Seth's POV

I should just leave never come back. If anything goes right for me something always go wrong. Maybe I wasn't suppose to be born

Maybe I wasn't meant to be here that's way everyone hurts me I'm not treated like everyone else.

Maybe-maybe I should kill myself. I've been thinking about it for six years now why not that's the fastest I'll leave the world.

Randy: Seth where are you!?

Please god let him leave me alone so I can do this.

It's the quickest way out I just want to be with mom.

I just want to escape from the pain no one understands me but for mom , mommy, daddy, G's.

But the funny about it is I want to escape but I never want to leave I always carry my dagger but I never want to use it when I start to thinking about ending it so what's so different now.

I'm sick of it all that is what different to just finally end.

15 for the pain.

10 for the failure to Kane.

25 for people hating me.

30 for the abuse.

20 for the bullies.

40 for mom.

Mom I'll see you soon.

The weight of my heart feels light all of this burden that was on me is now gone. People can live their life without me in it and be happy.

Like they say I'm just a waste of space I started to fall into the blackness.

~ Randy's POV~

Randy: I swear I can smell Seth blood. But why is it getting stronger?

Oh no he can't do what I think?

Shit! No No No Seth you didn't.

The hospital is 4 mile from here.

Shit I hope I don't get caught using the vampire speed

~3 minutes later~

Randy: Help my boyfriend tried to kill himself!

The nurse came out toke him to the back

~20 minutes later~

Nurse: Sir I have a question for you.

Randy: Um yeah what's wrong.

Nurse: Well your boyfriend has broken bones bruises on his body have you been abusing him.

Randy: No. In October my brother girlfriend told me bout his dad abusing him.

Nurse: Did he report it to the police.

Randy: No. Seth is scared to. He keeps thinking that if he does that his dad will look for him.

Nurse: Well I have to report it to the cops. I can explain it to him if you want me to or I don't have to say anything to him about it.

Randy: Yes please. So is he fine.

Nurse: Yes but there is a 20% of him living 80% of him dying.

Randy: What do something keep him alive please.

Nurse: Well will Randy.

Randy: How do know my name?

Nurse: I'm your mom friend Natalya.

Randy: I remember you, you brought me Ethan so many toys that dad said that each of us had a mini toys r us.

Natalya: And put it together you get a big ole toys r us.

Randy: So can you help him.

Natalya: Yes but he has to stay over a couple of day maybe weeks but you can stay till he wakes up. But if he doesn't make progress we have to keep him for some months.

Randy: Thank You Natalya.