Unexpected- Chapter 4
jc.. i didn't update this since 2014 :'D well anyway here ya go
The female spaniard was on a cloud. Or at least, she think's it's a cloud. Her whole body was rested on top of something fluffy. Something soft. She opened her eyes to a blue sky filled with clouds that circled around her cloud. The wind was soft and it was cool.
Still laying down on the cloud she sighed contently. She was completely relaxed and at peace. She didn't dare move from her place for it was far too comfortable. Her eyes were half closed and she held a gentle smile on her face.
It was as if…she was at paradise.
Was this heaven?
Did she die?
" No."
Her eyes shot open from the voice. The voice was gentle and it was familiar. She sat up and looked around for that voice and then she saw Katyusha.
Katyusha was on another cloud holding hands with someone else. It was a male. A male with a white mask…
Wait! She knew him!
Yes! It was the man from the airport! The handsome one! Still sitting up and looking at them from her cloud, she noticed that they didn't know she was there. It was as if, they couldn't see her…
She watched them. Katyusha had a huge grin on her face as she looked up at the male. They were dancing. Every step that they took was in sync, if anything they were great dancers. He would give her a spin and she would laugh. Their dance seemed happy. Peaceful. And Antonia would dare say, ….romantic.
Antonia wasn't one who exactly approved of romance. She didn't have a problem with other people and their romance but she just couldn't see herself in a romantic relationship with anybody. Mostly due to the fact that every relationship she was in, she felt the need to be….per say, dominant. She felt that every man was an idiot and didn't know as much as she did. She felt as if she needed to baby him or maybe show him the ropes.
It was as if she was a mother. Which wouldn't be correct, since they were suppose to be in a romantic relationship. Maybe she was more experienced? Clearly, she wasn't as young as she used to be..she was 34 and single.
34 and single…When said like that, it was almost depressing.
Was that her problem?
No… Romance isn't mandatory. There are many who go on without it. Heck! Why would she need it? Romance was just a distraction, an obstacle, and clearly she wasn't fit for such a thing. If anything, the single life style that she has currently would suite her much better. She would be in control of her life, in control of her apartment, of her money, of her decisions, of everything! Why would you need anyone else if you have yourself?
A drop fell to the back of her hand.
"…What?" she said confused. She realized her cheeks were also wet, and more drops fell on the back of her hand.
She was crying.
"..Ah…I see." She said as she chuckled a bit in between her tears, trying to wipe them away with the back of her hand. " My problem isn't the fact I want romance. My problem is that I am simply just stressed."
She nodded but more tears fell. She sniffed as her tears just continued to pour out of her eyes.
No… it wasn't just stress.
It was jealousy.
It was frustration.
It was….lonely.
She watched Katyusha and the male hugging each other. She watched them with a sigh. Why was she being shown this? Was it a sign? Was this the present? The past? or was it the future?
Katyusha did say she was single. But maybe she had her eyes for someone? Was this male that someone? They do look fairly happy.
Yes this was a sign.
She understood now.
If she couldn't have a relationship, she should at least help someone else have a relationship!
She smiled. "I get it!" She said up at the sky. " You know that I'm experienced with romance and that if I can't have it then I should just help others with it! Because I'm a selfish person and need to be more selfless!"
She grinned but then everything turned dark and she felt like she was falling.
She could have sworn she heard someone say " You idiot."
That voice was familiar…