A/N Hooray another follower. in case I for got the warning this story contains a futa character. ME is owned by Bioware
Miranda
I know she took my tension and nervousness as an insult. I could tell I had hurt her feelings. I wanted to tell her that I was so tense because as she was commanding me to lay down, I was steadily getting aroused which made me nervous, because I had only that one experience. She sighs and places her hands on my back and works her way up with her knuckles. The tension began to ease. I restrained the moan in my chest as she expertly kneaded my neck and shoulders into jelly.
When she moves back down my back I resist arching my back. I feel aroused very much and it begins to leak down my legs when she pushes in a kneads the small of my back near my butt cheeks. She is dangerously close to being attacked now. I need a distraction. "You are remarkably adept at this. Did you take classes? It wasn't in your dossier." I comment. "Sort of. My late wife taught me. She went to school for massage therapy." I explain. "I'm sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to understand how you must feel." I reply.
"It was 3 years ago. I put my feelings to rest with her. In a way by using the techniques she taught me I remember her. She was a good woman. She would have been a great mother too if they had both lived. I lost them on Eden Prime." she says. " She was with child when she died?" I probe. "Uh huh." she says. "I'm sorry to bring up that pain again. You don't have to continue if you need to collect yourself. I feel much more relaxed. " I said finding it hard to keep in my tears. "It's alright. I know if she were here she'd want me to keep going. Besides your still pretty alert." she replies.
" Do you do this kind of thing often for your S/O s?" I ask trying to lighten the mood. "If you count Dr. Chakwas as my superior officer then yes." she chuckles. " I do this for my friends if they need me to." she says. It only hurts a little when she calls me a friend but it's what I wanted sort of. " Would you do this for Kelly?" she rubs back up my spine. "If I thought she wouldn't attack me, yes. We did talk and I told her my feelings somehow I think she'd still try." she says. "That's right you need a firm touch but not to firm to get it up." she stops massaging me. " Where did you hear that term?" she asks.
Shit I didn't mean to say it out loud. " I heard it on a porn vid awhile ago when I was checking out lesbian porn. I thought it was an odd way to say getting aroused when they actresses were both woman and it kind of stuck with me. I meant no offense by it." she resumes her massage. "It is strange, but I can see why it'd stick. What is even stranger is you admitting to watching lesbian porn." she says good naturedly. " I was curious." I defend. She chuckles and leans low and says in my ear. "Porn is good and all, but nothing beats the actual experience." I shiver. " I know. I rather enjoyed it." I reply.
Her breath halts. " Why Ms. Lawson I learn new things about you everyday. Would you care to share how it felt to you." she teases. "Only if you call me Miri, Cheyenne." I smirk at her. "Deal but you have to call me Chey then. Everyone close to be does." our tone turns slightly flirtatious. " Oh. How close are we Chey." I feel her shiver. "Close enough for me to run my hands all over your back and shoulders." she replies. "Hmm why not all over my body then."
Chey
I gulp and I feel my pants begin to constrict. I try to get up without scrambling. I put my hands in front of my crotch. "Umm.. a.. another time. I need to go sorry bye" and I rush out her and to the elevator and take it up to my sister's cabin. I need to hide is my only thought. I impatiently knock on my sister's door as soon as the door opens. I bolt inside. " I need to hide. Hide from Miranda." She looks at me with concern." What did you do now?" I lift my hands and she sees the obvious tenting. "Ah. I see. How did this happen?" I explain about talking to Kelly then EDI letting me know Miranda fainted. Giving her a massage and then what she said that had caused me to flee.
"On the plus side at least you know Miranda likes you and wants to have her way with you." she tries to be optimistic." Sure she is interested, she thinks I have only female parts. How will she feel if I tell her I have a cock too." she places a comforting hand on my shoulder." I couldn't tell you sis you will just have to take a chance." she says. I glower at her. "Stay in here think about it and my shower is available if the pressure gets to be too much. Just please clean up after yourself." she says and saunters out of the room.
It really didn't take me that long to calm down. I lay on Shea's couch going over in my head if I should tell her about the cock or not. If I don't tell her I'll have to put a stop to what was developing between us. If I do tell her she'll probably end it too. It was a double edged sword for me. Either way I would lose this woman whom had melted the ice around my heart. I groan and turn on my side and fall into a fitful sleep.
When I awake from my nap I feel like I need to shower. Its 5pm the showers downstairs would be busy. I shrug, she did say I could use her shower. "Need clothes wanna shower. Not for that reason. Still wanting to hide from Miranda. Can you bring me some?" I message Shea. "Can't trying to strategize for purgatory prison ship. Have a bad feeling. Go in my closet. I kept an outfit or two for you remember." she sends back. "Ok" I reply.
I start the shower and it is much better then the showers on the crew deck. I am almost tempted to masturbate because of how good the water feels, but I don't. I do not hear the outer door open, but I hear the pounding on the shower door." I have been looking for you. Look I'm sorry about what I said Chey. Will you please talk to me." Miranda says. I feel like a deer in headlights. Should I respond. "Chey, I know you are in there EDI told me." she says." Can we talk later Miranda, I'm a bit busy right now." I reply.
"And give you the chance to hide and avoid me I think not. I am not leaving this room until you open up and talk to me." she demands. "This isn't really a good time." I plead. "No damn it! We are going to set this right. And now even if I have to hack this door open. You can't hide forever." she says. I sigh in resignation either way she'll find out. I look around for my towel and want to kick myself. I left it on Shea's desk. I open the door. "Good now we can.. talk." she says as she notices my flaccid cock hanging down. "Yeah. We really do have to talk. Could you hand me that towel please. She mutely hands it to me her gaze never straying from my penis as if to figure out if it was real. "Its real." I state. "You may want to sit down." I suggest. Stiffly she walks to the couch and flops down.
