, she is flooding my every thought and it is driving me crazy. I text her, "How are you doing this evening? Looking forward to tomorrow."

I wait an hour and still no response, it makes me uneasy. What if she is with someone else? I call Sawyer to check on her.

"Sawyer where is Anastasia? Why isn't she answering her text messages?"

"Sir, she is currently at a sports bar with some friends. Maybe she didn't hear her phone."

Who the hell is she with? Why the hell isn't she answering my messages? "Who the fuck is with her?" I growl.

"Her blonde friend she lives with, A Hispanic boy, and that blonde boy from the club last time."

I'm fuming, "Is she drinking?"

"Yes Sir, she has had some cocktails."

I hang up. Damn this girl is driving me fucking mad, I want to show up at the bar but I'm too pissed right now. She is mine, why is she out drinking with those boys. Does she want them? Have they fucked her before?

I decide to call her one more time.

She answers, "Good evening Mr. Grey"

"Where are you Anastasia?"

She pauses, "I'm at a bar with my friends Sir."

"Have you been drinking?" I ask curtly.

"Yes Sir, but I'm not drunk so I'm not breaking the contract."

"I want you to take a cab home or I will have my driver pick you up."

"Sir, there is nothing in the contract that states I can't hang out with my friends to have a couple drinks."

"Where the fuck are you? Which bar?" I ask losing my patience.

"A sports bar in Seattle." She confesses nervously.

"Don't go anywhere; I'm coming to get you!"

I hang up before she can protest.

When Taylor and I arrive at the bar I see surfer blonde boy getting a cab and Ana is waiting, oh fuck no they aren't leaving together. She is really trying to push me. When she sees me coming towards her she looks the other way.

"Come on Ana, we are leaving."

"No Christian, I am going home and you are leaving."

"Anastasia, I will carry you over my shoulder back to my car if I have to. Don't test me." I growl.

"Christian, you are so frustrating sometimes."

I glare at her, "Me frustrating?! Oh no you take the cake on that Ms. Steele. Now let's go."

She gives the surfer boy a hug and it takes everything in me to stop myself from knocking him on his ass. She stomps over to the SUV like a child pouting. Once we are In the SUV she starts going off.

"You aren't punishing me for any of this shit! This is crazy Christian, how did you even know where I was?"

"Don't worry about it, I have my ways Anastasia. You… Are… Mine…" I say pulling her lips to mine; I suck on her bottom lip biting it roughly. Not enough to draw blood but to have her feel it. She moans.

"Seriously, I have every right to be able to have a life outside of us. I can hang out with my friends."

She just doesn't know when to quit, "You do but not drinking with fucking pricks that want into your panties."

She rolls her eyes and sighs, "It doesn't matter, if I had wanted them I would have fucked them a long time ago but I don't. I only want you and I'm even willing to put up with all this bullshit most of the time but this is getting to be a little bit much for even me."

"Don't roll your eyes, you know how the fuck I feel about it. If you do it again I will spank and fuck you in this back seat."

I turn my attention to Taylor, "Drive us to Escala."

Ana speaks up, "No, please take me home."

I put the privacy window up, "You don't want to stay with me."

She looks out the window not facing me, "I will be there tomorrow night just like the contract states Sir."

"I'm asking you stay the night tonight Ana."

"No, so you can have your way with me. Make me sleep alone and I can't even touch you at all. I think I'll stay at my place tonight and prepare myself for the weekend."

"You say it like you aren't looking forward to it. I'm not forcing you to be my sub."

"I don't do anything I don't want to do Christian. You should know that by now, tonight I'm not happy with you and I don't want to go to your place and pretend that everything is normal. I just want the evening to sort out some stuff."

"What stuff?"

"God Christian, I don't know when I left your place last weekend I thought we had made progress into something more than just your usual fucked up contracted Dom/Sub relationship."

"That is the only relationships I have, it is the way I am. I thought you understood this about me already. I don't appreciate your tone either."

We have arrived at her place she gets out of the car, I immediately follow after her and ask"Should I even expect you over tomorrow?"

"Why are you going to make plans to get a new sub if I don't show up?" She asks crossly.

"Now isn't the time for that smart mouth, I have to know if this is it? I have a feeling like this is goodbye?"

"You don't get to show up ruining my evening with my friends by lecturing me. Going outside the rules of your contract is okay for you but not okay for me. I get punished for doing that. I'm annoyed as hell but I didn't say this was it. I said I need to think about things. You pressuring me isn't helping."

I have her pinned up against her door grabbing ahold of her hair, I crush my lips to hers. Our tongues battle for dominance and of course I win. My cock is harder than a rock. I grind it in to her and she moans. "You drive me fucking crazy baby" I grunt. That's right baby, you still want and need this. She pulls away opening her door.

"Goodnight Christian."

"Goodnight Ana."

Would love to hear your thoughts? Should I continue this or just leave it and instead just keep reading the fics I love.