Hey so Chapter 5 here, and thank you to all that has reviewed to my story so far. I know Jade is a bit OOC in the last couple of chapters in regards to Tori but it's her way of comforting Tori.
I also realized that I have been forgetting to put a disclaimer soo
Disclaimer- I do not own Victorious or any of the characters
I don't know how long me and Tori stayed in that position in the janitors closet, our arms wrapped around each other. Usually I would've pushed the brunette away from long ago. I wasn't a very touchy feely kind of person. I would only allow hugs from Cat every now and then again depending on what mood I was in. When I was dating Beck I suppose I did allow a little bit more physical contact then I would've like, but even then we wasn't cuddling the way me and Vega were now. And the odd moments that we did cuddle it felt like nothing like this.
With Beck it wasn't comfortable, he was to hard with his muscles getting the way of me being actually comfy. But with Tori it was like we just fit together. It wasn't awkward or uncomfortable. It was just nice.
"Schools probably finished by now want to head out?" I spoke my voice filling the silence that once occupied the room.
"Do you want to come round mine, it's just that my parents and Trina are out most of the weekend and I don't want to be alone" She said burying her head further into my neck.
"Yeah sure" I agreed, feeling a loss of warmth when Tori removed herself from my side.
She turned her head to me and smiled before standing up "I need to grab my bag from Sikowitz's room then I'll meet you by your car"
I stood up as well moving towards the door and opening it for her "Don't matter I'll get yours," She smiled shyly as she walked through the door and I walked through after her. I smirked and looked at her face noticing her mascara had ran down her face and her eyes were red from crying. Strangely enough the only word I could describe her was at this moment in time, is absolutely beautiful. "Go clean up your face Vega, you look worse then Trina" I commented before walking in the direction of Sikowitz's classroom.
I'm trying to understand while I was willingly agreeing to spending time with Tori. A part of me was doing it for Tori, trying to help her get better because I knew she needed me. She needed me to not treat her like a victim, but to to treat her like Tori. But another part of me enjoys spending time with the half-latina. I sighed and continued walking towards the classroom noticing the school was deserted now, with just the occasional person walking towards the car park. How long did me and Tori stay in the janitors closet?
"What are you still doing here Jade?" A voice said beside me and I looked up immediately recognizing the voice, I saw my ex-boyfriend Beck lean casually against the door to Sikowitz's room. His arms folded across his chest and two bags hanging off his hand.
"Could ask you the same thing Beckett" I snapped becoming irritated by his presence already.
"Well when Tori ran out of class and you seemed to follow her, I thought you would like your bag seeing as neither of you returned to class" He raises an eyebrow at me and I narrowed my eyes at him. I held out my hand silently and he passed me my bag but kept a tight grip on Tori's.
"Have you seen Tori? Because I want to give her bag back to her" Beck said and I felt something weird pass through me, but I just felt so angry towards the fluffy haired boy that I wanted to cut him with my scissors and I don't know why.
"Just give me the bag and I'll do it" I snapped
"Why?" He said and I clenched my hands into a fist and refrained myself from hitting him. "What game are you playing at Jade?"
"None of your fuckng buisness Beckett" I growled reaching forward towards Tori's bag and snatched it off him. I turned on my heel and stormed away ignoring the sound of Beck's footsteps following me.
"Whatever you're doing Jade stop, Tori doesn't deserve whatever you're going to do to her" I heard him say. I clenched my jaw and tried to control the anger that was slowly bubbling to the surface.
"Why don't you just shut up and leave me alone Beck" I yelled pushing the doors open and letting them slam behind me. I looked over to my car and saw Tori standing by my car her hands wrapped around herself, nervously looking around. All the anger left my body as I looked at the brunnette. I walked towards her and held out her bag.
"Here you go Vega" I spoke up, Tori visibly relaxed after noticing it was me and the small flash of fear that was there had vanished.
"Thank you very much Jade" She smiled at me and grabbed the bag off me.
I got into the car and watched as Tori got into the seat beside me "Ready to go?" I asked and she nodded. I pulled out of the school car park and drove in comfortable silence till it was interrupted by the awful sound of a new pop song that was playing on the radio. I turned my head to look at the girl beside me, singing along to the lyrics.
"No" I said turning it off for it to only be turned back on. "Vega turn it off"
"No"
"No?" I said seeing the grin spread on her face get wider, that I didn't have the heart to turn it off again. So I continued to drive listening the music, that definitely shouldn't be music in my opinion, and Tori's voice singing along in tune. I really wished that the whole of me hated the drive, but unfortunately that wasn't the case.
