So this is a quick update, might as well write chapters for this seeing as it's the summer and I have made no plans to go out. So what better way to spend my time then by writing fanfiction.


I woke up the next morning without the added pressure on my lap. I looked around the room searching for any sign of Tori, not seeing the girl who I spent most of the night comforting I got up and made my way into the kitchen. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes, and saw Tori sitting on the kitchen chair looking out of the window.

"You okay?" I asked her taking the chair beside her. She nodded eyes not leaving my window. "Do you want to talk?" She shook her head.

I sighed a little "Want some breakfast?" I asked her.

"No thanks" Tori said moving her eyes to my direction. "Thank you for last night"

"Don't mention," I shrugged "Seriously don't mention it to anyone, I can't have anyone at school thinking I've gone soft" I warned her and I noticed a glint in her eyes as I said this.

"Of course not, couldn't have that now could we" She said and I smirked. I noticed how she still looked the same as she did last night.

"Go take a shower, you look like shit" I told her "You can wear my clothes"

I could tell she was going to disagree with me so I just glared at her "This is not up for discussion, now go" Tori nodded and stood up giving me a mock salute before walking off into the bathroom and I couldn't help but watch her go.


After getting Tori out of her ruined clothes and into a pair of my old ones, I could tell she was more calmer then she was last night. At least she wasn't on the verge of another breakdown. I sat down beside her a cup of coffee in my hands and I watched as Tori clung to her cup with both hands tightly. I needed to ask what had happened to her, only so this theory in my head could be proven wrong.

"Tori, you have to tell me what happened" I said to her. She shut her eyes tightly and began shaking her head.

"I can't" She mumbled "It's too painful". I placed the cup I was holding down and wrapped an arm around her shoulders.

"Tori you have to, I promise all the pain will go eventually" I said pulling her closer to me. She turned her head to look at me her brown eyes shining with tears.

"You called me Tori?" She asked the corner of her lips twitching upwards. This was the closest Tori had acted to her old self since last night and I'm taking it as a good sign.

I smirked slightly "I've been calling you Tori for awhile now"

"Well yesterday, I couldn't exactly form proper sentences for me ask you about" She said giving me a small smile. Great we're making progress. "Jade, do you promise all the pain will go away?"

"I promise Tori," I said "Now can you please tell me?"

A period of time went by before Tori nodded, resting her head head on my shoulder "I was stupid, I was coming home from Cat's house after working on our project that we have to do for school, Trina was supposed to give me a ride home but she called me saying she wouldn't make it. So I decided to walk home, I should've gone back to Cat's. God I wish I did now," Tori's voice was barely above a whisper "I was walking past an alleyway, when I felt a someone grab my arm. Then-then…"

I could feel Tori shaking as she came near the end of her little speech and I was knew she was going to start crying again. I rubbed her arm and rested my head on top of hers. "It's fine, you don't have to say anymore" I said knowing exactly what happened next. I felt my stomach churn I was wrong. It actually happened, someone had actually raped Tori. My sadness had soon become replaced with a blinding rage. I had to find the fucker who did this, I had to make him pay before he did it again. To Tori or any other girl.

I clenched my fist that wasn't holding Tori, I had to calm down for Tori's sake. Right now she needs me, she needs me to hold her and tell everything will be okay. I kept holding while she cried on my shoulder, my mind creating new ways of me torturing the creep when I get my hands on him.

"Who did it?" I suddenly asked, my anger for him getting the better of me that I had to ask even though I didn't plan to.

"Jade," Tori said removing her head from my shoulder and facing me "Don't"

"Who. Did. It?" I said more forcefully then the last time, I have to control my anger better.

"I don't know okay," Tori cried "I don't know who he was, I never saw his face" Tori wiped away her tears and stood up. "C'mon lets do something"

I looked at her confused, what did she mean do something? "What are you going on about Vega?" I asked her standing up also. I saw something flash in her eyes as I called her Vega again and I didn't know whether it was a good thing or bad.

"I want to do something else then cry Jade, I've done enough crying for one night" Tori told me nodding in determination.

"Okay," I said still slightly confused about the whole situation "We can go to the police-"

"No," Tori said interrupting me "I don't want to go to the police, I'm fine" I looked at her raising an eyebrow.

"You are not fine Vega," I told her folding my arms over my chest "If you was fine you wouldn't of been crying the way you did, if you were fine you wouldn't have come to fucking me for comfort"

"Jade, just trust me I'm fine" She said. I knew she was in denial about the whole thing that had happened to her, that she was lying to me and herself about how she's 'fine'.

I shook my head "You were fucking raped Tori. How can you be fine about that?" I yelled at her my anger of what she was saying had won out, making me lash out Tori. She flinched and folded her arms around herself in attempt to hug herself.

"Don't say it please" She whispered I could hear the pain evident in her voice and I knew what she was doing. She was trying to forget, forget about what had happened to her. I wanted to tell her that it wouldn't work, that the amount of pain she's in now would only grow if she didn't do anything about it.

But as I went to say something the words got caught in my throat, instead I nodded not happy with how she was dealing with the situation.

"Want to watch a film?" I suggested going along with her idea to forgetting about it. Tori look at me, thanking me with her eyes.

"Yeah," She smiled slightly "Nothing too scary though"

"My house, my rules Vega" I said grabbing The Scissoring to watch. I knew I couldn't argue with Tori and how she wanted to deal with the situation, nor could I tell her what to do seeing as we weren't exactly friends. I was just the better option for Tori to go to, just like she is for me when I used to go to with me wanting to get Beck back. That was our relationship, and that is all it will ever be.


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