Miranda
"She has a cock, a nice thick one, but why does she have a cock?" I wonder to myself. She sits on the table in front of me. "Is she a she?" I ask myself. "First things first. I was born with it. I identify as female. I had no surgeries. When I was in my mother's womb there was a Batarian attack on a colony my mom was assisting. A bullet grazed her side and an EEZO core. The EEZO got in her blood and traveled to the umbilical cord then into me. Mom was 3 months along with me. When my sex organs began to develop I grew a penis, but I still had a vagina too. Mom got Biotics and I got a cock, the ability to have children but not carry them and a stunted growth." she explains.
It takes me a moment to make sense of the children part everything else I had already accepted. " So the child Liana was carrying..?" She nods. "Was mine by natural means. The EEZO changed my DNA just enough to be able to impregnate others." she sighs. "Which is why I was nervous and bolted earlier." I look at her." Well at least now I understand why your hands covered your crotch. I need to confess something I had overheard your conversation with Kelly. That's where I actually heard the term "get it up". I know I shouldn't have eavesdropped, but I wanted to know what you were going to say and see how she reacted incase intervention was needed." she arches her brows. "Ok. So I just wanted to know what you were going to say. You know whether or not you reciprocated feelings for her. God. I'm terrible with these things." I admit.
She smiles. "We can be terrible together then... But not together, together." she says." Why not?" I ask. "Miranda if we get together and have children there's a good chance they'll get the same extra parts..." I'm taken aback. " Whoa no one ever said anything about that level of commitment at least not yet." I spout nervously. I did picture it though. " Miri do you honestly think that sex between us could be just that?" I shake my head. "No, I already care for you too much." I replied honestly.
" You are taking this surprisingly well. I thought you'd curse, shout, throw things, most likely me. But you are calm. Does this not bug you?" she asks pointing to where I know her cock is. "I readjust quickly. The fact you have a cock does not change how I feel about you." I tell her. " I would like to talk about us more though. Can we go to my cabin. Just to talk. I adjust well, but that doesn't mean I'm ready to take you for a test drive yet." she nods and I let her dress averting my eyes slightly out of respect.
We collect our dinners from the mess hall and go back to my room I enter the commands for privacy mode. " Chey I really, really like you but I have some misgivings about a further relationship. Not because of your penis, that actually is giving me some quite tantalizing ideas." I close my eyes. " There in lies the problem. I want you like I have never wanted any one before and I find it distracting but in a good way unless it causes issues with our mission or some one gets hurt. Our mission is dangerous and important and I'm not sure emotional entanglements won't put the mission at risk. Sometimes I think risks be damned. I want this, us. I want to be selfish and get what I want. But the colonies depend on us." I shared my fears with her. Another first for me opening up.
Chey
I understood how she felt, there were times I felt the same. It's hard to argue with the person who figuratively brought you back to life. I wanted to be selfish too. " Your points are valid and I agree with you and at times feel the same way. Miri I want to be selfish too. I know this mission is important. Maybe after we could try." She strokes my cheek. " How? Your Alliance I'm Cerberus. I don't know how it could work after this." She says. I lean into her touch. She then yawns. "We can figure it out another day we have time. Limited, but it's there. I take It you couldn't sleep after I left." she shakes her head.
"Come on into bed with you." I take her hand lead her to her bed. She holds onto my hand. "Stay, stay with me. At least until I fall asleep." I slide in next to her. "Alright, but no hanky panky. You need sleep." I say gently. She yawns again. "Spoilsport." She teases. We end up talking for another 2 hours. " I'm starting to think my being here is not conducive to you sleeping." I remark. "I can't sleep my mind is going a million miles per minute." she says. " Switch. I'm big spoon now. I know a lullaby that my mom used to sing to me when I couldn't sleep. Would you like to hear it?" I ask. She nods.
I sing softly to her as I stroke her hair. She burrows in closer to me. After I finish the lullaby 5 minutes later. She appears to be in a deep restful sleep. I kiss her cheek. "I love you Miranda Lawson. Sweet dreams my Miri." I whisper to her. I know I should get up but I can't seem to find the will to do so. I hold her closer to me and drift off to sleep.
A tickle on my nose like mom used to do wakes me up gently. My sister's grinning face is the first thing I see. "Gah! Wear a freaken bell next time!" I say. She chuckles did we have a good night little sis." she teases. "Shit! What time is it. I can't let anyone see me leave Miranda's room. I focus on the room. "Wait. This isn't her room. How did I get to my bunk?" I ask. "I carried you. When I returned to my room you weren't there so I asked EDI. She told you were in Miranda's quarters. Had been there since about 6pm. It was 2 am when I came and got you and brought you here." she says.
"So would you care to explain this?" she showed me a picture of Miranda and me sleeping we had at some time switched spoon positions. " Nothing happened. We talked and I sang her mom's lullaby and she fell asleep, then I was too tired and fell asleep." I explain. "Are you two together now?" she asks. "It's still up for debate. We very much like each other and we do want to be together. We worry about the Mission and then afterwards. She's Cerberus and I am Alliance, how would that work?" I share. "No idea. Maybe she'll wake up and realize TIM and Cerberus are evil and we can get her a pardon and immunity if she gives us intel." she suggests.
"I don't know. She believes in them. I am still unaware of why. But I love her." I admit. "You love her?" She questions. "With all of my being." I confirm. " Are you going to join Cerberus now?" she asks. "No and Miranda wouldn't ask. I'd leave the Alliance for her though, if she asked." I reply. "Would she leave Cerberus for you if you asked?" She asks. " I am not sure he'd let her. She knows too much and something tells me they have something precious to her. I know she feels like she owes TIM her life though." I respond. "Tread carefully then sister." she says.