I turned into Tori's driveway seeing no cars parked there, "Where's the rest of the Vega household?" I asked stopping the car and getting out. Tori did the same and shrugged.
"They are barely in now a days" She said simply before unlocking her front door and walked inside house. I followed in after noticing the way she said it, it must have been like that for a while.
"Want to watch a film?" I spoke up, after seeing a sadness in float around inside her brown eyes again. She smiled at me and nodded.
"But I get to pick" She grinned before running over to her movie selection while I sat down on the sofa pulling out my phone. Two texts off Beck, and one from Cat. I ignored the both of them and put my phone away after feeling Tori sit down beside me.
"So what are we watching?" I asked hoping it wasn't some stupid romantic films.
"The vow" She said before putting her attention on the film. I groaned and rested my head on the back of the sofa, I had heard of this before. No deaths or violent murder scene. When I have to watch films with Beck, it was always me who chose the film, it was mostly a horror film I had watched a hundred times before and Beck was only there hoping for a make out session half way through it. The only person I had watch films is with Cat who always puts on a disney film, which I don't mind but if anyone asks I will deny that fact and cut them with my scissors. But now I'm stuck watching a film with Tori snuggling into my side, and I strangely don't mind.
She rested her head on my shoulders, and I gently placed my head on top of hers. I closed my eyes allowing myself to be warm and happy. Constant knocking interrupted the film and I was thankful for whoever it was, this film was honestly starting to get worse and worse.
Tori sighed and got up and I immediately missed the warmth that went with her.
"Cat?" Tori said opening the door wider to reveal Cat, who looked as if she had been crying and I knew why. I felt a little bad, Cat had been my best friend for a long time now, and I would usually comfort her if she was crying. But now I just had my focus on making Tori smile again.
"I'm really sorry," Cat said flinging herself around Tori wrapping her small arms around the brunette's waist. "I didn't mean to make you sad Tori, I'm really really sorry" Cat said as more tears fell down her cheeks. Tori tensed up when she felt Cat touch her, but relaxed once she realized it was just Cat.
"It's okay Cat, it wasn't your fault" Tori said softly wrapping her own arms around Cat's tiny frame.I tried to ignore the same feeling I had felt earlier while talking with Beck, but it wasn't working. The longer the two hugged the stronger it get.
I coughed loudly to gain their attention, and folded my arms over my chest as they both released each other. Tori looked over at me and smiled slightly, while Cat just rushed over to me and hugged me.
"Jadey" She grinned hugging me tighter, for such a small girl she was insanely strong.
"One," I started my countdown wanting out of this hug as quickly as possible. "Two," She squealed and let me go, and I could feel the small glare that Tori was giving me. It almost made me feel bad about what I was doing.
"Hey Cat, we're finishing off the vow, want to watch it with us?" Tori asked the small red head and I narrowed my eyes at her. Why would she ask Cat to join? It was fine just the two of us wasn't it? Either Tori decided to ignore the glare I was giving her. Cat nodded happily and sat down in the centre of the sofa forcing me and Tori to sit either side of her. I sighed the only thing that made me stay was the fact that I enjoyed Tori next to me, strange as it was.
I pulled out my phone, seeing a message from Tori. I opened up it up and read
Vega- I want to tell Cat
I frowned and texted her back.
Jade- Why?
It wasn't a few seconds before I got a reply
Vega- Because I trust her
I sighed noticing that she was looking over at me and I gave her a slight nod. She gave me a small smile and I stood up
"I'm going to the bathroom" I said before walking off not looking back at Tori's pleading face, if she wants to tell Cat she can do it without me being there to hold her hand. I walked into the bathroom and shut the door behind me. I don't understand why I'm feeling like this, before I had wanted Tori to tell people. Now that she had finally decided to tell Cat, I feel as if she wouldn't need me any more, that she would have someone else to comfort her. It should be something I wanted, but it wasn't.
It had only been a week but I've already become addicted to the half latina. I enjoyed her touch, her company. I liked the way she smiled at me whenever she saw me, and that she was relaxed when she was close to me. I liked how she tried so hard to be strong, even though she might be dying on the inside. I like how she trust me enough to fix her.
Truth to be told I was fucked.
So here is a lengthy chapter for you all and I know it's been a while since my last update, and the only excuse I have is that school started up again and I'm already sick of it. Anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter, in this chapter Jade begins to feel things that she can't explain and Cat becomes involved. So review please and I will get the next one out for you as soon as I can. Thank you all till next time.