I'm still blushing because of the "almost kiss" with Finnick, while he's laughing, opening the home's door.

He opens the door for me and let me enter before him; "mi casa es tu casa", he exclaims.

I admire his home with my mouth open: it's very big!

Finnick's home has an elevator and stairs, it's all decorated in a modern style.

On the ground floor there's a bathroom: little, but very elegant, the kitchen, all in black and white and a big white sofa… I swear he'll let me sleep there and I'm not even complaining.

"Do you want to see the home or are we already going to my room?" he asks.

"Going to your room" I reply.

He holds my hand and he guides me into his room.

His hand is so soft and warm, I'd like to hold it everytime, honestly.

We're now in the elevator, there's a lot of silence.

I look at Finnick: a soft smile now is covering his face, that makes him look like so cute and sweet.

He looks at me for seconds and I look at something else… SHIT I think he saw me looking at him with heart eyes.

Mellark you're so stupid, he'll never love you! Probably he has a girlfriend, I mean he's so hot and he seems so nice: it's impossible to this guy to be single.

Finnick's room is at the last floor: the 4th.

He, unfortunately, leaves my hand and opens his room.

What I'm seeing it's like the most beautiful and elegant room ever: a little sofa in the corner, a big bed, a balcony, all colored as cream.

"Do you want some?" he asks me with a glass of beer.

"You drink too much" I reply.

"Maybe, that's why two bottles of vodka didn't do me anything" he says smirking.

Oh what this guy is doing to me.

"…Thank you, by the way" I say, almost whispering.

"I promised you that" he replies, taking his shirt off.

I pay attention at every move he does: the way he slowly unbottons his shirt and then, throws it on the bed.

"Do you mind?" he asks me.

I'm looking at Finnick's whole body now: all I know is that I'd like to kiss every part of it.

"No, don't worry" I say, covering my smile.

"Do you need a pajama or will you sleep with underwear like me?" he asks again.

So tonight I'll see Finnick Odair wearing nothing, but an underwear: I'm already sweating.

"I'll sleep with underwears on" I exclaim.

Finnick is now unbottoning his jeans and I try to not look, but at the same time I want to.

I decide to look at him and it was the best and worst decision I made ever: his left hand slowly moving down, Finnick unbottoning his jeans with only two fingers and then him unzipping his jeans and throwing them on the floor.

Finnick's legs look so strong and I try to not react at him in underwears.

"C'mon, then" he says, taking me into the real world.

"Take your clothes off, I'm going to the other room to decide which videogame we should play" he says, going out.

I take my clothes off and all I think of is Finnick Odair's beauty: I'm not in love with him, I don't even know him, but maybe we'll be friends, who knows?

"I'm here!" he exclaims while running his fingers in the hair.

Finnick is looking at me and I feel so uncomfortable: probably he's thinking how my body is shit compared to his.

"I'd like the pajama" I say.

"Okay, but why?" he asks, searching for a pajama.

"I felt uncomfortable when you were looking at me. I know that I'm not a God like you, but" I start to say without stopping.

Finnick laughs and I feel stupider.

"I'm not a god, but thank you and I wasn't looking at you because your body is shit" he replies and I suddenly feel better.

"Why were you looking at me, then?" I answer.

"I like to look at people" Finnick says.

"And why do you always look at me, Mellark?" he asks, smirking.

I knew it!

My face is now all red and I'd like to disappear.

"I like to look at people!" I exclaim in his voice's tone.

He laughs and, I swear, it's the most beautiful laugh I have ever heard: so soft, so pure, I'd like to hug him.

"So…do you still want the pajama?" he asks me with his sexy voice.

This guy is one of those guys you would fuck , but at the same time hug: he's making me crazy!

"I don't want it" I reply.

He covers himself with blankets and invites me to sleep with him.

"I want to know you better, so I'm going to ask you something" he says looking at me.

"Wait, not videogames?" I ask a bit worried about what he's going to ask me.

"No and you can ask me something, if you want" he says.

I look into his beautiful green eyes, so intense, so deep.

"Have you ever kissed someone?" he asks.

"Yes." I say still looking in his eyes.

"Her name was Lu…LUCIA! She was my best friend, I loved her, but she made fun of me" I continue.

I had to change "his" with "her" and "Lukas" with "Lucia".

"Oh Peeta, you'll find the love of your life. Who knows maybe the love of your life is in front of you and you don't even know it" he says smiling.

I don't know why, but this made me smile like an idiot : "maybe" I think.

"Are you dated?" I ask.

I can't believe I actually asked him it, I'm an idiot.

"No, I'm single. I never dated someone.. I never fell in love, I just fucked them, they only found me hot.

They never fell in love with me" he replies with a sad smile.

"You'll find someone who will fall in love with you, Finnick, I bet you're handsome" I reply, smiling at him.

"You're so kind" he tells me.

"Are you still virgin, Mellark?" he asks.

"Yes, but when I lived in London I wanted to fuck so hard my best friend" I say, laughing.

"Wait did you live in London?" he changes the argument.

"We had a bakery there, so I can paint and bake" I tell him.

He gets closer and closer to me, with a smile on his face.

His lips are almost on mine.

"You're a man to marry!" he exclaims.